Emily tried to compose her thoughts and expression before entering the beach house. She saw that all the guys sitting together on the far end of the garden whereas her sister sat alone on the veranda. With a heavy sigh she walked over and sat next to her.
She noticed that her sister looked very distracted.
"So, how did it go with Benny at the beach?" she asked her.
Her question made her sister jump out of her skin.
"What???"
Emily frowned. "How did it go with Benny at the beach?" she repeated. "You were going to call your friend 's daughter, Cindy, and try to hook them up, remember?"
"Oh that." Julie said looking relieved. "She cancelled on me, but you have nothing to worry about. He is definitely not gay." she added quickly when she saw the disappointment in her sister 's face.
"Really? How can you be so sure?" Emily asked her sister curiously.
Julie looked uncomfortable and she wouldn't meet her sister 's eyes.
"I...just am." she mumbled "Just take my word for it."
Seeing her sister 's reaction made Emily concerned. Did something happen on the beach? Did Benny meet a guy there and... her sister now didn't dare to tell her?
"Now I am convinced that something happened and I am getting worried. Just tell me what it is. I am a big girl and I can handle it." she paused for a moment and when her sister still didn't reply, she added "We are supposed to share everything with each other, no secrets between us. Remember sis?"
Both sisters were very close. They were born and raised on a commune until their mid twenties when they left it to explore the world and themselves.
There had been very little inhibitions about substances, alternative lifestyles, nudity and different standards of what was considered normal in their commune.
The sisters were raised to be free spirited and to quote Wes Becton, "Be Curious - Don't Be Judgemental." Qualities that they still preserved during their whole lives.
Sexuality was viewed as completely normal and natural, even when it happened between family members as it occasionally did. As long as they were consensual adults, they saw nothing wrong with it. Who is anyone to decide what is right and wrong for someone else?
They had dabbed in incest once themselves as well. It happened the year before they left the commune. Their first cousin, the son of their mom 's sister, had come to stay that summer with them. His name was Todd and he was 20 years old, a few years younger than they were. He was very good looking and they both took an instant liking to him and they ended up having mind blowing sex the whole summer. They even had a threesome on his last night there, giving him the best night of his life. They suspected that their parents knew about it, but they never said a word to them.
Since then the sisters made a pact to always tell each other everything no matter what.
Once in the real word, they were shocked to see how extremely judgemental and uptight people were, especially when it came to sex and other things that deviated from what they considered to be the accepted norm or standard.
When taboo subjects were brought up at all, most people either shrugged it off as irrelevant, uninteresting or as something disgusting and fearful, to be disposed off as quickly as possible without wasting words over it.
Julie swallowed before she replied. She was clearly distressed.
"I know sis, but this is very difficult for me to say." she said, finally looking her sister in the eye. "There is no easy way to say this, but...here it comes..."
Her voice trailed off and she darted a sly sideways glance at the guys. She wiped the sweat from her forehead.
"He fucked me." she spoke quickly in a soft voice, metaphorically ripping off the band-aid. "I let him and I am very sorry sis."
Emily was stunned, but she kept her composure. She glanced instinctively at her son who looked like he had no care in the world, then she turned her attention back to her sister.
"What happened? Tell me everything. Don't leave anything out." she said calmly.
Julie took a deep breath, let it out slowly and told her sister everything that happened on the beach. Emily listened to her sister attentively without interrupting her until she finished her story.
She pursed her lips and studied her sister for a minute, then she reached out and squeezed her hand.
"I think that you did the right thing by not confronting him. Benny is very sensitive and that would have made him think that he was not normal, labelled a pervert for being sexually exited and lusting for his aunt. As we know, the maximum exposure, often the only exposure that a 18 year old kid has to women is women in his family and with his hormonal urges it 's only natural that he will think about you or me sexually. Virtually every boy goes through this phase."
Emily paused for a moment before continuing.
"He has been lusting after me for some time now. He thinks that I haven't noticed it, but I have. I've been very worried that John would notice it too and there is no telling what he will do. You know how he is. Punishing Benny for having such thoughts is stupid. As weird or unnatural it may be for you, don't punish your son for your ignorance. Sexual repression is very tough on teenagers. When you paint all things sexual as evil and forbidden, you're not doing a good job designating what's truly ok and what isn't. Because it isn't realistic at all to think he's not sexually excited much of the time given his age."
Emily stopped talking. She appeared to be struggling with a decision. She looked thoughtfully at her sister who was nodding understandingly.
"I've been thinking" she resumed talking "If he will try to... you know... have sex with you again, and I know that he will, you can... I mean... if you want to..."
Julie's eyes grew wide. Her hand went over her mouth. "You mean...that...I..."
Her sister nodded. "I can't think of anyone better who can teach him about sex, how to respect women, show him what women like and such so he can be prepared for later in life. You are healthy and I know that you love him. And you told me yourself that you liked it when he... you know..." she giggled nervously.
Julie leaned back on her chair. She was surprised by her sister 's request. Although it made perfect sense to her what her sister said, still, she was a little hesitant at first. Suddenly the image of her nephew fucking her and his recently deposited cum inside her flashed through her mind and were rapidly overwhelming her hesitation about this.
She looked at her sister for a few seconds and nodded silently.
Emily smiled. "Thank you sis, I really appreciate this. Needless to say that you will have to be very discreet about this. Now I have some news to share as well. I didn't know how I was going to tell you this, but what you just told me makes this so much easier. Richie fucked me today too."
Julie 's jaw dropped. "What??? When? How??? I mean..."
Emily told her sister what had happened on the bus. Julie was temporarily speechless.
At that moment they saw the guys approaching their table. Julie looked at her sister.
"We will talk more about this later." she whispered quickly "But I want you to do the same with Richie, for all the same reasons that you told me."
"What are you gals up to?" Bill grinned leaning down and giving his wife a peck on the cheek.
