All characters who engage in a sexual situation are over 18. Enjoy!
To start with, I was provoked into raping my daughter, so don't start with all that holier then thou shit. He who cast the first stone and all that, right back at you. I know what I did, and I know I will burn in hell for it, but it was worth it so see that little teasing, slutty, bitch, of a daughter of mines face as I raped her. Don't get me wrong, if I could undo what I did, I would. I love my daughter despite what I think of her, or of myself.
Just so you know I never touch her in a sexual way before this week. I tried to be a good single parent. Her mother left us almost 10 years ago. She was never the same after that.
I never remarried because of my daughter, every time I had a date she wouldn't talk to me for a month and stay in her room the whole time. She was and is my life. I do work too much, but I am trying to keep the house we are in, I am too close to loosing the house to do anything else.
She does not caring how she looks. Her personal hygiene leaves a lot to be desired, she always says and does things that make me ground her for weeks on end with out the little allowance that I can afford to give her, on purpose. She has phone sex. She chats with her web cam mostly topless, and nude at times.
I always have to check to see if she was wearing panties, she purposely goes out without wearing panties and while wearing a short skirt that is not too short when she would leave, but would be much shorter when she got back home. I actually saw her once, after making sure she had panties on, walk to the end of our driveway, at the side walk reached under her skirt and pulled down her panties and just step out of them and walked a way leaving them right where they dropped for all to see. At no time did I see her look around, she just did it like nothing, its like she cares about no one and no thing.
At school, she was found having intercourse with a janitor in a closet during her lunch period. I got the call at work, on my office phone line, from school to come pick her up, she was suspended for the rest of the school year, 2 months. That was when all hell broke loose. After that she asked me to get her started on birth control. He was 32 and it was her first day back to school,I hear he did loose his job for it.
The moment I saw my daughter in the school offices I didn't even realize it was her until she said, "Hey, Dad." Reason being, I didn't drop her off at school wearing that hooker outfit, I wouldn't have even let her leave her room with that kind of outfit on,much less go out in public. Extreme high red heels, torn fishnet stockings, a mini skirt that was so short it did not cover the clips of the garter belt, and a top that covered her bra-less chest was so sheer she should just be topless, and such red lipstick it was a sin all its own. I wanted to slap her so hard across the face that her head would go around twice. I just stared into her eyes until she looked down, which thankfully didn't take long for the school administrator was walking up to me asking if I was her father and demanding my ID while a female police officer stood nearby.
"I am sure you understand our reason for taking these precautions with your daughter. She has manipulated the system to misdirect our speaking to you. Twice in the last month two different men she says was her father have picked her up early from school, both times one or both of our front desk administrators was on there break. The voice mails we left to the only number we have on record for you went unanswered. Please come to my office I need to inform you of the current situation." I followed, to my ever lasting horror.
Today they reported to me that today will be the last day she will be allowed on school grounds until summer school starts if she chooses to change her behavior for the better and adhere to school rules of conduct and the dress code. They admitted to me that after they left ten voice mails without a single response, and two different men posing as her father and her willingly and happily leaving with those men, they became very concerned and called the police to request their assistance in locating her real father.
From that office I was guided to a larger office where my daughter was waiting with the female police officer and a female officer of child protective services. I was asked why I would allow my 18 year old daughter to leave our home and walk in public in such reviling clothing. I admitted to having never seen any piece of the clothing she is wearing, I reported that when I dropped her off at school that morning she was wearing short blue jean pants and a long button up shirt with a almost too small a t-shirt underneath after having her change out of a too revealing tank top. The articles of clothing that I described were found in her hall locker, that is all now contained in a large duffel bag at the officers feet.
Its not that she hates school its just she thinks the current system of public education in the United States is for shit and that it is basically worthless for a public student to graduate with a degree that is meaning less outside the United States. Even most private schools are like that. When she chooses to do the class work and homework she gets a perfect score other then that she is self taught all on her own.
A week after she ran away, after 3 months she came back home. I never searched her room after she ran away. I did report it to the police after 5 days she usually could be gone for 3 days at a time, drove all over town looking, I put fliers up. She just walk right through the door, walked in to the kitchen, where I was washing dishes, said her usual "Hey, Dad." Got a soda from the fridge and went to her room. The day she left it was with a full back pack when she came back all she carried was a jacket in her hand. She went to her room like she never left. I never asked where she was during that time. Instead of really short skirts now she wears form fitting shorts more often then not, that really left nothing to the imagination. