Hello, my beautiful readers,
I sincerely want to apologize for making you wait so long for this story to come out. There are a ton of reasons, but the most important one is that I wanted to do the story justice. As always, English isn't my native tongue, so there might be spelling mistakes and phrases that don't make sense for you English and American readers. Writing this meant a lot to me, and I really, really do hope you enjoy reading it as much as I did in writing it.
I don't want give away the tags, as it will spoil the story for you, but if you're easily offended, read no further. Positive feedback is always welcome though.
Xoxo
/Anna
My story...
By now you've surely read how my stepdad caught me blowing some guy in a Santa outfit, and eventually fucked my brains out. Before I tell you what happened next, I just want to give you my side of things, that lead to said fucking happening.
I never really knew my real father. He disappeared from the face of the earth when he heard that my mom was pregnant with me, so in my early childhood, it was just her and me. When mom met Adam, I could see her whole personality change, and she instantly became much happier. I guess it wasn't all that easy, raising a child on her own, and the change I saw in my mother made me instantly like Adam. Once I got to know him, I even started liking him for who he was, and he slid into the role of parenthood effortlessly. Even though they never married, Adam was the only father figure I had known, and to me, he was my stepdad.
I never rebelled much when I hit puberty, and I think I owe that to mom. Even though she worked all the time, I always felt like she took time out of her life for me. At first, I was a little embarrassed about my changing body, and I took to wearing ball caps and baggy clothes to hide my bourgeoning femininity. I think mom and Adam noticed, though, and mom had several long talks with me. Eventually I accepted that my body was developing, but I had started to enjoy the tomboy style of clothing, and I guess it sort of stuck with me. Mom also helped sway my fears that my breasts never seemed to stop growing. She told me that the women in our family were naturally busty, and regularly took me bra-shopping. One of the first things I learned was that big breasts tend to draw a lot of attention. Thankfully, my baggy clothes downplayed my curves, but the male stares took some getting used to.
My major interest up to that point had been gaming. Ever since I was a child, and mom showed me all these different games, I had thoroughly enjoyed the competitive aspect of learning a set of rules, and how to overcome them. My love of gaming eventually got me into computers. Computers got me into online gaming, which in turn got me into watching people streaming games online. Naturally I had a crack at streaming my own games.
At first I just streamed my games for fun, thinking no one would want to watch some random girl play murder-mystery games, but after a while I had a couple of guys watching my streams regularly.
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I lost my virginity soon after my 18th birthday. The guy clearly didn't know what he was doing, but even though it was a disappointment, it sparked something within me, and I began to think more and more about sex. I was a little too shy to change out of my baggy clothes, but to be honest, having men stare at my chest didn't bother me anymore. In fact, I was beginning to enjoy thinking about the same guys, going home to their wives, or girlfriends, thinking about me, when they had sex.
Masturbation soon became a regular thing for me. Since my own experiences were limited, I had little to fantasize about, except for the guys I met in passing.
Consequently, the fantasies were pretty meek, compared to what I'd tell you now, and mainly revolved around guys like the cashier at the lingerie store coming in 'to check on how I was doing' in the dressing room, or the pizza delivery guy, delivering food just as I stepped out of the shower. Stuff like that. The common denominator was, that in my mind, they'd all make love to me, passionately, and at the time, that was pretty much all I needed to get off.
During that time, I met another guy, but sadly, the experience was just as disappointing.
To be honest, I think it was the exhibitionist aspect of the fantasies that eventually led me to streaming-services that were more 'adult oriented'. Don't get me wrong, I never registered to one of those cam-sites, where people have sex in front of the camera. I still wanted to stream my gameplay. I just wanted the terms of service to give me a little more leeway in terms of how much skin I showed, and what topics were discussed with my viewers.
I soon found a site that suited me well, and after about a month I had a small following. As you'd expect, some guys pestered me about getting naked, or to masturbate on stream. I kindly but firmly let them know that if that's what they wanted, I could direct them to several other sites. A lot of the guys were pretty friendly though, and I'd like to think I developed a report with a few of them, even sharing my disappointing experiences with guys.
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I still don't know how it had escaped me before, but about that time I became aware that mom and Adam fucked. Like, a lot.
One night, I came home from a friend's house, it wasn't all that late in the evening, and I was just about to call out that I was home, when I heard the distinct sound of a woman moaning.