Elunara stretched and rolled over, putting her foot on the floor. She swore and yanked her leg back into the bed. She sat up and rubbed her ankle. "Gods fucking dammit, why won't you heal faster?"
Grogek laughed. "You have been acting so calm the past couple of days, I've been wondering if you broke...you, instead."
"Eh, shut up."
Tulani giggled. "Yep, she's fine."
Jordan leaned on the doorway. "I don't think Jenny will come back today."
Elunara shrugged. "I doubt it. If she's smart, she won't. She has to learn to stand on her own."
"What did you do to Jenny?" Tulani frowned.
"I verbally bitch slapped her." Elunara sighed. "She's so hell bent on "paying me back" that she was willing to give herself to me; knowing full well that it would freak her out. I wasn't having it."
"Ah."
"No need to change a relationship over something that shouldn't happen." Elunara sighed and rubbed her ankle. "I want that girl to be more than a pet. She HAS to stand for herself eventually."
Grogek scooped Elunara out of the bed. "You'll help her. Just like you always do."
"I hope so."
He sat her on the couch and handed her the board. "You certain you'll be fine without help?"
"I already took the day off."
Elunara eyed Lucy. "Why?"
"I was having difficulty concentrating yesterday, and I burned my hand." She held up her hand and showed the scar. "Ina fixed me, but I decided that I didn't want another one on top of it." Lucy sighed and sat on the couch. "So, I'll keep you company."
"That's fine. I have three portraits scheduled today. You can help me out."
"Kind of the plan."
Tulani bent down and kissed Elunara. "I'll be out today; Eloise wants to drag me all over the place."
Elunara tugged Tulani into her lap. "Hey, when my ankle's fixed, I want to take you to all the major cities." She kissed Tulani's neck. "We'll make a shopping spree of fancy cloth and you can go nuts."
Tulani giggled. "That sounds delightful."
Elunara nibbled on her neck.
"Hey now, none of that. Unlike the men, I can control myself." She slid out of Elunara's lap. "And also unlike the men, I couldn't keep your ankle stabilized." She grinned.
"Aw, but we could try."
Tulani knelt and rubbed her hand on the ankle. "Your rapid healing is certainly coming along."
"Yeah, I guess bones are more difficult." She reached out and flipped the edge of the shawl Tulani wore. "That's new."
"Oh, I traded one of the ladies a skirt for it. She doesn't sew, but she knits."
"Pretty."
After everyone else left, Elunara got comfy on the couch. Scribbling a set of runes, she lit them up and summoned some of her prepared sheets.
"Ok, that's really awesome."
"Just a bit of stolen magic." Elunara winked. "You have something on your mind. It would make you feel better if you got it out."
Lucy sighed. "I wanted to apologize."
"Hm?"
"That day after Terica..." She shook her head. "I saw you and Tulani. I watched."
"I know."
Lucy blinked.
"Sweetie, I was a mission specialist, best of the best, for thirty years. I know when someone is spying outside my door. I, for one, don't care if someone watches me. I did not tell Tulani, because she's still shy and I wasn't about to pause in the enjoyment of my wife over someone peeping."
"I'm sorry." Lucy bit her lip. "I really didn't MEAN to see, and then I couldn't stop looking. And then..." she sighed. "And then it made me realize just how one-sided Terica and I really were. I did all the work, and she did all the moaning at the right moments."
Elunara rubbed Lucy's leg. "I'm sorry."
"I just attributed it to her shy and hesitant nature. Now I realize... it was all a shitty act."
"Oh, Lucy."
Lucy crossed her arms and kicked the chair. Elunara hissed at her ankle. "Oh, shit. Sorry. I wasn't thinking."
"Just don't do it again."
"Just, why did she want us OUT so damned much?"
"Because it was a face she was playing."
"What?"
"She was pretending to be the person she wanted you to believe she was. Even the lunkhead she set up was just a part to maintain her cover."
"But WHY?"
"Sweetheart, don't guess crazy, you'll only hurt yourself." Elunara shook her head. "Nearest I can figure, after all that happened, was that maybe she believed being "out" would cement her cover story with the rest of us."
Lucy swiped at her eyes. "I am SO tired of crying, damn it. I HATE crying, it makes me feel stupid."
"Don't I know it?" Elunara muttered.
"See, that's the thing..." Lucy sighed and leaned against Elunara. "I thought Terica was the first person to understand me. I thought I could finally be myself. I didn't have to worry about my dad hating me; I didn't have to worry about being alone. She encouraged me to do things, she made me feel important. I never had that before." She laid her head against Elunara's shoulder. "I thought that you were the second person to ever truly see me... just cut through the bullshit and went to the heart of me. Then I find out, you were the only one." Her voice was reflective.
"Lucy..."
"No. No, I know you've got a lot of shit on your plate. I just... I don't know what I want right now. I was kind of hoping you'd let me stay until I figured it out."
Elunara wrapped her arm around Lucy. "So long as you are actively trying to better yourself, you are free to stay."
Lucy let out a breath she didn't know she was holding. "Thank you."
"Now get the door." Elunara kissed the top of Lucy's head.
At the end of the day, Lucy closed the door. "Was that the last one?"
"Yeah, I had to cancel my other two; I need the use of my ankle."
"Can I...?" Lucy fidgeted.
"Yes, you can cuddle up on the couch."
"Sorry, I was enjoying that earlier."
Elunara shrugged. "I'm stuck here drawing, so it's fine. I don't mind."
Lucy curled up under Elunara's arm. "Your work is always so fascinating to watch."
"How are things with your dad? I never got to ask."
"Better. I think what you said to him finally got under that skin of his. I'm grateful."
"Good."
"You know..." Lucy finally spoke again after awhile. "It's nice... having someone to watch over me, instead of having to be the one to watch over someone else." She dozed off.
Tulani found them like that.
"Welcome home, Tuly."
Tulani raised an eyebrow. "Something I should know?"
"She claims to be still figuring it out. She's out by the way. Girl sleeps like the dead."