Mom was always so thoughtful. "What do you want for your birthday, sweetie?"
I had been waiting for this moment. I had been planning for weeks that I would be honest. I would tell her exactly what I wanted and would endlessly hope that she would say yes. But here was that moment and I just stood there frozen.
"Are you ok?" She asked with her concerned, loving tone.
"I want..." I stopped, taking a big breath, pausing for just a moment before finally getting it out. As the words left my mouth, a rush of electricity filled the room and I felt like I was on fire in that moment. "Will you give me a blowjob?"
She made an audible swallow. It was a short, sharp sound, like an air bubble burst under water, quick and sharp, a sharp intake of air as if something had gone down the wrong way. The sound wasn't loud, but it still reverberated around the room like a whisper in a canyon.
She spoke slowly, looking at the floor. "Can you say that again?"
She hadn't freaked. That was good. We were still in the chaos of the unknown, but she stood there. She hadn't fled.
I chose my words carefully. I wanted to be clear. I didn't want to surprise her or leave anything out. I also wanted to make sure I followed my own advice that I had given myself in the weeks leading up to this moment. Namely, to be clear and set the specific expectations. Don't leave anything to chance. If you're going to really go through with this, be clear. Clear.
So in the calmest way I could muster I opened my mouth and uttered the request once more, hitting all the main points. "Mom, for my birthday present, will you put my cock in your mouth and suck on it until I cum? And when I cum will you let me cum in your mouth while you look into my eyes? And when my load of cum is done coming out of my cock and my whole load of cum is in your mouth, will you swallow my load of cum that I pumped into your mouth while you look into my eyes?"
She raised her gaze to mine. She had a look of complete neutrality on her face. Like an awoken sleep. Like she was in some distance universe thinking on the existentiality of her life up to this moment. It made both my palms sweat and the hair growing on my calves itch. She hadn't fled.
I watched as wave after wave of emotion crossed her face: curiosity, fear, anger, confusion, and lastly calm serenity. The emotional tsunami recycled several times. She hadn't fled.
I tried to lighten the mood a little with a quick addition to my request. "Please?" I smiled.
That finally broke her. She giggled and looked into my eyes and back down to the floor. And then back up to my eyes again.
She took a moment to compose herself. She tried to speak but only soft sounds came out. She cleared her throat.