Chapter 7 – Welcome to the dark side.
I finally understood. If I accepted the belief that I would lose trying to take down the necromancers as a whole to end their dark reign? It is easy to say
good enough.
When I think of Amanda or Kristi being hurt or killed I can feel my mind shy from it. The problem is, unlike the rest of my family, I didn't think they could win. Or at least, I thought we had a good chance of winning.
After all, they wouldn't leave us alone if they could kill us, would they? The thought is they could win but a lot would die, so they were too cowardly to take us on if all we did was save a few slave vampires here and there. I didn't believe that at all, I knew we could win. Nothing is for sure, but I could sense it.
I believed I could win it with the help of a couple of vampires at my back. They stood no chance in my mind if my whole family had gone for it. But they didn't, so it was up to me.
My sister would hate exterminating all that life. I see it as cleaning up the evil. I am not heartless, but I have no compunction against killing evil, ending murderers and slavers. Some would argue it would make me like them.
Those people are fools.
Turning a blind eye to evil and allowing it to flourish would be treason to the innocent victims they have taken or killed. Taking life to stop murder and free slaves would be nothing at all alike to what they do. It would be justice, and protecting the future victims from their evil.
Arrogant? Perhaps a little, but a lot of it was what I thought was right. The more runaway vampires I helped my family free the more I hated and wanted to end it at the source. And one day soon, I would.
Maddy was still ignoring me. She didn't even look at me in class yesterday. Still, I was pretty immune from it at the time, being with both my mates that morning had been mind blowing and amazing. I had been in my own little world yesterday. It was continually surprising to be so in love. I hadn't consciously given up on it, but I also hadn't expected it at all.
I wish I could just let go of the past, and I was a lot closer than I was, but it's hard. I realized a normal person would have brushed it off long ago, but not me. I could remember every humiliating slight, embarrassment and the feeling of being used, and of them wanting to use me some more.
I knew I was close though, thinking about Jason was pleasant, but I could still feel the echo of the past in it.
Yesterday after class I had changed the invisibility spell, but instead of not casting the illusion I had it actually add the person hiding to the illusion if the spell detected the same kind around another person. So in a way I was still not in their sight, but they saw an illusion of me where I was if we were both invisible.
It also passed sound to anyone in visual range, so we could literally talk across the room with a hundred people between us and they would never hear it.
After all if I was going in a group I needed a way to address
friendly fire
and communications. I think this was a good way to do it.
I was in lab right now, I had gone back to wearing jeans and sweaters to class, I didn't want to dress up if it would make things harder for Maddy, I was still open to her coming back but I certainly wasn't counting on it, and I knew I would be happy either way. Still it was a little awkward, I was still attracted to her and I knew she was to me, she was just... Still a little freaked.
I went straight home after class and went looking for Amanda. I found her in the study as usual, and Jason was in there talking to her. I guess they had deemed him safe for wandering the house. I couldn't help but blush when he slowly looked me up and down.
Jason said, "Hi Ariel, nice to see you. I was... Disappointed. You didn't come by yesterday when I was still in lockup."
Amanda looked at me with a faint knowing smile. She could see he affected me like she did. Damn vampires and their enhanced senses. That will be a fun conversation for me.
I shrugged. "Sorry, guess I got caught up in my obsession, I want to be ready if they come, and of course to go after them... Soon." I also didn't go because he made me uncomfortable, and not only in a bad way. But I wasn't going to tell him that.
He said, "Will you let me come with you? I wouldn't mind stopping them. I am not prone to being violent, but necromancers are a glaring exception to that."
I nodded slowly. "If you follow my plan and precautions yes. You would be welcome." I blushed.
Damn it. I really needed to get over that. I was frustrating myself now with it.
I found out his anger was more about his guardian being killed than his own slavery, not that he wasn't pissed about that too, but it was Kayla's memory that urged him toward stopping the necromancers more than anything else. We sat and chatted for a while. I was wearing a sweater and jeans, I was almost completely covered yet I felt naked and exposed as he checked me out every once in a while.
I forced myself to deal. To his credit he did try to give me space, despite obviously wanting me. I suddenly wondered what he and Amanda were talking about earlier. I wouldn't put it past her and my ghost to cook up a scheme. They both wanted to help me get over it. Unfortunately I was the only one who could make that happen.
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I was in class on Wednesday when one of my alarms went off, I had placed those long lasting
spy
spell forms last week on the property so it would warn me when or if the necromancers showed up for revenge for my actions. I jumped up, ran out of the room and saw the hall was empty. I turned on my invisibility then teleported to the back yard.
The creepy crawlies didn't do anything to my stomach I was so focused on finding out what was going on. They were attacking, I saw Mina show up from a portal and start to fight them too. I stayed invisible on the side and at the speed of thought had four
dark energy drains and knock out
spell forms draining and knocking out the necromancers. Despite knowing they would work I was surprised how easily it took them out, always before I had been helpless while my family fought. My hard work had paid.
Of course they had been attacking Mina and my father at the time, so it was easy to do. I wasn't dealing with their attacks at all. Although my shield should do that now, so it probably wouldn't have mattered.
Mina got the other two and I turned off my invisibility.
Mina said, "Nice sis, no idea where you were, I could just feel you. You have got to teach me that, and those drain knock outs are awesome."
I gave her a hug and said, "Anytime, you should be able to pick out the symbol thoughts if you sink your awareness into them. Also check out my new and improved shield, the one that just absorbs and doesn't deflect dark energy are badly flawed.
"Of course with that purple bubble thing you got it probably doesn't matter for you. But for keeping up your vampires in sunlight it would make them safer."
I giggled and said, "That reminds me, check out what Jeremy and I did in the basement if you get a chance, it's a vampire food station, fills them right up."
Dad started destroying the necromancers and I said, "WAIT!"
I walked up to the two remaining. I needed information so I did what I swore I would never do. Does the end justify the means? Would this be my first step to evil? Or is it the intent behind the use that counts?
I snaked my dark energy into their heads and stripped their memories, I would need that information to go on the offensive. It was so much, I didn't just read their minds, I took everything. I would have to meditate on their memories later, find out what necromancer lairs they knew about and their defenses.
I would also check their knowledge of dark energy use, to see if they knew as much as I or not. I did not want any surprises.
I already knew how to make and use control spells, and I would never do that, I wasn't worried about any temptation from their knowledge. I also was happy to discover I had no temptation to try and control them. This was just for information gathering. That had been a concern for me, that taking one step in that direction would tempt my control.
Then... I killed them. Dark energy controls the body, and they had no defense left or their own energy to resist my commands, me having drained it all. I simply made their bodies stop working. It was shockingly and horrifyingly easy to do. I started to feel sick but steeled my mind against it. These necromancers had come here to kill, and were already murderers. Their death was well earned.
Mina hugged me, she knew what I felt at the taking of a life, deserving or not. She had gone through it last year.
I went back inside and found the stars had gotten here, I ordered them overnight so I wasn't surprised. I grabbed the box and headed for my room. Amanda was there waiting, she looked at me concerned. I had talked to her a lot about fighting and stopping the necromancers for good. But she knew this was my first kill.