Author's note: This fictional tale includes interracial incest, mature and group sex, and a bit of violence (non-sexual). All depicted sex involves conscious live humans aged 18+. This sequel to a requested revision of AS SIMPLE AS BLACK AND WHITE? (With significant changes in relationships) is told from Isadora's POV. Enjoy!
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(Who the fuck are we? We are family!)
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It all started when Rory saved my ass. It all ended with... well, no, it has not ended yet. How will it end? WILL it end? I dunno.
Let me set this straight. I did not know Rory was my brother when I started fucking him. Really, I did not, no way! And Vanessa, our mother? NO! Not just no, but HELL NO! We did NOT know she was our mother when we started fucking her! How could we?
But once we started fucking our mother, we did not stop.
I was going to pose a question: "...we did not stop. Was that wrong?" But that would be asking for judgment. Who are you to judge? What gives you the moral authority to approve or condemn how people live? Do not give me any religious or psychobabble crap. Just judge your own heart.
Judging right or wrong... That can get tricky, depends on who appoints themselves to the task, yeah? I see it like this: 'Right' is helping people. 'Wrong' is hurting people. 'Morality' is about survival. If something helps people survive, it's moral. If it doesn't, it's immoral. Is that too simple? Well then, write your own fucking rules. Have fun.
But I'm getting away from the story. It all started when Rory saved my ass. Or when I rewarded Rory by giving him my ass. Or it started when Vanessa and I started loving, or when we all did. Or maybe it actually started when we found who we were. I'll get to that.
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"So girl, how're you doing with that white guy?" My best friend Lucinda drained her coffee and poured another cup. We sat at my kitchen table, remains of chocolate donuts scattered on paper plates. "That save-your-ass shit, yeah, that's wicked heavy."
"That's where it all started. Next step was, I brought Rory right here to my apartment, and I fucked him to death. Then he fucked me to death. Then we fucked each other to death a few more times, and a few more, and again. And we survived! Praise the Lord!" I waved my palms in the air. Lucinda grunted.
"Hmmph. Sounds dangerous. How does he compare to the brothers, y'know, anatomically speaking?" Lucinda patted her bleached hair. She is so vain!
"He's no midget and he knows how to use it! I tell ya Luci, he's great."
"You're making me jealous now! Oh well, you were always the pretty one. Go on now, tell me all about him, and you, and everything."
"Not all our fuck-to-deaths were that first night, of course not. We've got it stretched into a fucking full-blown relationship. First in my rooms here. Then in his house, it's a long hour away from Long Beach, way up in Fontana. His neighborhood's about like here, maybe a little whiter, but not by much. Yeah, Rory's stayed over with me sometimes, mostly weekends. Do we fuck a lot? Well, yes", I grinned big. "I take all of him I can!"
"But that's not all. Good thing I'm taking my classes online; I couldn't do all this if I was working and on campus too. I started helping him take care of his aunt Vanessa. She's a mostly Iroquois woman with sharp features and a tight, copper-dark body, yeah, lighter than mine but redder too. She was pretty mental when I first met her."
I told Luci how Rory set up one of Vanessa's rooms as a mini-gym so she is well exercised and healthy. Another room became an office where she wrote and sold imaginative pieces fueled by her mental states. Her expanded 1920's California Bungalow was guarded by fences and spiny hedges and was nice and comfortable inside. Rory had really knocked himself out, fixing the house.
"Now, taking care of her... at first, that meant helping with waking, bathing, dressing, and feeding her. But she reacted very well to me, especially when we began showering together. And then talking - she actually spoke! For the first time in years!"
"What, was she a mute or something?" Lucinda was so indelicate at times.
"No, like I said, she was mental, very withdrawn. My being there has really brought her out! Now she talks, and tells me tales, and she's so beautiful! And she has this attitude. Like, 'It's much too late to relax now so I'll just go straight to bed'. Pretty phat, hey?" Luci grunted at that one, too.
I told Lucinda about the caring and laughing, and how much better Vanessa was now. But I could not tell her everything. I could not tell her about our lovemaking, me and Vanessa.
Oh, don't get me wrong - I really loved Rory, fuck yes! And I didn't want Lucinda to think I'd gone queer on her. I certainly was not queer
for
her, not Luci. I didn't play dykey games with my old friends. But Vanessa... I dunno, there was just something about Vanessa, something... magnetic.
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It started in the shower. We had a routine: I woke Vanessa, got her out of bed, out of her pajamas, and into the shower. I stripped too - no need to soak my clothes. Before I started helping Rory, he did all this wearing swim trunks. Not me. I got naked. I lathered and scrubbed her lithe coppery body, and shampooed and massaged her scalp. After a few sessions, she opened up and did the same for me. I felt like I was almost her shadow.
I know that Rory watched us sometimes. Vanessa probably knew, too.
We were not serious there. No, it was always fun, touchy-feely, giggly fun. And more and more fun. We moved from sudsing and scrubs and scouring, to tickles and giggles, to light kisses... to deep kisses. And more.
I remember the first deep kiss. We washed each other's breasts, and torsos, and legs, and crotches. We usually exchanged light lip-pecks afterwards.
Not this time. We soaped and rinsed. Vanessa wrapped her arms around my neck. "You are so sweet, Isadora. You feel so good. You make me feel so good." She kissed my mouth. My lips parted. Our tongues danced. We were at a red line - would we cross it?
Not that time. We kissed and embraced, but that was all. Vanessa seemed to feel no need to push anything, and neither did I. We broke from our shared kiss, and smiled, and dried off and dressed, and emerged into the day.