SATURDAY AFTERNOON
Being as drunk as we had been the previous night, and after so many orgasms in less than 24 hours, my 18-year-old daughter, Cait, and I eventually drifted into a thoroughly solid and satisfying nap. We slept for a couple of hours, still quite naked and closely intertwined on top of my big king size bed. I eventually roused to the sensation of extreme numbness in one of my arms, and I realized it had been pinned beneath my daughter as she cuddled up next to me. I very gently and slowly worked my arm from under her, trying not to wake her. And as I massaged my own numb hand and arm I gazed at her beautiful nude form with the perfect mixture of love and lust.
Now that I was fully sober, and, at least for the time being, sexually satiated, my mind began to focus on the "lust" part of my feeling for my daughter. There was no question that what I had done with my own flesh-and-blood child would be considered universally immoral to just about any society. There was also the fact that I had just cheated on my wife of 20 years. I had been quite faithful to Heather all these years. Sure, there had been temptations, flirtatious comments with the occasional female here or there, at places of work, travel, the usual places, but I had
always
been good about resisting the temptation. I liked to think that I never would have done this.
But I had with my daughter. The real question was, had I succumbed to the temptation
because
Cait was my daughter? In a most twisted way, it didn't
feel
like cheating. It wasn't as if I'd hooked up with some random chick at an anonymous hotel room. I had a very well established and loving relationship with Cait. But now it was sexual. It was incest.
I also had to face up to the fact that, although Cait was 18 and legally an adult, she was still just a kid, and I was an adult well over twice her age. It had been my responsibility to prevent this from happening, to
not
take advantage of an innocent young women, regardless of whether she was my daughter. Nevertheless, the deed was done. And, incredibly, Cait seemed to have taken to becoming my lover as eagerly and readily as if had just been meant to be.
I leaned up on an elbow and used my free hand to brush a stray lock of hair from Cait's cheek. I looked her up and down, basking in her sheer nudity. She was on her side, and her hip curved up distinctly from her narrow waist. Her breasts were firm and moved gently with her breathing. I could lay here forever with her. I could literally fall in love with my own daughter and make love with her until we both grew old. But what we were doing was so outside of the realm of normalcy, I knew I would have to figure out just what this really was going to turn into. How could this possibly work out? How could this possibly last? How could this possibly impact my marriage in any other way but disastrously?
Cait and I definitely need to have a talk. Ironically, this whole weekend had been intended to be a discussion around the "Birds and the Bees," and it had been my assignment to ensure that Cait appreciated the reality of sexuality and other adult behaviors when she left for her freshmen year in college soon. Well, the birds and the bees part became a
literal
demonstration! But I was still this girl's father, and I knew that, moving forward, I would need to do the right thing. I desperately wanted to continue to be this girl's lover, but I was now determined to find out what was truly going on in her mind, in her conscience, in her heart, before I dared approach her in a sexual way again.
With this new sense of responsibility in mind, I slowly climbed out of the bed, careful not to wake Cait, and made my way into the walk-in closet. I grabbed a long terrycloth robe and put it on. I padded down to Cait's bedroom, found her robe, and brought it back to the master bedroom. I laid it carefully on the bed next to Cait, then got a spare blanket and covered my beautiful daughter's nakedness.
While she continued sleeping I made my way to the kitchen and put on a kettle for tea. I wasn't exactly a tea guy, but anticipating the seriousness of the conversation I was soon going to have with my daughter, I figured I should prepare something soothingโthat
wasn't
booze, though depending on how this pending conversation went, I might certainly need a shot or two.
The kettle was just coming on to boil when Cait came into the kitchen.
"Hi, Daddy," she said. I turned to face her and stiffened.
She was nude.
"H-hi, pumpkin," I stammered, suddenly feeling very awkward.
She smiled at me, rubbed a little sleep from her eye, then made a face at my robe, and I knew why. When this whole sexual adventure had begun we had made a playful lover's pact that we would remain as 100% nude as possible the rest of the weekend.
"Honey," I said, "you are absolutely gorgeous, but, well, I want to have a bit of a chat with you, and it will be a little less, um, distracting, if you could put a little something on."
She gave me a look, wondering perhaps if I was kidding around with her, but she seemed to sense how awkward I was feeling. She nodded.
"Okay, Daddy, be right back."
My cock actually gave a yearning twitch when I watched her twirl on her foot and saunter away, her perfect round ass cheeks swaying firmly back and forth. But no,
no
goddammit, I had to be an actual dad for the moment. I willed my penis to behave under the thick robe, and I poured two mugs of tea.
Cait came back into the kitchen wearing the robe I had brought her. It was a fairly short robe. Having had sex with me, she obviously wasn't worried about it occasionally coming open, giving me peeks at her large breasts, but at least it was
something
. I gestured the bar area of the counter, where we had had breakfast, and I handed her one of the steaming mugs.
"Cait..." I started, stopped.
She reached out and put a hand on mine. "It's okay, Daddy, just say what's on your mind."
I sipped some tea, stalling for time. The warmth of it going down my throat was soothing, as it had been intended to be.
"Cait," I began again, "I want you to know that, first and foremost, I love you as a daughter. You are the most precious thing to me on this planet. You know that, right?"
She blushed. "I do, Daddy, and I love you too. You are the most amazing father a girl could ever want."
"And that's...well, that's the thing." I watched her carefully. "I am your father." Her blush faded. Her almost perpetual smile flattened a bit. She was a smart girl, she had to know where I was going with this. I tried to continue, "What we have been doing...it's been so special, so wonderful, but...but I meanโ"
"Daddy," Cait gently interrupted, leaning forward a bit and patting my hand again. "I think I know what you're trying to say."
"Y-you do?"
"Of course," she said. "I may be rather new at this, but I am not naรฏve. I know this is not what a father and daughter should normally be doing."
"Exactly," I said, "and I'm worried about the overall impact this is going to have on your life, on
both
of our lives. I feel guilty for what I have done."
"Dad," Cait suddenly said firmly, leaning closer. "Please, let's get it established right now that I do
not
want you to feel guilty. You did