We had been home from Paris for a week now. Maybe because Mom and Dad both had to get back to work, and Sarah was out renewing her friendships, in any case we went from sex with one another every day to suddenly nothing. Was it all a dream? Was I imagining that my sister went nuts over my cock? That we'd fucked and sucked? That my Mom and Dad were swingers and they were nuts about my cock as well? I hadn't had any hallucinogens -- not even pot -- so I was pretty sure it was all real. It was just that I had gone from having all my fantasies (well, almost all) fulfilled to isolation and severe lackanooky! And some how, none of them was around any longer than it took to say "hello, see you later" before they left, returning late at night.
So I used that week to clean up my room, among other things. Hell, the first thing I did was revisit my stash of porn magazines, only to find that none of them got me hard! Holy shit? Was I being punished for having incest? Was there some sort of deep-rooted psychological condition that was now afflicting me? I was getting a little crazy (well, maybe more than a little, I guess) and didn't know what I was going to do. And the three of them never seemed to be home, so I couldn't even talk with them. I needed someone to talk with and so, in desperation, I figured I had one possibility -- my cousin Marie.
Marie was my Mom's older sister's daughter and a practicing psychologist. We had a pretty good relationship, and I had even seen her professionally while I was still in school -- after missing a perfect score on the SAT's by 5 points, I kind of lost it for a bit. She listened, asked some great questions that had me see what an ass I'd been, and let me pay her back by doing yard work for her for a couple of months. So I called her and made an appointment. She said she'd have space at the very end of the week. She'd see me after her last scheduled appointment on Friday. It would have to do. Meanwhile, the week went by and it was as if Mom, Dad and Sarah had disappeared, although there was still evidence they were around -- opened mail, food gone from the fridge, etc. Maybe I was just sleeping when they came and went.
I showed up at her office a few minutes early for my appointment. Since it was the last one of the day, she sent her receptionist home and it was just the two of us in her office. We sat there for a few minutes while I tried to figure out how to talk about things without causing problems for Sarah, Mom or Dad. I mean, we had spent a week have incestuous sex -- we might have broken some laws and I didn't want them to get in trouble. The silence was deafening until Marie broke it.
"Richard, I thought you had something you needed to talk about. Cat got your tongue?"
"I'm just not sure how to talk about it. I mean, you're a therapist, so anything I say is confidential, right?"
"That's right. You know that -- we've spoken professionally before. Why are you asking?"
"Well, if it involves family -- and might be surprising and even upsetting -- can you still do that?"
"Ah. I think I know where this is going. You're concerned that you are going to tell me things about your Mom and Dad that might worry me or shock me, correct?"
"Um, yeah. And about Sarah as well. And I guess I'm afraid that you'll relate to them differently after I tell you. Which will upset them. And then they'll know I talked, and it could be a big mess. But I really need to talk about this with someone and you are the only one who I trust. Can you deal with that?"
"Richard, relax a bit. First, that is how I am trained. I suppose you could say that a lot of what people tell me goes in one ear and out the other -- not that I don't listen, but I leave it in the office. If I happen to meet people who've been discussed here, I've learned how to manage that. More importantly, I know your folks very well. So I suspect I already have an inkling about where this conversation will take us. Now, just sit back and relax. Let's try a little exercise, okay?"
"Sure" I said. "What do I need to do?"
"Just sit back and close your eyes. It's a safe space here. So first, take a deep breath and hold it for the count of 5. Then let it out slowly, and repeat the process. Each time you let out that breath, feel yourself relaxing a little more. Got it?"
"Yes. Easy enough."
"Good, so close your eyes. Now take a deep breath and hold it. One. Two. Three. Four. Five. Let it out slowly and relax as you do it. Now take another breath and hold it, one, two, three, four and five. Let it out and relax a little more. Do it again, repeating until I tell you to stop, keeping your eyes closed."
I followed instructions and soon found myself calmed down and relaxed.
"Are you relaxed now?"
"Yes."
"Then open your eyes and look at me."
I did. Something was different about Marie. I wasn't sure what, but she seemed softer and more sensuous. That couldn't be, could it? I was the one who relaxed, right? But then I noticed that her white blouse had the top three buttons unbuttoned. I could see the swell of her boobs. Her hair was down -- I was pretty sure she'd had it in a pony tail when I came in. And I noticed that she was suddenly showing a lot of leg, encased in stockings and no shoes. I felt something stir.
"Now, you said this had to do with your Mom, Dad and Sarah. Were you involved as well?"
I felt myself blushing. "Um, yeah. I was."
"Tell me, Richard, did this involve sex?"
"Wait, what? How did you know?"
"Simple, my dear nephew. They introduced me and my husband to swinging ten years ago. And as for your sister, we were there the night she came home unexpectedly. I remember seeing the look on her face and thinking that she was probably going to join us at some point. It appears I was right. And am I correct to assume that you've become a mother fucker now?"
"Holy shit! Yes!"
"Tell me what happened -- and we'll get around to why you are here today after you do."
So I proceeded to tell her everything. How my sister caught me jerking off in her shower, and how she reacted to my big cock. How she just about went nuts because I was so big, and how she took my virginity.
Marie's eyes drifted towards my lap, and that stirring I felt a few minutes ago was producing an erection. I noticed she was reacting to either my story or my cock, but her nipples were now visible.