So many people start their marriage life at the age of 32 or more but at this age I already enjoyed it for eight years and finished it also before six months. Now I am living as a widower in the palace like house 'Bihari Mansion' named after me. No one whom I can say my own is around me except servants. I confined myself to solitariness of my master bed room with king size bed, huge adjustable sofa set, very large Belgium glass revolving mirror fitted by the side of my bed and needless to say with general room size bathroom fitted with mini swimming pool size bath tub, jet showers, sprinkle showers and much more. Vehicles did not come out of the garage for long.
It is not so that there is no any close to me in this world. My parents are only 120 miles away from me in a small town running their money lending business. My younger brother Radhe 11 years younger than me is also with them, though not co-operating the father in his whimsical business but paying more attention to his own theatrical interests playing the role of females. I spoke several times to mom to make dad ready to live together with me. I also told her if they are not worried about the prestige of the family of land lords but they should not forget to think of my position and palace in the society and must send Radhe here to get rid of his nasty interests deteriorating for the prestige of the whole family.
At last one evening when I was walking in the open portico a taxi entered through the main iron gates of my building and out came my younger brother Radhe wearing tight jeans and pullover. He bowed down on my feet and I raised him and affectionately kissed him on his head. My happiness knew no bounds. We came inside the house. He was very happy also. I ordered servants to prepare delicious dishes. I last saw him 5 years ago and during the course of time he changed a lot. Curly hairs covering temples, tender moustache, high stature, broad chest and fully grown up man but innocence and childish smile on his face was still prevailing. I asked him lot of questions about mom, dad, dad’s business and from here and there. We took dinner together. Servants went to their servant quarters. We came to our bedroom and Radhe sat besides me on the sofa.
Radhe was very obedient to me and he always gave me fatherly treat .I asked him about his theatrical achievements and he felt little ashamed and lowered his eyes. I told him to live here like a prince, free from all the worries, to have aristocrat hobbies like horse riding, hunting etc. etc., but must stop to play female roles in cheap walking theatres. There was no doubt that his female like face and figure was made for such roles but he was not born in such a family. He told me he was tired of those habits and decided to live with me, to obey me and to co-operate me in my business affairs. I became very happy to know about his feelings and let him sleep with me on my king size bed. He was tired of the journey and slept soon.
But I was not so lucky, sleep was miles away from me. As I lay on the bed my mind began to wander in all the familiar territories of my past and I did not know when I caught in the grip of deep sleep. It might be very early morning when I suddenly became aware that my younger brother Radhe was almost in my embrace. His womanly ass was pressing against my pelvis and I soon realized my hard on. It was feeling warm, very comfortable and at the same time exciting also and that prevented me to change my position. I began to wonder whether it happened accidentally but truly speaking I liked it. Radhe seemed in deep sleep and at the same time I also remained in the very position pretending to be in sleep.
My deceased wife Mala was a very charming and sexy lady. She was very demanding and at the same time very actively co-operating in every sort of sexual activity. I always thought of new ways, new positions, new situations to enjoy sex and she was a lady who not only encouraged me in my adventures but also showed me very amazing and fantastic ways of enjoying sex and for this reason she was a woman not to be forgotten easily. After her depart I began to live in the world of fantasies and only fantasies.
I was never a homosexual and never experienced it but I enjoyed a lot of anal sex and that too in different ways with Mala. In my fantasies I many times dreamt to have at my disposal a very charming, handsome and obedient boy in his early manhood who would feel his earnest duty to full fill my every desire, to take my every will as his command. Surely Radhe was much more than my fantasy boy. This unconscious gifted incident was enough to rise that homosexual hidden within me and it began to desire vehemently to come out. But at the same time I was much conscious not to spoil this opportunity by any kind of hasty activity and at the same time I also did not like to make any seemingly approach from my side. My younger brother had high esteem for me, he regards me as his father and I did not want to be disgraced before him and develop disgust for me in his mind. It seemed to me as if he was pressing his ass upon my hardness but I decided finally to read his mind fully before taking any kind of liberties.
Next day I explained him lot of things about my business and told him to handle it with full authority, to take his own decisions and he showed even more regards for me. In the late evening I was all alone in the house, all the servants had gone to celebrate some function of their kin and Radhe was taking the bath. I sat on my sofa and began to think of the ways to make my younger brother my pet. Then Radhe came out of the bathroom in T-shirt and half pant. He was looking very smart and the curves of his body were soothing to my eyes. I was sure he also applied some sort of make up in that he was an expert. He came near to me and stood by the side of my sofa.
"Hey Radhe, you are looking very smart and charming today. Have you any special program to night? Today there is no any present in the house; all have gone to celebrate. In situations like this I feel very lonely in this big house but now you have come here and I will be certainly going to enjoy your company very much which I already missed a lot from the most beloved one of my own like you."
"Brother I enjoy to have bath at evening and yours is the bathroom I always dreamt."
"No my dear you are the master of every thing I possess. Feel free to use every thing present here. If you like to have anything order the servants they will fetch. There are lots of aristocrat cosmetics and you see there is no any to use them. It is your age and of course princely build up to use such things. You should live in fashion and style."
