"You shouldn't apologize so much," Katie said as she stood a little taller to un-rack the bar.
I felt the weight suddenly shift onto my hands. Katie stumbled slightly. I gripped tighter and quickly pulled up, releasing some of the tension from her shoulders. "Shit!" Katie exclaimed. "I guess I wasn't really ready for that much weight yet."
"I got you," I said assuringly. "Just, take it slow, and watch your form. You don't want to blow your back out."
Katie giggled. "I'm not opposed to that..."
"I mean... you know... just lift with your legs... so you don't hurt your back." I tried to recover from my totally unintentional sexual reference.
Katie started her first rep, sinking down slowly into a squat position. I pulled my hips back as she pushed her butt and dropped. She bounced slightly at the bottom, and then began to press back up. But her back was bent forward a little too far, and as she struggled to straighten up, I lifted the bar slightly to release the pressure. "Keep your back straight," I suggested.
"Like this?" Katie pressed backward, straightening her back, pressing down on her heels. In the process, her body was closer to mine. She stood up. I looked down and saw the beads of sweat forming along her spine, slowly making their way down to the small of her back. As she dropped back down into the squat, her leggings formed a tiny gap along her back, where the sweat dribbled down and out of site. As she stood back up, I could see the tiny hairs along her back and neck. I took a deep breath in, the smell of shampoo and lotion and sweat combined. On the next squat, she wobbled. Instinctively, I moved closer to help balance the weight across her shoulders. Standing over her, I could see the curves of the top of her breasts forming a deep valley. Beads of sweat rolling off the hills of flesh lead down to her tight stomach. I could feel myself getting hard. She pressed back up, struggling more now. "A little help," she said feebly.
Unable to get a solid grip on the bar, I moved closer and pulled up to help her carry the weight. The muscles in my chest and arms flexed as her ass pressed hard against me. I was unable to hide the effect she was having on me. I tried to pull my hips back, but Katie moved back with me as she attempted to rack the bar. My dick nestled snuggle against her ass as she leaned back into me harder.
I was trapped. Once she had the bar settled onto the supports, she gave wiggled against me and giggled. "Thanks for the help, John."
I smiled sheepishly. "Anytime, Katie." I felt another flood of emotions. This beautiful young woman was, it seemed, throwing herself at me. I was turned on and confident, and yet felt incredibly guilty and ashamed, all at the same time.
Finally, Katie turned around, relieving me from being pinned by her ass, but still standing uncomfortably close. She placed her hand on my shoulder and smiled seductively. A strand of dark brown hair fell into her face. "John, I've gotta run to get ready for breakfast with my girls..."
I just nodded and stared into her eyes.
She leaned even closer, inches from my face. "I hope your girlfriend can take care of that for you..." she whispered glancing down briefly. "If not... maybe I'll see you around soon?" She stood back up on her heels and spun around.
I watched dumbfounded as she slowly walked away, her ass bouncing and hips swaying. As she reached the doors, she took one last look back and waved. I waved back.
Crossing Lines
I took the long way back to the room. I needed a walk. I ordered a protein shake from the juice bar at the gym and stepped out onto the upper deck. The cool ocean breeze hit me hard. It was exactly what I wanted. I stood and let it wash over me. The sun was up now, and the warmth felt good on my skin, as the wind whipped away drying off the sweat. I walked towards the back of the boat, where our room was. The decks were still fairly empty at this hour, and I was grateful for the quiet and calm. I tried to let my mind clear. But all my thoughts kept coming back to Amy.
Katie was sexy and seductive. She clearly wanted my attention, and I was relishing in the fact that I could garner that from a young, attractive woman I had just met. It was exhilarating, and thrilling, and fun. Kind of like when I first met Suzi. But there was so much of my past with Suzi still holding me back. The memory and love of my late wife... and of course, Amy.
The thought of Amy waiting for me in our room, allowed me to push thoughts of Katie aside. It made my heart skip a beat. She was already mine. There was no pretense, no fear, no explanation. She already had my heart, my soul. She knew, she understood, everything about me. And now, I understood too. I understood what she meant when she said she knew what I needed, what I wanted. I didn't feel the weight of the past holding me back with her. On the contrary, it felt like we belonged. But I was still hesitant.
