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The Bonny Bunny,
in reality, I pulled the mem-store off of my head and turned on the cabin light of my room. Swigged a glass of water, got up to relieve myself. My dear reader, I would prefer to end the tale overall on the high note of my love making with Master, which means we need to skip ahead to a
different day
first before returning to my initial meeting with her.
I want to get this part out of the way. Master says that understanding the Alphicar is just as important as understanding anything else. I don't fully understand why, but I always trust her. Without further ado, brace yourself for this next sequence of memories, in which I access the mem-stores of Apex-6 (then Apex-11) as he dominates a High Matrizon into consenting to become his Shivazon slave.
It's a rather intense experience to sit through. If it were a movie, I would summarize it as "A horrific, tasteless, gender-regressive masc-dom opus that is sure to poison the minds of both men and women everywhere." But it's not just a movie, it's the actual desecration of a helplessly lustful female who can't help but beg for her sexual ruination. I believe you will be disgusted by it, so fair warning. None-the-less, here we go, we have to go back to my mem-stores of master's ship where I accessed the conglommed mem-stores of Phoenix and Apex-6, or as he'll be referring to himself as at the time, Apex-11.
...Closing my eyes...booting up mem-stores...
...and suddenly I'm back in my Master's ship, and by this point in time, nearly six months after our first meeting, I was also calling her as such:
"Master, what's that?" I pointed at a glowing red orb sitting on top of a mess of barely covered circuitry, that was sitting on her print-dresser.
"That. I meant to put that away. That's not for you." She swiftly moved over to the object, snatched it up and shoved it in her top right drawer (the nano-shrink drawer) where she kept all of her mysterious artifacts.
"But what is it, Master?" I asked again, like a kid.
"It's mem-stores. Dangerous mem-stores."
"Of what, Master?"
"It doesn't matter, pet."
"But I want to know, Master. Does it have to do with your sister?"
Master paused long enough that I could see her realizing she had paused too long to deny my suspicion.
"Yes, pet. And as you know, that is a very sensitive subject for me." I could hear the emotion in her voice.
"Let me access the mem-stores. I want to be as close to you as possible, Master." I said, shuffling over and wrapping myself around her, her arms and madrogynes instinctively reciprocating. I looked up at her with my best puppy dog eyes: "Maybe it will help to be able to talk to me about whatever is on there, Master?"
"Oh pet." Suddenly tears streamed down her face. In my six months with her I had never seen her emote like this, let alone cry before. I felt overwhelmed with a desire to take care of her.
"Master, I'm so sorry." I buried my face in her tummy and started crying too.
"Why are you crying, pet?" she asked.
"Because I hate to see you so sad, Master."
Suddenly she pulled away from me and her voice firmed a little, serious: "It's not a matter of mere emotions. Those mem-stores represent the primal, universal, moral struggle that is the foundation for all disharmony in the entire universe."
"Ok, Master." I said, not wanting to risk further moronic commentary.
"I am the only High-Matrizon to ever resist seduction by an Alphicar of the 10
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