I had decided to dump her. After almost two months of dating, going out, driving her home, I had had enough frustration with Jessica to not try and keep our thing going. What thing? I had not been able to go past second base, and every time I had felt her body tense, as if she was trying as hard as she could to please me, but would not let me go any further. So I had decided to call it a day for us. She'd cried a little, she'd ask (somewhat weakly) for me to reconsider, but I know that she was relieved. And I am back to square one.
I drive back home, park the car and open the door. You are in the living room, watching the news on TV. You look up when your "hi there" doesn't get much of an answer, and indeed, I am not having the best of time. I feel frustrated, of course, but also furious to have wasted my time with Jessica. You notice something isn't right, and you come to see me in the kitchen as I am drinking Diet Coke from the bottle I have just taken from the open fridge. You close the door, then looking me in the eye, you ask me:
- What is the matter, baby?
- It's Jessica, that stupid ...
- Oh, bad evening. You got dumped?
- No, in fact, it's the contrary. I dumped her.
- Wow. You did? Why is that? You seemed to be getting along fine though.
- Well, too bad I didn't notice.
- Want to talk about it?
- What is it to talk about? I mean, we're done. I've had enough, that's all.
- O-kay. Seems someone here is in a bad mood tonight. If you need me, I'll be in the living-room.
Once you're gone, I take a deep breath, and I finally manage to get things a little under control. I put the bottle back in the fridge, and I go up to my room. I turn on my computer, log on the Internet, and begin surfing. After an hour or so, I'm logged onto Yahoo!Chat, trying to sort through the bots, while looking around for a few good dirty pictures. I know how things are going to end -- I feel it in the bottom of my stomach, this aching need that will have me jerking off no matter what happens (or not) online tonight. I hear you climb the stairs, you knock on my door and I lock the computer screen right away.
- Yes, Mom?
You open the door and step inside.
- Are you okay, Chris?
- Yeah, I'm sorry I yelled at you downstairs. I'm feeling better now. I know I dumped her, I shouldn't be angry about it, but I don't know, I ... it's stupid, isn't it?
- No, it's normal. We all get a little disappointed when things do end up the way we wanted them to. Tomorrow's another day.
- Yeah, I suppose.
- Well, I'm going to bed now. Don't stay up too late. Good night.
- Good night Mom.
I close the door after you leave, and get back to the computer. Bots, bots and bots, and not a single interesting conversation in about half an hour. Somehow, I have a bad feeling about this evening. I browse a few pictures, find a couple sexy ones, then a link has me stumbling on thumbnails for different galleries of pictures -- sorted by categories, ranging from "schoolgirls" to "asians" to "anal" to "animals" to "grannies" and worse things even. I am going to close this window when I notice a picture by the "big tits" category. A blonde lady, late thirties, short hair ... she looks somewhat familiar, and it takes me a few seconds to realize that she kinda looks like you. I click on the link, opening a gallery of pictures as well as a couple of annoying popups. The pictures are nice but not great, showing the blonde lady in various stages of undressing, until a guy enters the scene and she starts sucking on his cock. Sixteen pictures, no cumshot, to be very technical. But the resemblance is there, even though you might be a little less busty than this lady (which, in my opinion, has been surgically enhanced, but that's another matter).
I look around the same site, going through more popups and a few good pics, and I find another series featuring the same lady. The situation is the same, the guy is different, but she still looks a lot like you. And then I realize that those pictures are turning me on far more than they should. I can feel my cock tighten whenever I look at a picture where the resemblance is striking, soften for the others.
I decide to call it a day, it's already past midnight and I don't want to stay up too late. I close all windows, switch off the computer and go to bed. As I lay on my back, my mind goes back to those pictures, I wrap my hand around my cock, and I jerk off silently, thinking of the blonde woman. Afterwards, tired and satisfied, I fall in deep sleep.
The next morning, you wake me up by knocking on the door and calling me. As usual, I'm in grave danger of being late for my summer job (spending the day at a bookstore moving crates around, and God those books are heavy), so I rush in the shower. Soaping myself, I feel a familiar tingling in my stomach, but reason prevails and I refrain from jerking off -- and my morning erection finally wears down. I step out of the shower, wrap a towel around my waist and begin to brush my teeth. I'll grab a coffee on my way, there's a Starbucks next to the bookstore where there's this girl that has been hitting on me, I'm pretty sure. She's more my type than Jessica, blonde, a generous figure -- and a mouth to die for. Or at least cum for. Or in. Or all over.
I shake my head, pushing away the dirty thoughts that have managed to thicken a little my cock, and finish brushing my teeth. At that moment, you knock on the door, and open it a crack.
- Chris? Are you done?