I woke up with a start the next morning. The kind of wake-up you have for a very important event, and you're so nervous about it, you wake up before your alarm has a chance to squawk. In my case, I woke forty-five minutes before my alarm. My heart drummed on my chest, my hands were sweaty, and already there was an ache in my belly. The guilt from the night before and the worry from the morning to come clashed inside me, and I wanted to die.
Sleep illuded me through most of the night as I tossed and turned. I lay on the other side of my bed that wasn't damp from last night's activities. After hours of planning and overthinking possible outcomes of today, I dozed off on accident for what felt like minutes. Now awake, I felt my panic compounding and forming a pile in my gut that reached the back of my throat. Despite that buried feeling, a part of me grew curious about the mess beside me.
The morning light pushed between my shades to cut lines over my mattress. Tossing off my covers, I could see the large oval of wetness where I squirted. My hand touched the fabric, and I felt transported back to the night before. My father's hot breath on the back of my neck, his hands on my body, the rough grunts he made before he came... My palm rubbed the sheet gently as if I were touching myself.
There were a spot or two that were rough where droplets of his semen had fallen and crusted over. Remembering, I slipped a hand into my underwear and rubbed over my butt. Sure enough, I felt the sticky spots where slings of my daddy's semen had stuck to my skin and dried.
I gasped at the feel of it and the remembrance of the moment. Working my hand lower on my rear, I bit the corner of my lip when I felt my vagina and the buildup of creamy juices already formed in my slit. I slid two fingers into my sex from behind and gasped. With my cheek resting on my mattress beside my pool of juices and my butt protruding in the air, I used my entire arm to thrust my two fingers in and out of my tight hole.
"Ughh... yes..." I groaned as I imagined being in this position for Daddy the next time he had his way with me. "Oh... Oh, daddy..."
My door was closed, and since my brothers no longer lived at our parent's house, I had the entire upper floor of the house to myself, which meant I couldn't scream, but I definitely didn't have to police my volume