I lost my virginity to my mom when I was twenty.
I was going to college at the time and although my studies went pretty well, I was a bit of a wallflower, and had never dated anyone.
I am an only child. During my school years, my parents, both musicians, were often on tour for months on end, and my parents took turns to take care of me, or I stayed with my aunt and uncle if they were both away from home. Also the holidays I would often spend with one of my parents.
My mom, aware that I was alone during the Summer months on campus, had invited me for a week in Venice. I had thought it very sweet of her and I had said yes.
We arrived at Marco Polo airport on a sunny August afternoon and took a water taxi. My mother had rented a beautiful 16th-century apartment near the Rio de Palazzo o de Canonica, owned by an elderly couple. Our room was spectacular, still in its original state, with a painted ceiling, wooden walls, and a marble floor.
Tired and jet-lagged, we had a short meal in a nearby trattoria and went to bed.
The next day we got up early. We had made a list of places we wanted to see, and I had made a schedule to help us avoid the worst crowds. We arrived at the Rialto market at 7am, then stayed in line from 9:30 to see the Basilica San Marco, and spent more than two hours in that most magnificent of churches.
We had lunch in a nice small trattoria and, starting to feel the Summer heat, jet lag and Bardolino, went back to our apartment for a nap.
In the late afternoon we went to the Palazzo Grassi, and after that we strolled to find another trattoria for supper.
During the main course, Mom raised her glass and said: "A toast to you for sacrificing your holiday to your old mother. You can probably think of better company, but I want you to know that I'm having a really good time."
I smiled at her. "Mom, it was so sweet of you to go with me on vacation. Sacrificing my holiday? We're in Venice! And I wouldn't want to be here with anyone but you. So here's to you. My beautiful young mom who invited me to the most wonderful place on earth."
Mom smiled amusedly and said: "That's very nicely said. Still, I'm grateful that you accepted the invitation. Not many twenty-year-olds would care to spend their holidays with their mom. So how about a toast to the two of us?" And that's what we had.
"You don't have to answer me," said Mom, "but are you seeing anyone?"
"No", I said, and I blushed. "I have never even dated anyone."
Mom looked hurt. "I'm sorry," she said.
We were silent for a while.
"How come you have never dated anyone?" asked Mom.
"I don't know. I feel really clumsy around girls. I become hyperconscious of everything. Don't know where to leave my hands, and I'm thinking every few seconds if I'm making the right amount of eye contact. I don't know a good opening sentence to begin with."
"Opening sentences are so overrated", said Mom. I've heard them all: 'Haven't we met before?' or 'You have the most beautiful eyes I've ever seen!' They're such a turn-off. I never dated guys who talked to me like that. It's better to be a little ambiguous. Start with friendly conversation and don't make your intentions too clear. Girls have hunting instincts too. If they think you're up for grabs, you're less desirable to them."
I nodded, as it was certainly good advice, but wasn't too sure if I would be able to put it into practice.
Mom said: "I'm sorry, I don't want to make you feel bad. Let's talk about something else."
"It's OK", I said. And we changed the topic of our conversation.
Back in the apartment, we took turns to shower and went to bed, a letto matrimoniale. The advertisement had mentioned two single beds, but we had been too tired to protest.
I was lying on my back and Mom on her side, looking at me.
"Can I give you a hug?" Mom asked.
Even though I felt a little surprised and awkward, as I was only wearing shorts and a T-shirt, and Mom only a nightgown, I nodded.
Mom moved to me, put her arms around me and her left leg over my mine, and gave me a sweet, loving kiss in the neck.
Sensing her soft warm body under the silk nightgown, I involuntarily grew a giant erection and froze.
Mom felt my unease and moved back, but in doing so, accidentally brushed the bulge in my pants with her hand. "Sorry," she said softly. I muttered: "It's OK."
There was a moment of awkward silence.
Then, Mom asked: "Shall I... help you with that?"
The thought of Mom "helping" me both shocked and aroused me. The arousal won. "Are you sure?"
Mom put her arms back around me, firmly pushing her body against mine. She moved down my shorts, revealing my fully erect penis, and started to slowly masturbate me. I turned around and we looked each other in the eyes. Mom smiled at me and I smiled back to her.
She guided my right hand to her left breast and I started fondling it.
We kept looking each other in the eyes while we caressed each other.
Despite the absurdity of the situation, my nervousness fell away. Being intimate with Mom felt good. I did not have to prove myself to her, and she loved me the way I was.
I gathered all my courage and softly asked: "Mom, will you make love to me?"
Mom stopped masturbating me for a moment and looked me in the eyes.
"Only if you want it too," I said.
Mom hesitated. Then, she took off her nightgown and undies. I saw Mom naked for the first time since I was a child. I had always thought of her as pretty. Nude, she was stunningly beautiful.
"O Mom," I gasped. Mom smiled at me, and helped me out of my shirt. We lied down and held and caressed each other, breathing ever more quickly.
After about twenty minutes, Mom sat on top of me, and guided my penis to the entrance of her pussy. It wouldn't go inside.
"I'm a little tense," said Mom.
Mom started rubbing her clitoris with two fingers while she kept pushing her pussy gently against my penis. I felt her arousal fluid running down my penis, and I slowly slid inside her.
Mom rode me slowly and for the first time I experienced the delightful sensation of being inside a woman. It felt so overwhelming that I came close to an orgasm almost immediately. I gently put my hands on Mom's hips to make her slow down. She stopped riding me for a moment, guided my right hand to her clitoris, and helped me stimulate her. Once I understood how she wanted it, Mom resumed riding me, her hands on her knees. We kept looking at each other. "You can look at me", said Mom. I knew what she meant and admired her long smooth blond hair, her large round tits, her lovely hourglass-shaped body, and her soft, moist, hairy pussy. But we mostly looked each other in the eyes. Whenever I was close to orgasm, Mom sensed it, slowed down, then continued riding me.
After a while, Mom started to breathe ever more quickly. "Come inside me," she said, and we climaxed together. Mom started sobbing while I squirted large loads of sperm inside her, five, six, seven times.
Mom lied down on top of me and we hugged each other.
I wiped off Mom's tears, kissed her on her lips, and caressed her hair.
"Are you allright?" I asked Mom.
"I'm OK. And you?"
I nodded.
Mom smiled through her tears, and I said: "You are making me so happy, Mom. I love you."
"I love you too dearest."
I held Mom tightly as we cuddled and fondled each other.
"Mom, do you regret it?"
Mom stared at me for a moment, then shook her head. "No my love."
I was still inside her and after a while, I got a new erection. Mom lied down, and let me on top, and I fucked her once more, slowly and intensely.
We made love five or six times that night. Then we went to the bathroom and showered together. I washed Mom's vagina, and she washed my penis. We went back to bed, and slept naked in each other's arms.
The next day we slept late, and ordered lunch in our apartment.
After lunch, we undressed, and went to bed again to make love.
Mom gave me a sweet kiss on the mouth. I hesitated and Mom noticed.
"It's OK if you don't want to kiss", she said.
"I'm sorry Mom. I just think it's strange to kiss with you."
Mom smiled amusedly. "You think kissing your Mom is worse than fucking her?"
I chuckled. "TouchΓ©."