My brother and I weren't really that close growing up. I used to watch TV shows and movies with siblings that were best friends and inseparable. That just wasn't me and Jimmy. He used to make my life a living hell. We would fight constantly and always be at each other's throats.
He had his group of friends and I had mine. I was known as "Jimmy's sister" in high school rather than just plain ol' Leigh.
My brother never really had a girlfriend until late in high school when he was 18 or 19.
I didn't have a boyfriend until I was 18, so our lives were paralleled in that regard.
Later on into our 20s, two of my friends hooked up with him and told me how my brother "was packing''. I had seen Magnum condoms in his bedroom before.
But he was brother, and I didn't want to think of him that way...little did I know that would change years later.
He had moved out of my mom's house when he was 26 and I was still living there. We lost most contact at that point. We entered the phase of having a very limited relationship.
Fast forward to when I was thirty years old (just two years ago). I had two kids by this point. Poor decisions in men led me to being a single mother.
The lack of guidance growing up, coupled with the need to feel wanted and loved, got in the way of common sense. Don't get me wrong, I wouldn't trade my children for anything, but life was difficult.
Then walks in Prince Charming (well, my Prince Charming). A whirlwind love affair, an immediate closeness and bond like none we'd ever known. Neither of us believed in soulmates, but we do now! We got married and moved to another state, all the while our closeness allowed us to share absolutely anything, and I mean anything.
We have both shared our desires and fantasies (too many to count, and those will be other stories, but I'm excited to share this one!). We have an unbreakable trust.
During one of our passionate love-making sessions (where most of our sharing is discussed), the topic of taboo came up.
While my husband softly kissed my pussy, he asked me certain questions, gauging my responses by my moans as his tongue and lips found my clit. It was during this time he asked me if I fantasized about my brother...if I was curious.
As my husband's fingers entered my pussy, I felt the security I needed to be honest. I nodded my head in the affirmative, that I had fantasized before.
He continued to slowly finger me as he asked me "have you fantasized about your brother?" I moaned as my orgasm climaxed..."yes!" was all I could say.
Two weeks ago, my husband was at work. We were texting and flirting, as we often do. I playfully told him that I wished he was home, and that my clit and pussy needed attention.
He told me that if I needed to, I could take care of myself. (We never masturbate without the other knowing, it's just our thing.) I agreed that I needed a release. I told him I would in the shower.
As I got in the shower, my phone dinged. His text simply said "think of your brother". And I did. While I was in the shower, I let the pulsating shower head find my clit. The other hand found and pinched my nipples.
It was at this point that the following fantasy came to my mind, a fantasy I truthfully wish happens one day:
"It was the dead of summer. My brother came down to visit me and my family from Rhode Island. I had moved down to Mississippi a year ago and hadn't seen any of my extended family since. My mother was too scared to fly, so my brother came alone.
As I stated before, we weren't that close, so I found the idea of him wanting to visit a little strange. Nonetheless, I agreed and we made plans.
July in Mississippi is just impenetrable heat. It feels like your walking through soup. It's just so hot. So my husband Jay, Jimmy, the kids and I went swimming in our pool. It was all we really could do. It was way too hot to do anything else.
We had a good time splashing around and chatting a little here and there. Jimmy had met Jay a few times and he had gone to our wedding before we moved. It was all a little awkward at first, but we all got along and had fun.
We were outside for a few hours and the sun and pool just made us so tired, so we piled back into the air conditioned house. I decided to shower first after getting the kids out of their wet bathing suits and into warm comfy clothes.