Hi, everybody. It has been a while, but I have decided to write a new story. Quick heads up: I know I wrote that Alex and Emma Ch.3 would be out in December. Two things have delayed that story, however. One is I am just having a hard time making the story work. And two, and the more important reason, is Selena Gomez is rumored to have lupus, and to write the story at this point in time is in bad taste. So, that story will be delayed for the time being. Anyway, enough about that; let's begin on my new story, A Desperate Mind. Been working on this one for a while, and I hope you will like it.
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You know, sometimes, the unthinkable happens. Something you thought would never happen in your lifetime just happens, and it catches you off guard, yet when it finally happens, you are forever changed and can't conceive of a life without that moment. You know what I mean?
Yeah, you probably do. And you probably thinking, "Man, can this guy sound any more cliché?"
Well, see, that is just what I thought about two days ago. Before then, I used to over-analyze and never take any risks. I never had that one moment in my life where I just said screw it and let go of all that holds someone back: fear, doubt, insecurity, anxiety, etc.
That was until just 48 hours earlier when I did something I would never have expected: I fucked my little sister, and I enjoyed it!
And even better, so did she!
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Now, before I go any further, let me tell you tell you about my sister and I.
First off, my name is Trevor. Trevor Michael Smith. I am 26 years old, 5'9, 150 pounds, have brown hair and brown eyes, well-built, have strong arms, and an average 6 inches below the belt. Not too big or too small, but I have impressed the women I have been with.
I am what most refer to as 'a nice guy.' I didn't have a dangerous bone in my body. The women I have been with in my life were nice girls who I really enjoyed being with, but always wanted me to take a little more risks. Like when we would go to a amusement park, I wouldn't ride a single roller coaster. I wouldn't waste any money I wouldn't need to spend. I even liked to the back roads when I travel instead of the highway due to any possible highway traffic accident. I over-analyzed everything, to what could happen if I travel overseas by airplane to even what would happen if I made a small change in my daily routine, which, honestly, wouldn't be much of a problem, as I did was work, work out, and hang out with my friends and little sister. I rarely watched T.V. and I haven't been on a date in about three months.
My sister, on the other hand, is another story entirely. Her name is Tracy Britney Smith. My sister is 24 years old, 5'5, shoulder length blonde hair, sparkling green eyes, and her measurements are 36-24-36.
She is a free spirit, taking every risk that came at her, yet never losing her beautiful innocence and kind soul. My sister was kind, warm, and one of the funniest people I knew. While I was the one who worked at Subway, probably one of the most healthy and least dangerous restaurants to work at, she worked as a extreme sports instructor, teaching people how to bungie-jump, rock climb, parasailing, and other extreme sports I had the common sense to stay away from.
While we couldn't be more different, we had a strong bond and respect for each other that carried through to our adult years. In hindsight, I should had seen our union coming, but then again, she was the risk taker, not me.
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Two days ago, I was sitting in my living room, watching the usual crap on T.V. I didn't have to work today, and had nothing planned to do for the evening. As I said before, I hadn't been on a date in three months, and it had been even longer since I had sex. I was as horny as hell, and I simply had to whack off.
I decided to check my T.V. channels and almost decided to order porn, but I didn't need to waste money on unnecessary means, so I just decided to just wing it.
I pulled my pants and boxers down, and began to work up as I try getting a nice, pleasant erotic thought. I tried thinking of my last girlfriend, Sasha, a sexy, foxy redhead. I imagine her licking my pole, me eating out her gorgeous pussy, and me fucking her tight warm pussy.
As I worked harder and faster on my cock, other things kept flying through my head, such as all the moments in my life with Sasha that I didn't do, like ride that roller coaster with her like she wanted me to, or when we went to that dance club that one time when she wanted me to just relax and I wouldn't. All these thoughts and more hindered my progress and I simply couldn't focus enough to get off. After 12 minutes of trying to get off, I simply gave up and slid my pants and boxers back on.
I just sat there on the couch, almost disgusted with myself that I couldn't do something so simple. I sat there in contemplation trying to decide what to do until I just simply had enough. My sister only lived five houses down, so I decided to go see her.
I opened my front door, shut it behind me, and walked down the road to my sister's house. Like I said before, she was only five houses down, so it only took me about 4 or 5 minutes to get there. When I got there, I knocked on the door, but didn't get a answer. I checked to see if the door was unlocked, and it was, so I went on inside.
