I clung to Don wondering about my husband listening downstairs. I'm sure he would have loved to get hold of his cock, but with his one good arm secured to the bed, he was fucked!
I moaned and groaned loudly. But try as I did I just could not get the thought of Jeff out of my mind. He was helpless with my panties stuffed in his mouth, and a condom stretched over his cock, with my boyfriend's spunk drying in it.
Don rammed me into the bed, this wasn't love making it was just getting off as hard as possible. He hurt me a little, in fact I did cry at one stage. But he told me I just made him mad for it. It would have been nice if he had said he was mad for me, but I knew he meant that really.
We lay on the bed recovering. He said I was better than Jill, and about equal with Rita. I began crying, and he cuddled me, telling me he was only teasing.
When I asked him if he loved me, that's when he clammed up. I pushed him a little and he told me that it was too early to talk about love. I rolled close to him realising that he was right; he said he was tired and needed to sleep and we could talk later.
I awoke in the early hours to find Don between my legs. He was trying to push himself into me.
"Don please don't I'm too dry."
He didn't respond he just pushed harder. I tried to push him off but he just pinned my arms down, and told me that if I loved him I would let him.
I winced with pain and tried. I had tears in my eyes and he obliviously didn't know or he would have stopped.
"Fuck Mandy come on!" he spat.
"Sorry but I'm just not turned on yet."
He pulled out and I sensed he was annoyed with me.
"It's 4 o'clock in the morning. I'm not ready," I protested.
"Christ Amanda I just need to fuck you!"
I began to play with his cock hoping to appease him.
"I thought you wanted me babe. All I wanted is a fuck is that too much to ask?"
"Don, please don't get angry with me."
"Well you want me to be your boyfriend don't you?" he moaned.
"Yeah of course I do," I answered, feeling a little exasperated.
"Then suck me off or something. Christ I did what you wanted with that twat downstairs, and you won't even please me!"
I crawled under the sheets. I really didn't want to do this. I could smell myself on his cock and he smelt a little sweaty.
"You will tell me when you are going to come won't you?" I whimpered.
"Well if you don't get a move on I'm not likely too!"
"Sorry," I mumbled.
I tried but my heart just wasn't in it.
"Fucking hell Mandy you can do better than that!" he groaned.
I coughed and gagged on the stale smell of sweat and spunk. I brushed away a tear then spent a few seconds, trying to get a pubic hair out of my mouth.
I resumed sucking him but I could hear his groans of disapproval.
"Sorry love I'm just not awake enough," I moaned.
"Come on babies suck in their sleep."
"All right I'll do it," I said, trying to show a little enthusiasm.
I sucked again trying to ignore his odour. He pulled back the sheets and stared down at me.
"You will tell me when you are coming?"
"Jesus Mandy stop fucking bitching at me. Do you want me or not?"
I felt tears roll down my cheeks. Couldn't he see that I loved him?
I started sucking him again. He was looking at me in quite a strange way. I wiped away a tear that was soon replaced by another.
"Are you crying?" he asked softly.
I tried to smile.
"Did I tell you to stop!" he spat.
I quickly returned to sucking him.
"You know Maria would go out with me if I told her."
"Don, please don't tease me."
He opened his eyes wide angry that I had stopped sucking him. I quickly started again.
"I could persuade her to dump her new boyfriend. Hey I might even offer her your job as supervisor if you don't put some enthusiasm into it. Why are you crying?"
I choked as he pushed into my throat. I had started sobbing now and for some reason Don didn't seem to care. Not only that, he was holding my head tight.
"You're worried in case I dump you, and I will if you don't pull yourself together," he said, with a strange smile.
I nodded still sucking him.
He wiped a tear from my eye. I was struggling to stop my sobbing getting in the way of Don's blowjob.
"God you look like shit, all red eyed and full of tears. You know you'll have to sort yourself out."
I was shaking now I didn't want to do this anymore. I tried to pull off but he grabbed my head harder.
"No you are going to do it. You are going to swallow it all, if you don't I'll sack you!"
I struggled harder but I was no match for him. He crossed his legs over my back pinning me to him. He was now pushing his hips up. His cock thrust into my throat. I choked and gagged on his musty dick.
"Yeah I don't fucking want you anymore. Here this is my leaving present. Ah!"
I felt his spunk slip down the back of my throat. I was choking and beginning to panic.
I could feel myself becoming short of breath. Don had hold of my ears now; he was pulling me off and on his cock. At least I could manage a gulp of air. His spunk splattered over my face and in my eyes. He was now wanking himself off on me.
He pushed me off when he had finished. I rubbed my face in the bed clothes.
I heard him getting dressed as I sobbed.
"Get out you bastard," I mumbled.