I woke a little later to the sound of my phone ringing I reached over to answer it, when I felt a body next to me. I looked to see my brother, my very naked, yet handsome and gorgeous brother. I looked at the caller id and seen it was Dan I stiffened as I then looked at the clock and seen it was 7 at night. I then heard a light growling as I looked to Brendon.
"Hey B are you hungry?" I asked as I kissed his cheek.
"Yeah, I am starved, how about you?" He asked
"I am too let go see what we have and I'll cook." I said I got out of bed and grabbed my blue boy shorts and my blue tank top. I watched my brother as he watched me get dressed. He then scooted to the end of the bed and pulled me into his lap and kissed me very passionately.
"Lanie I love you more than you know. What I mean is I know it's wrong but I am in love with you. I want us to be together forever. I would never hurt you I promise. Please just you and me." Brendon said I was completely shocked at by what he was saying. I could see the lust he had in his eyes. I placed my hand to the side of his face and kissed his lips and I had to smile. I then heard mom's voice again going through my head. "I love you both be good and have fun, you have my blessing."
"Oh my god she knew." I said as I sat there looking at Brendan with a crooked smile.
"Who knew what?" Brendan asked
"This morning after everything and you cried yourself to sleep in my arms mom called. Her and I talked she's not coming home until Friday. She had to help a client in Chicago." I said
"Ok so we have the house to ourselves." Brendan said
"Yes we do till Friday night. But Mom then said something to me I wasn't sure what she was talking about. But I now understand what she meant by it. B how long have you been in love with me?" I asked as he put his head down and looked away from me. He then started to get up I reached out to take a hold his hand.
"That's why I kept saying I'm sorry. While Sara and I were fooling around I sort of called her you. She smacked me and called me sick. That's why she slapped you." Brendan said
"Wow so how long?" I asked
"Lanie I have been in love with you for a little over two years. And Mom knows how I feel about you." Brendan said
"That's what she meant." I said
"What did she said?" Brendan asked
"I love you both be good and have fun,
you have my blessing." I said this was all too much. I needed to think about what was going on in my head and the fact that I was now thinking about him and I forever. But we couldn't there was no way that it could ever happen.
I walked out of my room and down to the kitchen and grabbed the food out of the fridge and started to cook dinner. My mind was racing with everything that had happened. I finished putting dinner in the oven when everything hit me. I started to cry as I sank to the floor rocking myself back and forth. How could anything ever be simple between the two of us ever again, he was my brother this couldn't be happen. I couldn't think I needed to get away I grabbed my keys and I ran out of the house to the car. As I was backing out of the drive I looked up to my bedroom window, there stood Brendan. I continued out of the drive and down the road. I had no clue where I was going just that I needed to drive. I needed to think about this and everything that was happening. How could I be falling in love with my baby brother? How could I ever face him again knowing that what we shared was wrong in every possible way.
All I know is he has made me feel like no one has ever made me feel. I was a sweet, sexual, and very loving. In all my boyfriends I have never really felt anything like that. With Dan it was all about sex and more sex. I felt used and well in his latest abused. As I drove around town I felt my ribs as I knew that's where the bruise was. I hadn't realized just where I was going I just needed to think. Before I knew it I was at the grave yard where our father was buried. I got out and walked to his grave. I then sat down and started to cry again. It had taken me almost a full twenty minutes to get myself together to even try to talk to my father.
"Oh daddy I wish you were here. I am so confused and lost... there is so much going on in my life and it's all too confusing." I said as I felt his presence here with me it was as if I could hear him.
'It's alright child everything will be ok. Trust your heart, follow it and you'll be fine.'
I thought about it and it made sense what dad had always told me growing up. It was always the same thing trust your heart. The heart knows what it wants no matter how wrong it was or right you'll know because your heart would tell you. The ringing of my phone brought me out of my trance. I looked to see it was again Dan.
"Hello." I said
"Baby I am so sorry for everything I did. I want to make it up to you can I come see you?" Dan asked as I sat there, just talking to him I felt scared. I found myself wanting Brendan. My mind was on him, the things that we shared he loved me. And I loved him with everything I had. But still how could we make it work. "Hello Lanie."
"Sorry Dan. No I think it's best if we end it. I am done letting you hurt me. I want someone who loves me and won't hurt me." I said thinking of nothing but Brendan.
"I can change." Dan said
"Sorry but I found someone who loves me he wouldn't ever hurt me." I said as I hung up and knew just what I needed to do. I looked back a t my father's grave I prayed he understood.
"Daddy please don't hate me for what I am about to do. But I am in love with Brendan and I want to spend the rest of my life with him. I just hope that we can find a way to get through this. I love you daddy."
I left the grave yard and I started back to the house my heart was beating wildly in anticipation. I couldn't wait till I got home to tell Brendan the news that it was him. He was going to the one for me I wanted what he wanted, us together. I rounded the corner to our street and pulled into the drive way and looked at the neighbors. I then realized that I still in my underwear and tank top. But I didn't care all I wanted was Brendan and I could care less who saw me. I got out of the car and ran to the house I opened the door and there I found him sitting on the steps crying. I knew why he was crying it was my fault. I had left him after he told he loved me and wanted us to be together forever. I walked over to him and took his hand and pulled him up so he was standing in front of me. I then kissed his lips and slid my tongue into his mouth. My hands traveled from his face to his chest all he was wearing was a pair of boxers. I could see the tent in his shorts forming. My hand traveled farther to his ass pulling him closer to me.
"Why did you leave?" Brendan asked as I guided him to the couch and made sure the blinds were closed. I walked back over to him and sat on his lap with the head of his cock was pushing against my underwear.
