Chapter One
"Come on Caz," Vanessa moaned. "It'll be fun. You need to have a bit of fun; we both do!"
I frowned. Although a music festival -- even a minor one like this would be great, going camping wasn't my idea of fun. Not even in August. The British weather is infamous for its unreliability and I didn't see why this summer should be any more predictable than it had been during the previous eighteen years of my life. The thought of wading through all that mud in a short summer dress and wellies once again made me shudder.
"I dunno Ness," I whined.
"Don't be a misery! It'll be great. It's on a proper campsite with toilets and showers and a shop and it's only fifteen minutes' walk from the town. The pubs are okay, there's even two clubs and they have barbecues on the beach."
"Well maybe..." I began.
"The bands are good. And there'll be boys too!"
She whispered the last sentence as if passing on a state secret.
"But we won't know them," I protested.
"That's even better, isn't it? You can do what you want, and no-one back here will know," Vanessa continued.
"I'm not sure..."
"Come on Caz. We deserve a treat after all those exams. We'll be at Uni next year. Relax, it'll be fun. Booze, boys and a bit of weed. What's not to like?"
I thought about it. Put that way, the idea sounded a lot better, but I was still only a maybe.
"And I've heard that Kieron's going to be there," my friend said in a singsong, teasing voice.
"Kieron?"
I stopped moaning and listened; this was important news.
Kieron was my brother Paul's best friend. A year older than me and drop-dead gorgeous, Kieron and I had got with each other at parties twice over the past year, much to my brother's annoyance. We had kissed until our lips went numb and I had let him grope me comprehensively both times.
Paul had seen some of what was going on and hadn't been at all happy; sisters were supposed to be out of bounds. He didn't know that I had actually let Kieron get as far as fingering me through my panties in a dark corner of that same party.
I would have let him get a lot further too if we hadn't been interrupted, but that was as far as it had gone so far. Kieron and I had been exchanging messages since, but as yet, hadn't been on a proper date so to my severe disappointment, I could not yet call myself his girlfriend.
On the surface I was being as casual as I could, but underneath, I had the hots for Kieron big-time.
"Yes, Caroline," Ness continued in the same teasing voice. "Keiron! Chris Fielding told Sam and Sam told me. Chris and Kieron are going to be staying on the same site as us."
"Ah! Now I get it!" I laughed.
"What?" she asked aggressively.
"Chris Fielding?" I said slowly and teasingly. "Chris 'oh my God I think I've gone to heaven' Fielding?"
"Shut up Caz!"
Sam was Ness' older brother and a friend of both my brother and Kieron. Yes, I know it's complicated. All three boys were tall, athletic and had been on the same rugby team at school. All three were home from their various Universities for the summer and were causing mayhem among the newly-eighteen-year-old girls who were about to follow them to college in September.
Which of course, included us.
In terms of attractiveness, it was hard to choose between the three of them. Indeed, Vanessa had already had a brief fling with my brother. It had ended badly the same night Kieron's hands had found their way into my panties, hence Paul's bad temper with me when he caught us.
Paul and Ness had been an item for about three months. At first, the idea of my brother and my best friend being in bed together had upset me more than I could bear -- if sisters were off limits, why not brothers too? But they had seemed happy together, so I gritted my teeth and tried not to let my annoyance show.
The two had got drunk the night of the break-up, and had one of those stupid rows, this time over Paul's attitude to another girl. The girl in question was Becky, another of our friends. Ness had accused Paul of flirting when he was supposed to have been exclusively with her.
The jury was still undecided on the extent of his guilt. Becky was predatory, an easy lay and had fancied Paul for years. She was an obvious target to accuse in a row, but even so, I knew for certain that there had been more than a grain of truth in Ness' accusation.
I felt guilty for having let her know that I had seen the two of them kissing. I wasn't entirely sure why I had done it; I wasn't usually one to grass my brother to the Feds, but there had been something about seeing the two of them together that had got my goat big time.
The row that followed would have been entertaining to watch if it hadn't hurt my brother so much.
Vanessa had barely spoken to Paul since the break-up. I knew he was very cut up about the whole thing, and badly wanted to get back with her. I couldn't blame him; with her long red hair and impressive figure, Ness was very striking indeed. What with me being tall, dark and skinny like my brother, she made me feel dowdy whenever we went out shopping or to parties.
I could have killed to have Ness' huge boobs, and as for the shape of her bottom...
Anyway, no longer distracted by her relationship with Paul, my best friend was free to pursue her regular crush -- Chris Fielding.
Another of the tall, dark and handsome group of boys to which my brother and Keiron belonged, Chris had been Vanessa's crush since she was thirteen. They had snogged together a handful of times over the years, and Chris had fingered her at least twice, but then he had fallen for Alice, the two of them had quickly discovered real sex, and Vanessa had been dropped like a stone.
Alice was the leggy, but distinctly un-intellectual blonde that Chris had been with for nearly three years. Their relationship had been mostly faithful - Chris having only had the occasional wander into forbidden territory, his forays into Ness' knickers being the most significant.
Alice and I had been at school together from the age of four and would have been as close friends as Ness and I were, if Chris and his cock hadn't got in the way.
But they had got in the way, and once he had got into Alice's knickers -- something that had happened very quickly and at an early age - the two of them had been having sex more frequently and for longer than anyone else I knew.
As the longest-standing couple in the school, the wise money was on the two of them ending up married.
The more cynical money was on her getting pregnant long before a ring was on her finger.
The wisest money of all knew that this had already happened.
As far as I was aware, only Alice, her mother and I knew about her daughter's condition. And I only knew because it had been me that found my friend on her knees in the girl's toilet at school, retching into the lavatory bowl with tears streaming down her face and a positive pregnancy test on the floor alongside.
From her continued predatory attitude towards Chris, Vanessa clearly had no idea things with Alice had got that serious, but I had been sworn to silence and now had to watch the relationship car crash taking place in slow motion in front of my eyes.