********* Trick *********
This morning, I help Shi get dressed. The ointment is miraculous, it hardly hurts her. But it's better if her clothes rub her as little as possible, that the ointment I've put on her this morning doesn't move.
Her naked body is seductive, her scars don't diminish the attractiveness of her perfect curves. But this isn't the time or situation for anything other than hurrying to the dining room.
The morning is as always, copying symbols. I've had to work harder than usual to stay focused. I'm nervous, I can't help it. Even more so when I see tomorrow's assignments. Student Fen has reserved my time for the afternoon. It's clear what he's plotting.
I hurry to reserve the morning in the laboratory. I have to bring timber too before the crucial moment. In between, I choose transportation.
There's no turning back now. I can barely keep my legs from shaking. I'm more scared than I thought, but also excited. I'm looking forward to tomorrow, and I'm afraid it'll come. I don't know if I'm braver than I thought, or more cowardly than I had imagined.
For now, I have to help in the construction of a new building. I think it's some kind of one-story warehouse, though I'm not sure. I don't really care. I just do what I'm told. I can't stop thinking about tomorrow.
When I go back to the communal dormitory, I find that Shi has already returned.
"Hi. How's your back?" I ask her as I sit next to her.
"Better," she says with a strange expression. She seems worried.
"Is something wrong?"
"Are you okay?" she asks me.
I understand. She's seen my tasks for tomorrow. It's not very difficult for her to imagine what awaits me.
"I'll be fine," I assure her.
She comes over and kisses me. Shi doesn't usually do that. She's really worried. She makes me lie down, and takes off her clothes. It's quite strange that she takes the initiative. She seems to appreciate me more than she wants to admit.
On the one hand, I'm happy. On the other, I'm worried. If it doesn't work out, it could end very badly for me. I could even die. It would be a blow to her. Boy, it seems I appreciate her more than I want to admit, too.
For a moment, I feel guilty. I wonder if it wouldn't be better to take the pain and not risk it. But it's too late. There's no turning back now. I'd end up being discovered. It's not easy to undo what I've already done.
She bends down and takes my member into her mouth. She licks it. Then, she gently sucks it, while pleasuring herself.
The pleasure is intense, she's an expert at it. She's had no choice but to learn. Besides, as she says, if she gets them to cum in her mouth they almost never penetrate her afterward. They don't have enough energy. It's sad, but it's the least bad thing for her.
Though, this time, she stops when my member is fully erect. Shi stands up to position herself on top of me, and slowly lowers herself. She makes me penetrate her wet vagina.
"Ah~" she moans when she reaches the bottom.
Her hips move slowly. She kisses my chest, my neck, my cheeks, finally my lips again. I let myself go. I caress her ass, her back.
The warmth of her skin in my hands is pleasant, even the sometimes rough touch of uncared skin, the consistency of a body with little fat and a lot of muscle. Still, with perfect curves.
I moan almost without realizing it. I feel the pleasure in each of her movements. Her fragrance is stimulating, even though there's no perfume. It's only the aroma of her body. Perhaps, because of that. It smells like her. Her swinging breasts are hypnotic. The sweat sliding down them, tempting.
"Ah, aah, aaaaah~" she moans. I moan.
My cock enters and leaves her. Her breasts rise and fall gently, since she's not being rough at all. She comes closer again, to kiss me. I take the opportunity to caress her breast. I squeeze it with one hand, and pinch her nipple with the other, but without squeezing too hard.
"Mmmh~" she moans again, without stopping moving. "Ah, aaah, aaaah, aaaah."
I soon ejaculate. I fill her vagina with a white liquid that won't be able to fulfill its purpose. I know that she hasn't reached an orgasm, but I can't help it. It's too much stimulation. She doesn't complain. She never does.
Shi looks at me tenderly and smiles. She had never smiled at me like that. I think she is scared for me. I can't help a shudder from the depths of my soul. She cares more about me than about herself. I think it's the first time someone has done it.
However, we can't let ourselves go. Affection is acceptable. Love is not. Not in our world, where we can't even have children, if it's not the will of our owners. They put it in the food.
She's still on top of me, catching her breath as I am. When we recover, she moves away a little, but stays by my side, hugging me. Shi kisses me on the cheek and settles on my chest. She soon falls asleep. It's the first time she's done it hugging me.
I look at her tenderly. I'd like to promise that I'll do something for her. But reality is what it is. We're both slaves.
I fall asleep feeling warmer than I've ever felt. I allow myself to forget tomorrow's plans. I hug her and kiss her on the forehead. I fall asleep soon after. Tomorrow, we'll return to harsh reality.
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She hardly looks at me in the morning. I've never seen her so shy. I understand. I don't dare to look at her either. We're not used to letting ourselves be carried away by our feelings. It's a luxury we can't afford.
"Be careful. I'll wait for you later, no matter what happens," she whispers to me.
She's worried that I'll sink. She's aware that there's no escape. Shi can't know that she's wrong. That I'm actually going to be in much more danger than she imagines.
I enter the alchemy lab. There're a lot of us here today. It's the weekly pill distribution day. There's a lot of work.
I bring in packages and clean up while I look around, waiting. Mid-morning, student Fen appears with his friends. They have money, so they buy pills from whoever wants to sell. Today, it's not their turn to get them. My heart is beating hard. It feels like it's going to jump out of my chest. But I must look calm.