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Barron*
Sistine lay motionless. Encased in sheets and my arms, she was exhausted. I watched her shallow breaths and moved a few strands of hair from her face. I couldn't help but stare at her. She was beautiful and it pleased me to see her so peaceful and relaxed in my presence. I hoped that she wouldn't return to her normal hatred and resentfulness of me when she woke, but I knew she would. It would take some time.
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Sistine woke to Barron pulling her close to him. He was possessive-,even in sleep. She slowly wriggled her way out of his hold and gently crawled off the bed. Taking special care to not wake him. She grimaced at the soreness in her body, and immediately went to the great mahogany door that separated Barron's room from the outside world, and tugged at the handle- nothing.
"Fuck!" she whispered as she turned around, trying to think of where Barron may have hid the key.
There was a giant wardrobe at the far end of the room and she thought, if she wanted to hide a key, that that would be a good place. The wardrobe was massive and nearly touched the 9' ceiling. Sistine frantically scanned the room for something to stand on to give her more height. She saw a chest at the end of the bed and tip-toed to it. She tried to lift it but it was too heavy so she began to push it close to it's mark. It let out an awful scrapping noise at first and she stopped to look at Barron. He rustled a bit in the blankets but didn't wake. When she had finally pushed it all the way to the wardrobe she climbed on top of it and stood on her toes, reaching her fingers to the top, and hoping to feel the cold metal and familiar shape of a key.
She thought she may have felt something when a pair of hands grabbed her waist and she screamed. Barron brought her down quickly and she struggled to break free and nearly fell forward had he not caught her.
"Looking for something?" he asked nonchalantly as he brought he down.
"Your dignity," she said without turning to face him.
Barron's laugh boomed and seemed to shake the walls.
"I doubt you'll find it there," he said as he walked in front of her.
"Before I was born they'd asked if I'd prefer to be a gentleman or a werewolf. I'm sure you can guess which one I chose," he said eyeing her for a moment.
Sistine lowered her head letting her hair drape around her face. She didn't want him to see her.
She didn't want to look at him after... what had happened.
She couldn't and she felt the bile of her stomach begin to rise. Both Barron and herself were still naked and she covered her mouth and nose with her hand when the smell of him reached her and she knew she probably smelt just like him. She had nearly lost her identity to him. She felt that from this day forward it would no longer be Sistine. It would always be Barron and he had taken her over, just like he seemed to overpower everything else. She had to get his smell off her, it was making her sick.
"I want to take a bath," she whispered trying with all her might to keep her tears at bay. Barron didn't say anything at first but she could feel him getting closer to her. He bowed his head, nearly touching his lips to her shoulder and inhaled deeply. She flinched as he exhaled with a growl that made the hair on the back of her neck stand on end. She shrunk away when he moved his hand up to rest on her stomach and twisted her shoulders she keep him from kissing her.
"Can I please just take a bath?" she said with a desperate tone, no longer able to choke down her tears. "Is that too much to ask? And am I supposed to stay naked like an animal? Like you?! Like your whore!?" she looked up at him with tears rolling off her cheeks and quickly looked away. She didn't want him to see how he was breaking her.
Barron said nothing for a moment and then walked over to the wardrobe and opened one of its drawers. She felt him walk up behind her and he handed her a large button-up, long sleeved shirt.
"I don't have clothes here for you, but you can wear mine for now." He moved out of the way and extended his arm towards the bathroom. "Take as long as you need. Just don't lock the door." He turned back to the wardrobe and got some clothes out for himself. "I'll be back quickly," he said pulling a pair of jeans on. "I'll bring you some food and clothes back. Is there anything specific that you'd like?" He walked towards the mahogany door, pulling a black shirt over his head. Sistine said nothing. She refused to acknowledge him and his pathetic offer. Like some French toast and sausage would make it all better.
"French toast and sausage it is then," he said without looking back at her. He opened the door and stopped in the threshold. "As much as you believe outside would be safer, there are still wolves hunting you out there. And, unless you want a repeat of the slaughtered brown wolf, I suggest you stay inside," he began to walk out the door, but he paused and seemed to think of something that extremely important and simply had to be said, "They would hurt you, Sistine. More so now than before. Don't go outside without me." and with that, he closed the door.
She thought about trying to pick the lock and making one last effort to get away, but something inside of her, almost like an instinct she hadn't noticed before, begged her to listen to his warning. And a little voice inside her head told her Barron was clearly the lesser of two evils at play- that she'd be safer with him- regardless of what she may, or may not see him as.
She waited a moment before walking into the bathroom, and decided that the voice was most likely right.
The hot water in the tub produced so much steam, it helped her to mask the reality of her captivity and she went into a dream like state as the water neared the rim. Her body was there, on the edge staring blankly at the oversized tub, but her mind had left to another place... somewhere far, far away; where he couldn't touch her.