All the characters are over eighteen years of age and there is no sexual content in this chapter.
Chapter Two
April 19, 1991
I made my first real kill tonight. I thought killing an un-dead thing would make me feel some sort of remorse. I don't though. I feel more alive than I have ever felt. I feel like I was born to do this job. The feeling scares the hell out of me and in the same moment electrifies me.
I've given careful thought about my attacker. I was unprepared for the fight, and nearly lost my life. I realized that if had not been for fast thinking and skill, I would now be dead. I guess in the heat of the moment you don't have time to think, you can only react to your training. I have heard people say the fight or flight instinct takes over. I have to agree. Survival,
my
survival was the only thing I had in mind.
I wasn't as fast as he was and the trophy he earned will mar my thigh forever. I learned tonight that if I am to live in this world, I need to become a better killer. I don't mean the type of killer that pulls a gun and gets the job done. I mean the type of killer that knows what's coming next and is ready for it.
This world of death is appealing in many aspects, but it's frightening as well. Ok it's terrifying, but I've decided I will remain in service to Gabriel.
Tonight was also the start of an interesting friendship with another vampire. I think the only reason I caught his attention is that I'm Gabriel's sahead. I think Gabe is somehow mad at me for the fight and for the aftermath. Sometimes I wonder why Gabe treats me the way he does.
Ok, I'm rambling on and on about nothing and everything. Maybe Gabe was right. I am still young and it makes! no sense.
Yada Olsen-Myers had cabin fever. There simply was not any other way to describe it. The first symptoms had appeared a little over a week ago, when she found herself sitting in front of the TV watching a morning talk show with a fresh cup of coffee: enjoying it. A week had passed and she was still on the couch, watching the same show with little regard to her appearance.
She had fallen into a depression.
Walking in a little after sundown, Gabriel noticed Yada was still wearing the same clothes from the day before. Sniffing the air, he smelt her musk. She had not bathed either. "What troubles you?"
"There's nothing wrong with me. I'm just bored." She said, mechanically.
"Why are you bored?" He sounded sincere.
"What's there for me to do, other than answer the phone while you sleep? Or maybe get supplies you will need." Scratching her head, she continued. "Is this what you expect of me?" She probed harshly, tossing the remote control on the table that separated them. It bounced twice before the back flipped off and one of the batteries landed on the floor near his foot.
"I've been here for five years and all I do is nothing. The same old nothing mind you. What the hell do you expect of me? Of course, I'm bored out of my mind. I do the same bullshit day after day. Shall we examine what my normal routine consists of? I get up... answer the phone if and when there is a call. I sit here and watch TV, and oh yeah my big fun day out each week...The grocery store. Oh I forgot there's training on Monday and Friday that I never get to use. And more training on Tuesday and Wednesday, and oh yes history on Thursday with Talmadge. Do you know how boring he is?" She sighed. "And all those damn books you have me read. I can't read another word."
"I see." Rubbing his chin, he gave the appearance of deep thought. "You want something to do?" He was toying with her.
"Yes! I do." She started to demand then remembered her tone. While she could push her luck, she knew better than to anger him. She had seen too many times over the last year what happens when he is angry.
"Why don't you go out to the club tonight?" He tilted his head to the side to see if she was interested. Gabriel knew she would be. After all she needed an outing without him to feel the waters of her sworn service to him. What better way than to tempt her with fun.
"The club?" She sounded interested. "What club?"
"There's a club over on Chestnut. It's called Dark Seasons," waving his hand as though he had to think about the name he continued. "Or it's something like that. I am sure you will find it. It opened up a few nights ago, you will find it down near the old Fowler Building, I think. You could go there and check it out. Or just have fun... It's all up to you."
"Perhaps, I will go. What type of club is it?" She asked nonchalantly, although she was interested in doing anything but sit in the apartment another night.
He again waved his hand. "It's a Gothic Club I suppose. The type of club where young adults act and live out the vampire life-style, you know the type I'm talking about, the music is loud and the drinks watered down, and everyone acts like something they're not."
"I guess... I could check it out." She added, heading towards the hall. "That is if you don't have anything for me to do." There was a slight hint in her voice asking him to have nothing for her to do.
"No. Not unless you want to clean the refrigerator out."
"Not really," she said over her shoulder, disappearing from sight.
"I didn't think so." Gabe said under his breath. Smiling, he took the controller to the PS 2 to begin a new round of Grand Turismo 3. He figured she would be gone most of the night and he could work on getting the 'super license' on the game. He had been playing it for nearly three weeks and wanted to get to a new level.
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High in the night sky the full moon looked down on Yada as she walked the short distance to the front doors of the club, reassuring her she had made the right choice. Surveying the club, she could see a large crowd of people still waiting to get in. The line appeared to run the length of the building and disappear around the corner. Yada looked at the bouncer with a smile. It was Eric.
Eric was a longtime friend. She had met him when she was fourteen. He was a fellow street rat. They had spent three years running the streets and had watched each other's backs once or twice along the way. Yada was sure she could avoid the crowd and wait. She approached, slowly. Behind him, the thick double doors opened slowly releasing a cloud of smoke. The smoke was a mix of tobacco and other toxins. Images of mid twenty year olds dancing and smoking filled her mind as the techno music started to fill her brain.