The ride home was quiet, uncomfortably quiet. Dad, or more specifically my stepdad, had contributed greatly to the awkwardness of the situation. He was still in his business suit, and to see him having to come to school in the middle of the day made me feel terribly guilty. Yet, he had not said any word for scolding me. When he arrived later, he simply asked if I have already eaten lunch and if I am okay, which did not help at all to lessen my guilt.
I was stupid. The plan with my friends was supposed to only have a quick session of smoking at the abandoned building within the school premises, but the guys kept bringing out their own pack of cigarettes that the supposed short session was extended, until we were caught. It couldn't have been a severe violation, well it was still worse at some point, but it was my third time being caught, and despite the leniency of the school for the first two cases, I was suspended, along with other three guys, for a week. Although my dad had already known this when he received the call from school, he was still calm and never said nor did anything reprimanding on my part.
I slowly raised my head to meet his handsome and chiseled face, his five o'clock shadow defining his face in such a sexy way. "I'm sorry, dad." That was all I could utter.
He sighed and turned the steering wheel to enter our subdivision. "Let's talk at home." My stepdad wasn't particularly chatty, but some times, we would have a good chat with each other although right now, he was simply quiet. I wasn't nervous with how our talk would turn out since I have always known that he would not do anything that would make me uncomfortable, well, except being silent right now. I nodded and brought my gaze to the front as the familiar road took us home.
A few minutes passed by, we were already parking on by the house. I removed my seatbelt, so was dad, and both of us got out of the car. He checked a few things before ultimately locking the car and following me inside our home. I sat down on the couch and waited for him as he removed his blazer and set it on a chair. He walked toward me and stopped in front, towering me with his tall figure, which was probably around 6'4 at least. His eyes were looking at me, quite saddened and disappointed, which made my gut recoil in even more guilt. He placed his hands on his waist, still maintaining that eye contact with me.
Until then, I broke down. Tears streamed down my face as I sniffed and looked at him with pleading eyes. I knew I have mistaken, and it made me feel terrible for him. I reached out to grab his shirt, repeatedly saying sorry. He sighed and immediately sat by my side, putting his arms around my waist and pulling me closer to him. I pressed myself onto his hard chest and brought all my tears out while he continuously rubbed my back and the back of my head.
"It's okay. It's okay," he hushed me.