"Sis, you here?"
No answer.
"Tracy? You here?"
I search her house, looking for her in every area of the house, and couldn't find her anywhere. I then decided to check her bedroom and found the door was partially open. I decided to look into the room and was stunned by far I saw.
My sister was sleeping or watching T.V in there. Little sis was lying on her bed, her bath robe opened to expose her naked body, and she was shoving a six-inch vibrator into her pussy. She was wearing her ipod, so that explained why she couldn't her me. Her hair was still wet from her shower.
As she lied there, I just took in her beautiful form. I had never noticed before, but fuck, my sister was a hottie! The blonde hair that cascaded down her shoulders, her gorgeous full lips, her beautiful C-cup breasts with those suckable nipples that stood so proudly stimulated on her chest, her athletic and toned stomach, those legs that were so soft and long you just wanted them around you as you fucked her senseless, and the crown jewel, that pussy. Her pussy was flawless. It was saturated with juices, completely hairless, and it was so soft and plump. If I wasn't hard before, I was now, and in that moment, I was torn between walking away and jerking off right then and there.
From the info I gave you before, what do you think I did?
My cock was aching so hard, it hurt. I pull down my pants and boxers and stroked my cock for all its worth. I couldn't believe that my sister, MY SISTER, was the one masturbating before me now. This was the woman who I grew up with as my closest friend when I was a child. I did everything with her, and now, in my desperation, I just saw her as the sexiest being alive.
I don't know if it was just the mouthwatering sight of her, or just that it was the fact I hadn't had sex in a while, but damn, I wanted her.
I began breathing very hard and began to block out the rest of the world surrounding me. I shut my eyes and just focused on the pleasure. This was my first mistake, for in that moment, the song Tracy was listening to ended, and she heard me outside the door.
"Trevor, is that you?"
I stopped suddenly, pulled my pants up, stuck my penis back within the confines of my boxers, and walked quickly away from the door. I opened her door, shut the door behind me, and was walking back to my house when my phone rang. In my desperation to get away from Tracy's house, I didn't even check who it was.
"Hello?"
"I know it was you. Come back into the house. We need to talk."
Busted.
I walked back into the house, and walked to my sister's bedroom door. I knocked on the door.
"Oh, now you knock. Well, come in."
I walked in there, and I saw Tracy sitting there on the bed, her robe tied up, her headphones off, and her arms crossed, just staring at me, the look on her face one of anger and confusion.
"You know, for the record, I actually did knock earlier when I came in. You just didn't hear..."
"Shut up and listen to me."
I did as she requested.
"Now, this might be an obvious question, and I will probably get an obvious answer, but here it goes: you were doing what I think you were doing when you were watching me, right?"
No point in lying to her, I told myself. I nodded my head.
"Uh-huh. And I guess the fact that I am your little blood related sister just didn't occur to you?"
"It did."
"And you continued to masturbate why?"
I hesitated. "Because I haven't had sex in months, and I have been extremely sexually frustrated. I tried to masturbate before I came over here, but then I saw you doing that, and I couldn't help myself. Tracy, I'm sorry."
Tracy nodded her head at me and seemed to understand, the look on her face one more of compassion than anger.
"I understand, and I accept your apology. But I didn't get to finish, and I am still incredibly horny. And you are too, obviously. So, here's my offer: since you got to see me, how about I get to see you?"
I looked at her, stunned. "Are you saying you want me..."
"To masturbate in front of me, yes."
"Uh, why?"
"I thought I made myself clear. You saw me at my most intimate and vulnerable, so it is only fair I watch you. Plus, I have other reasons."
I was intrigued. "What other reasons?"
"None of your business."
I considered her statement, then it hit me.
"Wait. You have never seen a real cock before, have you?"
Tracy looked uneasy and dismissive of my question. She clearly didn't want to answer it, but I didn't mean to offend her.
"Hey, sis. It's okay. It is no big deal. I just thought that at your age..."
She shook her head. "No. I am still a virgin. Can we just stop talking about it?"
"Tracy, it's okay. Sex is not a big thing. People blow it way out of proportion. I don't think you should dwell on it so much."
Tracy seemed to look at me, considering my statement. "You don't think it is a big deal?"
"No. You don't want to rush it. You want your first time to be special."
