Kendra was delicate with me for a few days. I didn't need her to be, but I also didn't mind her decision either.
Spacing out more intense sessions was important, but I was also living in a more bounteous world of sexual arousal than usual. Between my near-constant flashes of memory and wild daydreaming, and the way my body reacted at the mere presence of my brother in the same room, I was as happy and horny as a girl could ever want.
Maybe that was why Kendra limited us to more gentle love making. Maybe she sensed that extra efforts would be wasted until I'd calmed down some. Or perhaps she was still a little worried about me.
It was really quite amazing the way she could switch from domme mode to doting, adoring girlfriend practically in an instant, not to mention the vast differences between her personas at times.
I was different. For me, girlfriend mode and subby slut mode were intertwined and couldn't always be neatly separated. I instinctively tried to trick Kendra into domming me a few times, but she rebuffed me as easily and casually as anything. I had to make do with loving sex and cuddles, tender touches and whispered words.
I loved those things. Was insanely happy. It was only my constant horniness that was the problem. My newfound knowledge of what messing around with my brother could do. Yet another new thing Kendra had led me to that turned out to be perfect for me.
"How can you just keep wanting to cum more?" Kendra murmured one evening as we lazed our time away in bed.
"Is that a serious question?" I brought her hand to my mouth and kissed her palm softly before making big, fluttery eyes at her. "You know what you can do with me with your fingers, your tongue, your... everything."
"No, I know. I'm proud of it."
"Hehe."
"Just... usually I can make you beg me to stop after a while."
"I thought you weren't in a mood for making me beg."
Kendra laughed softly. "Different kind of beg. Not the subby kind. Just, you know, when you've had enough."
I bit my lip, silently searching Kendra's eyes. "You know why, don't you?"
"I have a guess."
I nodded. "It's probably right."
"Tell me anyway. Please?"
I squirmed a little, but Kendra was holding me and I didn't want to go anywhere. That being said, rubbing myself nakedly against her was quite a delightful feeling.
"It's 'cause of what you did to me. You and Dak."
"Ah. I thought it might be. Even this long afterward?"
"Seriously? I don't know if I'll ever get over it. I certainly won't forget it."
Kendra smiled and tickled my side. "I know you won't forget it. I just assumed you'd calm down some. You always calm down eventually, even from the craziest stuff. Then you want more."
"Well... I do want more."
"Not like usual," Kendra said slowly. "Not in that cute, desperate way of yours. I managed to fill your horny little battery, and you haven't worn down the charge."
I giggled. "Well it keeps getting filled again. I have to keep walking around, seeing my brother, remembering... what we did."
"He does that to you, huh?"
I hesitated, knowing I was approaching dangerous territory now. Something I didn't want to think about even as a possibility, but I had to at some point.
"He does," I admitted. "But... is that ok?"
"Hm?"
"You haven't really told me how you feel about it."
"Oh."
I pushed Kendra's hair back and caressed her cheek. "This doesn't change anything, does it?"
"Of course not, silly. I'm not jealous of Dak."
"Good."
"Did you think I was?"
"No. But... you've been different."
Kendra chuckled softly. "I'm all domme-y and shit, remember? You don't have to worry about me."
"That's fucking bullshit."
"Excuse me?"
"You're my girlfriend, Kendra. I love you. I don't care if you tie me up and spank me, and leave me locked in a dog cage all day while you're gone, I-"
"Is that a suggestion?"
"Hush. I'm being serious. The point was, yeah, we have our special relationship. But you should know better than I do that doesn't mean I can't be the one to worry about you and want to protect you sometimes."
Kendra smiled wide, unable to hold it back. "Fuck I love you."
"As well you should." I played with her hair some more. It wasn't often that it was me playing with hers rather than vice versa. "Now for real, is Dak a problem?"
"I pushed you guys into that whole thing, you know."
"I remember. Stop dodging the question."
"Dak isn't a problem."
"You promise?"
"Yes." Kendra caressed my cheek right back. "I know you love him, but it's not in the same way."
"That's right."
"Maybe... maybe it's been bothering me just a little how easy he gets you off."
"He gets me stupid horny," I said. "Not quite the same. You're still the one getting me off. Or in control of it, anyway."
"I have to work so hard to get you that stupid horny," Kendra said quietly.
"... so Dak is a problem?"
"No. Maybe. No, I don't think so." Kendra sighed. "I am being a little jealous I guess."
"We can stop messing around with him. Full stop. He'd understand."
"We could. It's fucking hot though, that's the problem."
I nodded, casually playing with Kendra's tits now. "It really is."
"Like... I don't know if I've ever been as stupid horny as you were when you passed out. But I've been pretty fucking worked up. Way more than usual."