Heading into this past summer, I wasn't an ordinary college sophomore. I wasn't a partier, so college for me was about my future. Most of my time was spent studying, while all of my friends spent their time trying to get laid. I was 20 years old, and a virgin so my goal for the summer was to try and loosen up and get on with my life. I thought to myself that I would not have a problem finding a girlfriend, I was 6'2", 215 lbs, and "super handsome", as stated by my roommate's girlfriend. I go to college at NC State, but my family lives in Oregon, so I didn't see them often, aside from major holidays.
I came home from college in early June and was seeing my family for the first time since Christmas. I was greeted at the door by my sister Kristy, who had just turned 18 the week before. She was about 5'7", couldn't have been more over 120 lbs with big brown eyes and long, straight dark brown hair. Her breast weren't that big, probably on the border of an a-cup and a b-cup. Her ass was probably her best feature. Being in college, I see several hot women with beautiful backsides, but never had I seen one so perfectly round. It was amazing, in 6 short months it seemed like she transformed from an average girl to a stunning young woman. Then again, it could have just been that I had never noticed her before. She gave me a big hug when she saw me.
"Hey Trevor, I missed you so much." She said, still hugging me very tight.
"I missed you too, Kristy." I said with a smile
"You have to tell me everything that's happened to you since Christmas, and I have so much to tell you!" she said.
"Don't worry, we'll have plenty of time, are mom and dad here?" I asked.
"No, they're at a concert and won't be back 'till late tonight." She said, picking up my suitcase from the ground. "I'll help you unpack, come on."
I followed my sister upstairs into my room. We unpacked my stuff quickly, which was helped by the fact that I didn't pack much because I knew laundry was done every day, so I wouldn't have to worry about running out of clothes.
After I placed my laptop down on the desk, Kristy pulled me over and led me to her room. She wanted to show me all of the changes she made to her room. She was more into to this then I was, because I didn't even remember what her room looked like
"Do you like what I've done with it?" she asked excitedly.
"It looks great." I said without really caring.
She flashed me an excited grin and gave me another hug. Afterwards we went down to the kitchen, where she fixed me up a sandwich without me even asking. Not that this was a problem, I hadn't eaten since before I got on the plane, a good 8 hours ago. While she was making the sandwich, she asked me what college was like, as she would be going to Oregon State in the fall. I told her that I wasn't sure how her experience would be, because she wasn't much of a school person. I thought she was going to college just to party.
"You don't know me that well do you?" she asked, which puzzled me. "I graduated 6th in my high school class, and I'm majoring in American History. I'm like you, I don't like partying, and I'm going to learn."
I apologized and told her that she will have a very fun time, but I told her not to be like me.
"You need to have some fun with other people. I've kept mostly to myself my first 2 years and have regretted putting too much time into schoolwork and not enough having fun."
"Don't worry about me, I know why I'm going and it's not to party. But I'll find ways to have fun." She said with a seductive smile. "You want to go sit on the couch and watch a movie like old times?""
"Sorry, I promised Vinny that I'd go over to his place once I'm settled. The whole gang from high school's going to be there." I started to notice a sad frown come across Kristy's face. "Don't look so sad, we have all summer to spend time together." I said as she started to look around.
"Okay, I guess." She said, still visibly upset.
Over the next 3 weeks, I didn't really pay much attention to Kristy as I spent most of the time out with my high school friends. On the morning of the 25th, I came downstairs for breakfast and saw Kristy sitting at the table. I placed my hand on top of her head and said, "Morning sis."
She looked up at me and gave me a mini-smile. I could tell something was bothering her, but I didn't feel like asking. My parents came into the kitchen and told us that our dad had a business trip to New York City and would be gone for a week, and Mom would be going with him. Kristy seemed like she didn't care. She got up, hugged Mom and Dad, said goodbye, and went upstairs. Mom sat down and started talking to me.
"Trevor, it would be really nice if you spent some time with your sister. She's seemed so depressed for weeks now, and I think I know why. You've been here 3 weeks and I haven't seen you say more than 3 words to her." She said with a look of concern.
"Don't worry, I've seen enough of the guys for the time being. I'll spend the whole week with her." I said, forcing a smile.
Mom thanked me, gave me a hug, and left for the airport. I went upstairs to Kristy's room to see if she wanted to watch a movie or something. I knocked on her door and got no response. The door was open so I peeked in and saw just an empty room, but I could hear the shower running in her bathroom. As I was about to turn away I noticed that she left the window open and there were papers scattered all over the floor. Without thinking, I entered her room to pick up the papers and I realized that it was a loose-leaf diary of some sort. After remembering the concern showed by my mother, I started to read through to see if I could figure out why she has been so depressed lately. I scanned through and saw a bunch of pointless teen girl crap about which boys were cute, which were funny, etc. I was about to put it down when I noticed my name. As I kept going, I kept seeing my name in a lot of entries:
June 4th 2009: I am soooo excited, Trevor comes home tomorrow, I can't wait to spend my summer with my big brother I love him sooo much.
I didn't take that as much, she's looked up to me her entire life, sometimes a little too much. When I was in middle school, I couldn't have friends over without Kristy bombarding us with questions: Whatcha doing? Wanna play playstation? Can I go with you to the mall?
It was clear he liked spending time with me, but I didn't always feel the same. Sure, she was my sister so I loved her, I just didn't love her clinginess.
June 5th 2009: I was so happy when Trevor got home. I helped him unpack, showed him my room, and made him a sandwich, but he wouldn't watch a movie with me. He'd rather spend time with his high school friends, but he said we'd spend time together throughout the summer. CAN'T WAIT!
At that moment it started to hit me. She was upset because I've been avoiding her this whole time, but I kept reading, hoping I'd find a different reason for her behavior.