I woke up to sunlight streaming in the windows and a raging hardon from the memories of last night. It was Saturday, and I was just shifting to lay on my back, cock in hand, when there was a soft knock at the door. I threw a sheet over me, but stayed on my back, the sheet tenting over the tip of my cock. "Come in!"
She opened the door, "Good morning, sweetheart." She smiled. She wore a white blouse tied off at the waist and grey sweat pants. While she wasn't dressed to be sexy, the swell of her breasts pressing against the shirt drew my eyes and for a moment I remembered them as I had seen them last night, bare and slightly swaying. I couldn't help myself as my eyes panned down, noticing the bare flesh along her waist where shirt refused to meet her pants waist. The pants weren't tight, but suggested the curve of her hips. All of this I saw in an instant, and if it was possible it made me harder.
"Morning," I smiled back, arching my body as I yawned.
Her eyes quickly travelled to the tented sheet. She inhaled deeply, her lips parting slightly as she slowly walked toward me, her smile fading. She took a faltering step toward me, then stopped and wrapped her arms about her waist, inhaling deeply. "Robert." pause, "I'm worried about last night." She hesitated a moment, then sat beside me.
I felt like such an ass! I moved over, trying to make my boner less obvious.
She sighed, "It's things like that. I shouldn't worry about whether to sit beside you or not, but last night changed things between us." I waited. She took a deep breath and went on. "I never thought I'd have to deal with this. It just never occurred to me." She bowed her head, her hand moving to rest on her lap. Her voice was barely above a whisper as she continued, "Last night, I watched you together." She swallowed, "I was ... caught up in watching you both, then Josephine reacted to you, and ..." she stared at her hands, " ... then we have today."
Wow! I watched her for a moment, her head still bowed. I sat up and reached out to put my hand gently under her chin and nudge it up so that she was looking at me, "I'd be stupid to insist that I understand all you're going through." I looked at her, being very careful to keep my eyes on her face and bringing my hands to my side. "I can tell you a few things, though. I'm not an impressionable young child; I'm eighteen and in another month I'm off to college." She opened her mouth to speak, but I raised my finger. She stopped. Waited.
"I know enough to know that last night isn't 'normal', but I don't think it matters, Mom." I continued quickly, "I don't feel scarred by last night, and I'm pretty sure Josephine isn't either. I think you helped us both a lot last night," I smiled, "and for a while, you were pretty relaxed yourself afterword."
"But that's what I'm ..."
"Hold on, Mom. I'm not finished." I wasn't rude, and she let me go on. "I still love Josephine, and I still love you. In some ways, I love you both differently. Others ..." I shrugged. "But it doesn't change the fact that I love you both, one way or the other." She smiled at me. It was a slow smile, like she was thinking things through, but it was a smile.
"You're right that it changed things. I can't stop looking at you as a woman, and not just my Mom. You're beautiful! I'd have to be blind not to see it, and ... well ... there's parts of me that REALLY like that."
And I stopped. It was one of those conversations which I knew was either going to be well received or dig the ditch deeper. I watched her, watching me. I didn't try to suggest anything, didn't try to move. I just sat there with what I hoped was a gentle smile on my face and awaited the outcome..
After a moment, her smile brightened even as I saw tears in her eyes. She leaned forward and her arms wrapped around me, hugging me tightly. She cried, but I could tell that she wasn't sad, but relieved. She lay her head on my shoulder. I could feel the heat of her breath on my neck. "I believe you," she whispered into my neck. "I was so worried about everything, and last night after I got back I was up so late, worrying." I hugged her back, enjoying the feel of her warm body against mine.
Other parts of me enjoyed it as well, as my cock was once again coming to attention. I felt her inhale deeply, then release a throaty sigh, "You smell so much like your father," her voice was husky as she shifted, her face now in gentle contact with my neck. I could feel her eyelids flutter against my neck and it tickled and was arousing as hell! She kissed me softly on the neck, her right hand sliding gently over the skin of my arm. I glanced down and my fleshy pole was bobbing under the thin bed sheet. She kissed me again, her lips softly grazing my jaw, my cheek. I was so turned on, and my breath was coming faster. She pulled away, her face still only a foot away from mine. Her eyes searched mine, darting left and right. "I ... It's been so ..."
"Shhh", I leaned forward. I pulled her to me gently, and she didn't resist. I kissed her gently on the lips and she responded, hard, her mouth opening, her tongue darting between my lips and into my mouth, teasing past my teeth and playing with mine. Her hand quickly traveled down my chest, under the blanket, where she took a firm grasp of my cock.