Thomas
I have spent my life in the middle of Kansas farming 3000 acres. It's been a good life with my wife of 38 years, but more than a year ago my sexual life took a nosedive.
When you're not getting something you desire, you spend a great deal of time thinking of said desire and wondering what went wrong. I spend my days pondering why my wife, who is 56, seems to have lost all interest in sex.
The last couple of years I have spent a good deal of money and time on xxx-rated movies, watching them and pumping my cock in the barn. It is my way of staying sane!
Ann
I caught him! I caught him watching those damn movies and jerking off. All he did was accused me of not attending to his needs.
Well, I have needs too! I'm not the young person I used to be and I need a lot more rest than I used to. My hips hurt all the time and the doctor says my heart is not beating properly.
I never loved farm life like Thomas, but he was a good provider. It took 10 years to have a child but when Ella came along it was like a new lease on life.
Thomas
Sure, it embarrassed the hell out of me when Amy caught me right in the middle of shooting my load on the floor. I reacted angrily and I told her exactly how I felt about her neglect. I apologized later and asked her to please try a little harder but things didn't change.
Ella
I hated farm life and couldn't wait to leave. When I got my drivers' license, I would often driver 200 miles to the Air Force Base to attend parties, for, a little entertainment in a girl's boring farm life. But I would be lying to myself and to you if I did not admit I was hoping to land a husband.
I am pretty enough, I suppose, but it took a long time to find a man that took enough interest in me to want to marry me. But finally the long drives paid off.
Mom was heartbroken but dad seemed to understand. I spent the next 15 years following my husband around the globe. But my marriage went sour and now I find myself back on the farm with my two children, Billy who is eight years old, and Tommy, who is six. Both my parents are elated to have their grandchildren living with them.
Amy
Now, thank heavens, I have my grandchildren living with us, but they wear me out. Maybe, they will wear Thomas out and get his mind thinking about something other than sex.
Thomas
It is great having Ella back home. And, the kids! Wow! They're a handful! Ella and I always got along real well and she seemed to adore me. Probably, because I took up for her when her mother got on her for something.
Ella
I love to dance. When I was young, dad bought me records, tapes and CDs all the time. I would play them and dance around the house making mom and dad laugh.
The boys and I were in their room cleaning last night and we had some music on and were dancing around the room. Mom and dad were in the kitchen.
I happened to glance in the kitchen and I saw dad looking at me. He had the strangest look on his face and his eyes were studying me intensely, appraising me like I've seen other men do. It may me feel very self-conscious, knowing my pajamas were a bit small for my body. Still, I wiggled my ass seductively with the music as I always did, and smiled knowingly. No, I didn't feel like I was attempting my dad, just performing for him like I did when I was young.
Thomas
I couldn't help myself! Ella was a 37-year-old woman, young and vibrant. I had always liked to see her dance and the way she accented her slightly broad backside. It always made me feel proud, made me think of her as sexy, and knew she would be a prize to any man.
As she danced last night, I saw her give me a strange look as if reading my mind and I know my face flushed. But I did not shift by eyes off of her. I brazenly continued to appraise her. She seemed to define the gyration of her ass a little more and smiled at me.
Ella
While the kids were in school, I helped mom around the house. I felt like I had to do something to earn my room and board. I wasn't a child anymore. When mom didn't need my help, I helped dad in the barn.
Dad and I had always had close feelings for each other and we could talk about anything.
"Why do you and mom seem so distant?" I asked him, while I held a blade in place for him to bolt down. "I've asked her and she just tells me I'm being silly. But I can feel it dad!"
"I don't know, honey!" He replied. "I guess people change as they get older. I don't think we love each other any less. We just don't have that much to talk about anymore, I suppose."
"Well, I suppose, I can relate to that." I continued. "William and I stopped talking after about eight years. But, our problem stemmed from him ignoring me sexually. So, I guess I have to ask. Are you and mom still sexually active?"
He never did answer my question! But, when he began to tease be about the psychological classes I had taken at the community college, trying to analyze them, it pretty much told me the answer was no.
I was not totally ignorant of the fact that mom now made up the two double beds in their room, instead of just the one. She had told me it was because of her ailments and dad's constant tossing and turning. Unconsciously, I think, I was allying myself with dad.
"Dad, when I was dancing the other night in the boy's room?" I queried. "you seem to be studying me pretty intensely. Appraising me even! Like a woman you would pass on the street?"
"You know I've always liked watching you dance!" He defended. "I was just thinking how attractive you were and how happy, under the circumstances, I and your mother are to have you back home."
Because he again did not answer my question directly, I could not help but ponder what circumstances he was referring to, his or mine.
Thomas
Ella had seen right through me. It was too hard to answer truthfully and directly to her inquiries.
She was not as elusive in her answers to my questions.
"Why in the world would any man not want to make you sexually happy?" I asked.
"He was away a lot, of course!" She answered. "I dealt with that! But, he started spending a lot of time at the officers' club......... without me. I began to wonder if he had a girlfriend. He did! I caught him!