It started like any other Saturday night. A few of my friends came round to my place, ready for a night on the town. As usual, I was the last to get ready.
After almost an hour of my friends shouting upstairs, telling me to hurry up, I was ready. I called for a cab then poured myself a drink.
Before I'd had a chance to finish my vodka and coke, the cab had arrived. The five of us left the house and piled into the minivan.
As usual, we went straight to the club. A nightclub filled with hot gay guys and their tormenting straight mates.
After entering the club, we went to the bar to order a drink. Unlike my friends, this would have been my first drink, of the night. Once we all had our drinks, We gathered around the closest table.
We made small talk while sipping our drinks. By the time the others finished their drinks, they were pretty hyped up.
"Let's dance," Danny shouted.
"Yeah, let's go," Sean said, with a smile.
"Come on, Mark," Andy said, taking hold of my hand.
"No," I said, with a little giggle.
"Don't be boring," Sean said, tormenting me.
"No, you guys go and I'll get the drinks in," I said.
The idea of me paying for their drinks was enough for them to back off. The three of them walked into the crowd, closely followed by Matt.
I pulled my phone out of my pocket and leaned against the tabletop. I opened my Grindr app and started to scroll through. While scanning the screen, a voice came from behind me.
"Are there not enough guys in here for you?" They said.
I quickly turned, to see who it was. It was John, my brother.
"What are you doing here?" I said.
"Having drinks." He said, with sarcasm.
"You never come to the gay clubs," I said.
"Of all people, you should know that I love cock as well as pussy."
"Don't you normally find your shags online?" I said.
"Yeah, but I'm starting to enjoy the hunt." He said, with a strange smile.
In one movement, John took my pint glass from the table and downed my drink.
"You cheeky bastard." I snapped.
"Well, you weren't drinking it." He said, flashing a smile.
That smile, it was my weakness. That's how he got me to suck his cock for the first time.
"Don't look at me like that," I said.
"What?..." he smiled again, "don't know what you mean."
"You do," I said. Pushing my phone back into my pocket.
"I can't help myself around you," John said, brushing a hand over my cheek.
"Stop it!" I said, backing away from him.
"What's wrong?" He asked, looking concerned.
"You ended things with us, then you come over here, flirting," I said.
"I only finished it, because it started to feel wrong." He explained.
"We had so much fun," I said.
"Yeah, you are still the best fuck, that I've had," John said.
I just smiled back.
"We could do it again." He said.
"No way," I said.
"Why not?" John asked.
"You're my brother, you should know..." I took a deep breath. "how it hurt me when you dropped me after you got what you wanted from me."
"It wasn't like that." He said.
"That's how it felt," I said.
"It just started to feel wrong, I mean, I was fucking my own brother."
"I get that," I said.
"But you don't want it to happen again?" He said.
"I do want to, I just know that I shouldn't," I said.
"Ok, we'll leave it, for now." He said.
"Ok," I said.
"Do you want a drink?" John asked.
"Please, I wasn't enjoying that larger," I said.
"I'll get you something else then." He said.