Author's Note: Welcome to the fourth chapter in the "A First Time" series of incestuous exploration by a young Japanese-American woman. In this episode, Laurie has a lifechanging "oops" moment and commits the second major sin of incest. Enjoy.
It is strongly recommended that if you have not read the previous chapters that you do so before reading this one. You will not regret it.
Once again, thanks to the critical editing of Amela.
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Thank God for Dad's gifts of condoms. Given how often Kenny and I made out like incestuous bunnies for over a half a year, I would have been pregnant before Kenny graduated from high school. When he graduated, Kenny decided to "help out Dad" (yeah, right) with the store instead of continuing his education. His actual full-time occupation was helping himself to me either at home or at the store. It always surprised me how Kenny could stick that damn dick of his into me with our family and the public nearby. What's more, it never ceased to amaze me just why I let him.
Shortly after Kenny's graduation, I finished my associate's degree and received a full scholarship to the state University - free tuition, dorm, and meals. However, instead of being elated, I found myself torn. When I examined my emotions, I realized that I had come to love Kenny and his kinky antics which were so downright audacious and sexually exciting. God, he never failed to get my juices flowing.
However, as my younger brother, Kenny wasn't a real boyfriend whom I could be seen with and build a life around. It also didn't help that despite all we had done, part of me still felt that our incestuous affair was wrong and should have never happened. Living in the constant fear of being discovered or getting pregnant by my younger brother stressed me out to no end. Ultimately, I knew that although I would miss my brother-lover terribly, I would have to leave him and head to the University.
But going to the University was like an addict going through sudden withdrawal. I had gotten so used to a hard cock shoved repeatedly into one of my bodily orifices that I had a terrible carnal craving that dove me crazy. The abysmal lack of an enthusiastic lover and seductive sex resurrected my old demons - my insecurities about the perceived flaws of my body and whether I'd ever find a boyfriend.
While most would say that I was okay to look at with nice legs, the rest of me left much to be desired. Generous hips, full thighs, and rounded buns were mismatched with my trim waist and small tits. Unlike my sister, Trudy (the slut), I was always putting myself down for not having what was needed, mentally and especially physically, to attract many members of the opposite sex. On top of that, college guys weren't always super-horny like Kenny or willing to hump any half-way decent female like me.
Perhaps that's why I was genuinely surprised when I hooked up with Bruce, an engineering student. We were paired on a blind date because we're both of Japanese descent, tall, and the unattached "odd" person. He was a hulk of an upperclassman whom my girlfriends teasingly referred to as a "gorilla" because of his physical build and his moody and demanding mannerisms. I knew that this was because Bruce was the first son of a traditional Japanese-American family, and as such, was used to being deferred to by women.
Given that he was an outdoors type who lived to hunt and fish, and I was the indoor intellectual bookworm, it was a wonder that we got along well enough to become steady and then, surprisingly, intimate. Perhaps it was because I had a burning curiosity about being with a guy other than my brother. But, in retrospect, it was because I had become super horny due to my forced abstinence since leaving home.
I can still recall Bruce's comments after thoroughly sampling my sexual repertoire during our first time. There we laid in a tangled mass of sweat-drenched limbs when he rolled off me in total exhaustion, rudely yanking his spent penis out of me. "Jeez, Laurie, what a goddamn surprise. Here I thought that I'd have to work my butt off just to get to first base with you, much less score," he panted heavily.
"You blew my mind when you not only willingly stripped but gave me a fantastic blow job. And then the next thing I know is that you're spreading those longs legs of yours wide for some boom-boom in that damn tight, juicy cunt of yours."
I leisurely twisted my body around and kissed my way down his body. When I removed his spunk-laden condom and then swallowed his exposed slimy manhood, Bruce let out a guttural groan as I mouthed and licked him clean. "Oh fuck, Laurie! I don't know how many guys have face-fucked you, but they sure taught you good. And I can tell by the way that you act in bed that you just love getting fucked, don't you? Who would have thought that a seemingly straight-and-narrow Japanese prude like you would be such a horny slut?"
Then, pressing the back of my head down, Bruce began to piston his slowly hardening cock into my sucking mouth before offhandedly exclaiming, "Jeez, what an idiot I've been! Why have I been paying for those skanky Chinatown bitches for some fucking nooky when all along I've been dating a nice respectable Japanese girl who is a fucking hooker at heart? Fuck, now I have my own private whore...and for free."
While Bruce was thrilled with me, I, on the other hand, was less than satisfied with what I got in return. He was domineering and brutish and what little foreplay that there was consisted of frantic and painful groping. His rough, callused fingers cruelly fondled my tender tits, painfully pinching and tugging my large nipples. His meaty paws clawed my spongy buns, squeezing them until I cried out. Tears flowed free from my closed eyes when his burly body smothered me as he mounted my squirming body, his hairy thighs spreading my legs wide.