I reached our room. I stood outside the door and sucked a deep breath in. I held it, listening quietly. I heard nothing. I quietly tapped the card against the door. The beep and electronic latch unlocking seemed loud, and I didn't want to wake Amy. I pushed the door open slowly.
I had resolved to talk to Amy about what happened. What I was feeling. The things I struggled with. The things I needed to let go of. I knew what she wanted. And now, I knew what I wanted -- at least I felt like I had a slightly better sense of it. But I also knew I'd need time. Time to adjust to, whatever it was that was happening between us.
The room was brighter than when I left. The shade from the balcony door had been pulled back, and the view of the open water was spectacular. The sun sparkled across the water and seemed to reflect into the room. I made my way past the door, letting it slowly close behind me. Stepping through the entryway, past the bathroom door, and into the main room.
I wasn't sure what I was going to walk into, but whatever it was, I was not prepared for this. Amy was still lying in bed, but she was not asleep. My eyes washed over her with lust, taking in the sight unfolding before my eyes.
Her entire dress was bunched around her waist. Her breasts completely exposed. One hand gripped the firm flesh of her right tit, squeezing and pinching her very erect nipple between her fingers. The other hand, held her thong to the side. Her thumb furiously worked her engorged clit, as two fingers dug into the folds of her very wet pussy. Amy held her eyes shut tight, her mouth in a perpetual "o" shape, as she let out little grunts between shallow breaths.
"Yes," she moaned approvingly. "Right there... oh fuck... yes... daddy." I stepped back slightly, hiding in the shadow of the entryway.
"Fu..." Her breath was getting more labored and quick. "Fu... fu.... fuck..." she squealed out between breaths. "Fuck.... daddy! I'm cumming!"
Her fingers worked her tight little cunt faster and faster, until suddenly her body stiffened, before sending her into convulsive spasms. Her fingers plunged deeper into her body. She held her breath, lifting her hips up and her ass off the bed. Her other hand tightened it's grip, digging into the firm flesh of her breast.
I realized I had been rubbing my hard cock through my shorts. I couldn't help it. After everything I had endured -- the pool, the bar, last night, this morning, the gym --Β I was desperate to feel relief as the pressure had built up unbearably. Before I knew what I was doing, I found myself standing within a foot of the bed.
Amy was coming down from the high, her eyes still closed, but her body more relaxed. She continued rubbing and caressing her breasts. Her other hand ran along the inside of her thighs slick with her juices, over her pussy, and up over her flat tummy. She slowly made her way up, bringing her moist fingers to her mouth, licking the tip and then, sliding them between her lips.
Watching my daughter pleasure herself, watching her cum as she spoke those words "Daddy, I'm cumming" broke a critical element inside my brain. I moved, unconsciously, closer to the bed until I felt my knees hit the mattress. My eyes never left her body.
Amy slowly came back, her eyes fluttering open as she turned her head towards me. She smiled contentedly. Totally relaxed and completely unfazed by my presence. "Hi daddy... I'm sorry, I just couldn't wait for you."
I said nothing. Instead, I leaned over her, bringing my mouth to hers. Her tongue darted out and met mine. Her lips were wet and soft. Her tongue tasted tangy and sweet. Was I tasting my daughter's pussy on her own mouth? My head tingled as my brain took in this information.
I settled my hand on her firm thigh, the same thigh I had felt on the plane ride down, before all of this had started. I squeezed it and slid my hand up slowly. The moisture from her sweat and juices helping as my fingers glided up along her inner hip, tracing along the underside of her leg, until i felt the warm soft folds of her pussy.
Amy kissed me harder. She let go of her breast and brought her hand up to caress the side of my face. Then, she gently pulled me down, bringing my mouth over one of her perfect nipples. I obliged. I extended my tongue to flick the firm nub and then, engulfed it with my mouth. I sucked, feeling the flesh of her tit swell into my mouth as I continued running my tongue on her nipple. She cradled my head, "Yes dad, oh my god that feels so good."