Her heart pounding, Lily scrambled to her knees and fled to her room.
Even as her feet hit the stairs, she wasn't sure why. The deed was done. She'd sucked her father's cock. He'd come in her mouth. She'd loved that it had happened. She was pretty sure he'd felt the same.
But the look in his eyes, the gratification and bewilderment and amazement, had simply been too much. Lily's brain burned with the power of her transgression, the finality of what she'd done, with the force of her own arousal -- and his. So she fled.
Natalie sat on Lily's bed, looking up as Lily shut the door and put her back to it. The blonde's eyes widened and she broke into a smile.
"Did you do it? Oh my god, I can see it on your face. Literally, you've got... come here." Natalie fetched a tissue from the bedside table.
Lily complied, kneeling next to Natalie on the mattress. Natalie took her glasses and wiped them off, then wiped gently at Lily's face.
"My whole body's shaking," Lily said. "I don't think I could stand up right now if I wanted to."
"What happened afterward? What did he say?"
"He didn't say anything. I said 'I love you' and then I kind of ran away."
Natalie handed back the glasses. "Put those on so you can see my disapproving fucking frown."
"It was really awkward!" Lily protested in a stage whisper as she replaced her glasses. Her body was still quivering with arousal and adrenaline.
"Well, leaving the room before he could say anything or touch you is a sure way to make it not awkward."
Lily blushed. "I just... what if he yelled at me? What if I really screwed things up?"
Natalie brushed Lily's dark hair behind one ear. "My sweet little dumbass, if he was going to object and freak out because he didn't feel that way about you, he would have done it when his cock was in your mouth. Guys might frequently think with their dicks, but if he didn't secretly want to come in your mouth... he wouldn't have."
Lily sighed. "Should I go back down there?"
Natalie laughed and drew Lily into a hug. "No. He's probably pacing the floor right now, wondering what the hell he's going to say to you once he sees your face again. So give him some time to figure that out."
Lily looked up at her friend with a quizzical expression. "You almost sound like you've been through this before..."
Natalie bit her lip and glanced away. "A story for another time, okay? Right now, let's talk about where you want things to go next."
"Okay," Lily said hesitantly.
The blonde sat back and crossed her legs beneath her. "So. Let's get right to it. Do you want to fuck him?"
Lily took a deep breath. "Oh God, yes. I mean, if he... if that's something he..."
"Okay, settle down. Let's go with the assumption that's something he wants. Are you ready for the repercussions of that? Because blowing your dad, while a pretty serious change in your relationship, is something you could back off from. But if you start fucking him, that will change things pretty much forever."
Lily twisted her hair around her finger, thoughts racing. She wanted to be calm and analytical about this -- but at the same time, she didn't. She wanted to be more like Natalie, who seemed to weigh the options and then do whatever she wanted anyway. Ironic that Natalie was the one trying to advise caution, when she was the one who had all but goaded Lily into this situation in the first place...
"I want to," she blurted, before she had time to second-guess herself any further.
"Okay," Natalie said with a conspiratorial grin. "Now, assuming he doesn't beat down the door in the next five minutes and just take you hard against the wall, we can plan for how you'll make that happen."
"Plan?" Lily said. The thought of her dad taking her against the wall momentarily pushed everything else out of her imagination.
"Oh, yeah. We have to have a plan. We need to make you irresistible to him, so he basically has no choice but to fuck your brains out."
Lily laughed softly. "Jesus, Nat. Okay, what do we do?"
Natalie tied her blonde hair into a ponytail with the tie from her wrist. "First, I stop fucking him. I don't even suck him off. Without me to release the pressure, he'll soon start thinking of you. He'll already be thinking of you, but soon he'll be doing it non-stop."
"Okay."
"He'll probably want to have 'the talk' really soon, where you two discuss what happened and work out what to do. He may want to back off. His fatherly instinct is to protect you, even from himself."
Lily listened, pushing her glasses up on her nose.
Natalie counted off on her fingers. "You have to do three things: ensure him that you want this, reassure him it's okay that he wants it, and dress in a way that will make him crazy. Most of your clothes are bullshit, so you can borrow some of mine. Plus, it's summer, so we can get away with wearing a lot less."
"You really have had experience with this, haven't you?"
Natalie gave her a stern look. "Lily. We're talking about you. Story for another time, okay?"
"Fine. Then what?"
"Easy. Then you just keep putting yourself half-naked in his field of vision until he cracks. Drop things in front of him and bend over so he can see your boobs or your ass. It's not rocket science. Sooner or later, he won't be able to take anymore."
Lily made a face. "Are you sure I shouldn't go down there now and talk to him? I feel kinda bad."
Natalie shook her head. "Right now, he's just had an orgasm and he's feeling guilty and confused. If you wait until he's horny again, you'll have a much better chance of getting what you both want."
"God, you make it sound like it's..."
"What? Immoral? It is!" Natalie giggled. "That's what makes it so fun."
"It's like I'm manipulating him, though."
"Lily, do you love him?"
"Of course. He's my dad."
"And you want to make him happy, right? And you're pretty sure he feels the same way?"
"Yeah," Lily said, a little hesitantly.
"Then don't worry about it. Either this will happen, or it won't. Just be honest with him. He's a grown man. Flashing a little skin isn't magic. It's just showing him what he could have if he wanted it."
Lily shrugged and nodded, not entirely sure if she agreed, but willing to follow Natalie's lead for now. Still, she wondered how exactly Natalie knew so much about this...
"Now," Natalie said. "We'd better start our day. I'll distract your dad for a bit while you take a nice long shower and pick out an outfit."
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Lily locked herself in the bathroom, ran the water hot, and soaped herself up. She tried to take her mind off the events of that morning, but she couldn't. Within a minute of standing under the water, the fantasies began to flow: her father interrupting her shower, demanding an explanation. Scolding her as she stood naked under the water. Turning her around and pushing her against the shower wall, smacking her ass to punish her, his shirt and pants getting soaked. Another smack as he chastised her. Bad girl. His fingers slipping down her back, under her ass and between her legs...
Lily slipped two fingers into herself with a moan, leaning against the warm tiles of the shower stall. It took only moments for her to massage herself to a shuddering orgasm, water running down her face and into her mouth.
"Dad," she dared whisper into the roar of the running water, the word slipping out like a plea.
When the pleasure passed through her, she finished her shower, dried herself off, and wrapped herself in a towel.
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Lily returned to the bedroom to find her phone lighting up. She plucked it from the bed and found text messages from Natalie.
[your dad sent me away!]