Being a Whore for My Baby Boy Ch. 01
(continued from Pt. 1)
When I awoke the next day I was determined to end all sexual interaction with Tad, mostly because his late emotional development made him seem a lot younger than he was. Yet as the days passed, I couldn't help notice how that youthful demeanor worked together with his relentless sexual enthusiasm and enormous cock. It was like having a boy with a man's drives, and ubermensch's dick. Although Tad and I kept to ourselves after our unacknowledged mutual masturbation session, and Wolfie respected my decision to stop with Tad, the truth was that we were all excited by what had happened and wanted more of it. He was my baby, and his openness to letting me influence him held such delectably nasty possibilities. Then there was Wolfie whose constant fantasies about being a dirty mommy kept me smoldering. All of this worked on me as I tried to be good. After a week, my resolve to avoid Tad seriously deteriorated when I started watching Tad masturbate again, usually while Wolfie whispered what a filthy whore I was being.
One such night, with Wolfie in tow, I crept down to Tad's room. I saw him turn on the TV and search through a tape until he found two guys sucking each other in the "69" position. Even though I'd seen it a few times, it was so graphic that at first I couldn't pull my eyes away. When I did finally notice Tad, I was shocked to see him sitting on the edge of his bed with his back acutely bowed, both his hands gripping his colossal cock, and his mouth working on the head. He was barely able to get to it, and I surmised he must have recently discovered he could do this because he kept murmuring "mmmmmmmm" like he was having his first ever slice of pizza. Straining to reach it he continued to suck his own dick and watch the men on TV until I saw his volcanic flesh erupt sticky white magma. Tad ravenously licked, siphoned and gulped his spurting cum desperate to get it all, but like a melting ice cream carton, plenty still dribbled from his greedy mouth.
My baby's self-pleasuring spectacle left me in sexual shock, a strange mixture of pounding excitement and anxious distress I didn't understand. The first thing I did was cloister myself in my room with Wolfie for a fast and furious masturbation session. But my intense climax was immediately followed by a flood of tears into my pillow. Soft-hearted Wolfie was very concerned, but I couldn't explain my anguish to him at first.
After a few minutes of uncontrolled sobbing I finally said, "Oh Wolfie, what have we done to Tad? All he thinks about is sex. Is he going to have a normal life? Have we sabotaged his sex drive and made him all twisted?"
Laughing sympathetically Wolfie answered, "No silly, I don't think we are that responsible. Remember, he started playing with himself before we ever got involved. I also don't believe he's twisted, not yet anyway. I just think his late development has made him over-interested in sex."
"I don't know Wolfie, I worry we are making him a homosexual or turning him into a pervert!" I was still crying.
"Oh sure, you mean perverts like us?" Wolfie retorted acting hurt. "Besides, you can't make someone queer, everybody knows that. Tad is just horny, and he is so open that he's willing to try anything that feels good. That's what I think anyway."
"But don't you think we are encouraging him to be decadent?"
Wolfie sighed and said, "I suppose, but then who decides what is 'normal'? I guess we probably shouldn't be encouraging him, but are you ready to stop? Do you think Tad is ready to stop?"
"No," I admitted. I didn't think Tad was ready to call it quits, and I wondered if I could turn my back on it either as long as Tad kept going. His non-stop erotic mania was affording me the most exciting time of my life. Yet I couldn't quite accept that Tad's sexual antics were due only to exaggerated interest from his late development. He seemed obsessive, and I worried about that. After much fretting to Wolfie over it he finally suggested I have a talk with Tad, agreeing to stay on the line with me in case I needed his advice.
I went to Tad's room where he was jacking off again, this time to a scene of a Russian woman fucking several men at the same time. I asked Tad to come to my room when he got a chance. A few minutes later he walked in and I motioned for him to sit on my bed. I sat modestly across from him a few feet away, doing my best to keep my eyes from sinking to the bulky bulge that stressed the material of his boxers.
"Taddy," I began uneasily, "I . . . I was wondering . . . well, I mean, how are you feeling?"
"Good mommy."
"No problems at all baby, none whatsoever?" I said purposely injecting disbelief into my voice.
Tad looked puzzled. I needed to be more explicit. "What I am trying to ask you is about how you spend your time, like before you came in here. Do you feel okay about that?"
Tad's face turned red. "Oh, that," he said. "I thought it was alright to do it."
"Of course baby, it's okay. But I just wonder if you ever think about doing some other things. You haven't been outside in weeks Taddy, you hardly ever leave your room."
Tad began nervously bouncing his leg. He opened his mouth several times as though to speak, but then didn't.
"What is it Taddy," I asked, "you can tell mommy anything. You know that. Tell me."
Tad sat in silence for another minute before mumbling, "I can't stop."
Tad's subdued tone hadn't masked his urgency. I realized I'd stepped into hormonal momentum that was nowhere near ready to decelerate. Worse, I'd made him worry, when it wasn't fair to create doubts about something he couldn't help. I was now convinced Wolfie was right, that Tad's intensity was due to sex being thrust on him all of a sudden, before having a chance to gradually adjust like kids normally can. And Tad's words "I can't stop" told me he was feeling overwhelmed, and that trying to correct his "problem" would only add pressure. I started feeling guilty for having made things more difficult for him. I wanted to be supportive.
"Tad," I said gently, "don't worry about anything. Touching yourself is perfectly okay. Besides, I am sure that you are just fascinated with your new-found toy." We both smiled at the joke, and then broke into a long laughing session that included me tickling Tad and him rolling all over the bed trying to escape.
When we rested I gathered my courage and said, "Anyway, to finish what we were talking about. Wolfie suggested I let you get it out of your system, but I was worried when I saw you watching the gay tapes, and using your mouth on yourself. I thought maybe you were becoming gay!" Wolfie snorted in disagreement in my ear. I didn't care, I wanted to know for sure what was going on with my baby.
"No, that's not it mommy. You don't understand."
"What Taddy, what is it don't I understand?"