Megan tried to talk to Vanessa the next morning but Vanessa was avoiding being caught alone with her sister. Megan desperately wanted a chance to discuss their kiss but it was obvious that Vanessa simply wasn't ready. She left her alone, determined not to let it go, but worried about how she was going to turn this around and win Vanessa back as a friend if nothing else.
She let her be for awhile, spent some time with Cindy and tried to remain friendly with her sister without making any more overtures towards her sexually. After a few days, Vanessa started to come around to friendship again as just having Megan in the house made it hard for her not to interact with her. And they had always been such good friends that it wasn't long before the usual baiting and joking took over from any reluctance to talk that Vanessa may still have harboured.
They had the house to themselves again for the day when Megan spoke to Vanessa.
"I think we need to talk about the kiss Ness," she said to Vanessa.
"I know, its just that I've been trying to come to terms with it in my own mind and wanted a chance to think about it before I spoke to you about it. I wanted to be sure that what I said was actually what I felt," replied Vanessa.
"And what is that?" promoted Megan.
"Well, I was torn in two really. I loved that kiss. I mean I was digging that kiss in a way that I never thought I could. It seemed so perfect and soft and loving and it just blew me away. That was part of the problem, I hadn't prepared myself for that. I totally expected to be able to walk away saying 'yeah that was okay, but its still better to kiss a boy.' But I couldn't. It was amazing. And then you reached up to touch me. I wanted it. I really really wanted it, but you're my sister. And I couldn't deal with that. I wanted you but felt I shouldn't and that just messed up my head. Does that make sense at all?"
"It totally makes sense," Megan replied. "I never looked at you as a potential sexual partner until I came home this time. My experiences with Cathy opened my eyes and my heart to the beauty of other women and that first day when you were swimming in the pool I was watching you and just thinking how gorgeous you were. I thought to myself that it was really wrong of me to be thinking that. Then I thought that there's nothing wrong with admiring the beauty of your sister's body. But then I kept thinking about what it would be like to do more than look and that's when I was torn like you said you were. Then over the next few days, I just kept seeing more and more of you until finally I had to consider my position.
I came to the conclusion that even though you were my sister, you are a young woman that I love. Its not like we're going to have kids together or anything and so I don't see how it could be that wrong. After all, isn't that what the concern about incest really is? About Father's abusing daughters or kids having kids together and the whole bad genetics thing? Anyway I decided that I could see nothing wrong with desiring my little sister. So I stopped worrying in that sense. I never really expected to get the chance to kiss you, but I did try and do what I could to get to see and touch you a little more hoping," Megan explained
"Wow, I guess that I thought you had just decided to start hitting on me," said Vanessa. "I hadn't thought that you might have had the same sort of reservations. I guess when I think about it in the terms you've put it, it doesn't seem so bad."
"So do you want to kiss and make up?" asked Megan cheekily.
"Well, let's start with hugging and making up," suggested Vanessa. "I still don't know if I'm prepared to do it again." So saying, Vanessa stood up and offered herself to Megan for a hug. Megan stood and took her into her arms, holding her close, enjoying the warmth and softness of her sister. She pushed Vanessa's hair out of her face with one hand, gazing at her lovely eyes. She so wanted at that moment to kiss her, but held back, knowing it was too soon. She could sense Vanessa's inner turmoil and wandered whether she could be nudged in the preferred direction, but didn't act. Too soon, … too soon.
That night, as the two girls were saying goodnight to one another, they again hugged. Megan again found herself staring into Megan's eyes, wishing and willing for things to be different, when Vanessa leaned in and gave her a peck on the lips. They both hesitated, Megan desperate for more, but still, unsure as to how to proceed. Vanessa hugged her and then let her go. Megan went off to bed and masturbated furiously, unable to satisfy her desires any other way.
The day after, Vanessa was again talking to Megan about her experiences and was telling her that she thought that perhaps she needed to be with a woman other than her sister, that maybe if she could come to terms with being with a woman then perhaps she could manage to consider the fact that her sister could be her lover too.
Megan told Vanessa that she thought that it sounded like quite a good step. She even suggested that she knew someone who might be prepared to help her with her understanding.
"Who?" Vanessa asked somewhat eagerly.
"Cindy," replied Megan.
"You'd let that happen? You wouldn't mind if I approached your girlfriend?"
"Well, in this instance, I won't … because I'm really doing this to try and help you understand your feelings for my benefit. Because I am hoping that if you can enjoy this, then perhaps you can get over your fears and let me love you to the fullest extent that I would like."
"But how would you get her to do it. Wouldn't it be a bit weird to say to your girlfriend, here, do my sister!?"
"Let me think about this and I'll get back to you," said Megan, moving off to go about her chores, her pussy tingling with anticipation at the prospect of what she was about to try and set up. As she cleaned up about the house she continued to plot and ponder as to how this could happen. It was as she was doing the washing that she came across her answer. She dropped the load and ran upstairs to see Vanessa, who was listening to music in her room.
"I know how to do it!" she exclaimed excitedly as she bounced into her sister's room.