In the days after Mom, Sandi, and I had sex together, my world was forever changed. Along with moving most of my belongings to a different city, I was about to take my finals at school, and the stress from everything was overwhelming.
Living at Sandi's house was quite a bit different than I had envisioned. In my sex-crazed 18-year-old mind, I had assumed that we'd just be having sex non-stop. But, in reality it didn't work that way. Sandi of course still had to work every day, and I was at school all day until finals were over. After that, I would need to look for a summer job.
When we were home together though, we talked a lot and learned many things about each other. She told me about growing up and about her relationship with Mom. She said that she had never really intended for it to become sexual, but that it had just happened. We discussed the possibility of her sometimes getting together with Mom alone "just to scratch that itch," as Sandi put it, and I said I was fine with that.
She also told me about old boyfriends and about her life with my Uncle Kurt. I didn't much care to hear about all of her old boyfriends as it kind of made me feel a little jealous. I only felt better after realizing that in the end, she chose to be with me.
On the first Tuesday after the semester was over, I had gotten a call from Mom to tell me that I needed to come by to pick up a couple more boxes of my stuff she had gathered up for me after the big moving day. It was about 10 in the morning, so I decided to head up right away. Within the new parameters of my relationship with my mother, my dick quickly hardened at the prospect of being alone with her for several hours before Bethany got home from school at 3:30. I just hoped she would still allow us to be together in that way.
I called Sandi at work to let her know I'd be taking off, and she told me to drive safely and to try to not have
too
much fun without her. Apparently, Mom had texted her before calling me to make sure it was "ok to play." I grinned at this because I knew then that it was going to happen again. Sandi was disappointed that she couldn't go too.
When I pulled into the driveway at home, Mom opened the door, smiling and waiting for me. I jumped out and ran up the walk to her and gave her a huge hug, lifting her off the ground in the process.
"Whoa there tiger, put your old mother down," she said as she hugged me back.
"C'mon, Mom, you're not old. How've you been?"
She said, "Oh fine. We do need to talk about something though. Come on in."
After closing the door, she turned to me, smiled lasciviously and said, "Ok, now you can greet me properly."
She pressed into me and kissed me on the lips passionately. Our tongues explored each other's mouths and my hand found her breast and began to caress it. I reached down the front of her sweat pants inside her panties and ran my finger into her slit, which felt hot and creamy. Then, I moved my finger up and started to massage her clit.
Breaking the kiss and pulling my hand out of her panties, she sighed and said, "Mmmm, oh God, that feels so good. I missed you too, sweetie. Let's slow down just a bit. I need to talk to you about your sister first."
Breathing heavily, I said, "I missed you too. I haven't stopped thinking of you since... that morning. So, what's up with Bethany?"
We sat down on the couch and she said, "Well, that morning when we were all together was really out of control. I never thought anything like that would ever happen. I felt like my libido was off the charts and I was acting really slutty."
"I know," I interrupted. "It was awesome."
She laughed and continued, "Well, Bethy definitely noticed how I was acting. She asked me alone later why I was having sex with my door open and not wearing panties with my night shirt all of a sudden. And since I had just told you about Sandi and me when we were teenagers, I figured I should tell her too, you know, in the spirit of honesty and openness. About everything. So, I went on to tell her that I had sex with you and Sandi that morning before she got up."
I was shocked by this revelation. "You actually told her that?! What did she say?"
Mom said, "She seemed pretty surprised. She wanted to know if I'd had sex with other women too, and I told her that I had, but it was a long time ago before you kids were born."
She went on, "After I said that, she asked if I was attracted to you, did it mean I might be attracted to her too since I liked women. Then she informed me that she had kissed some of her girlfriends and secretly really liked it. It was my turn to be shocked to hear her tell me that. I never imagined my little girl might like girls, but with my history I guess I shouldn't have been that surprised."
Mom said that if Bethany hadn't said all of this, the thought of whether she was attracted to her may have never even entered Mom's mind. But, there it was, and as she thought about it more and more over several days, she concluded that she
was
attracted to Bethany.
Mom said, "I came to her several days later and told her that yes, I felt something. But I said that if she wanted, we would never speak of it again. It was completely up to her. And that's when she rushed up and hugged me and said that she felt something too. She had done her own research on the Internet and had seen a lot of the same stuff I did. She took it a step further and started reading tons of incest sex stories online, getting herself worked up into a frenzy over the newness of it all."
I laughed at this and said, "I know that feeling of being in a frenzy."
Mom continued, "Well, that's not all. She told me that she had been secretly checking you out too. For a long time, long before all this stuff with you and Aunt Sandi happened. She was always too afraid to say anything to you about it since she knew it was wrong. Then she said she wanted me to set up the three of us on a 'date'."
My eyes were wide open at this point. I said, "Really? I wonder how long she's felt that way. I would need to think about it. And, I need to talk to Sandi to see what she would say."
Mom said, "I know. The worst part was I told her that she'd have to wait until her 18th birthday in July before anything like this could be decided, plus we'd have to make sure Aunt Sandi was ok with you doing it, and she got very upset. I tried to explain to her about what it means to consent as an adult, and of course she came back with 'but incest is already illegal!' and how it wasn't fair that you got to do it. I had to tell her that the age thing wasn't negotiable, but on her birthday we could set up a
special
party for her if you and Aunt Sandi agreed. That was when she stormed off and slammed her door."
I said, "Well, that explains why she hasn't been answering my texts and the email I sent. Is there anything I can do to help fix this?"
Mom said, "I've been trying to reason with her and tell her to just have a little more patience. Hopefully by this weekend when we come down to visit you she'll be over this anger and will be ready to talk to you again. She's still mostly upset with me but at least she's started talking to me in more than angry one-word retorts."
This weekend, Sandi had planned a Cinco de Mayo party at her house. Bethany would be there, so hopefully there would be a chance to talk things out and to get at least back to brother/sister friendly again.
With a sense of shame, I said, "I'm really sorry. I know I really messed up all our lives when I started this whole thing. I never meant to hurt anyone. Now it seems like everything's snowballing out of control."
Mom put her arm around my back and pulled me close and hugged me while sitting on the couch. "Well, yes you started it, but all the blame isn't yours. I committed incest before you were ever born. I never thought it would run in the family," she said and giggled.
"But what you also did is allow me to finally get rid of the huge burden of shame I've been carrying around with me all these years. And, you may not realize it, but you've done a lot of growing up in the past month. I'm really proud of you, my sweet boy. You seem like you're taking this all in stride."
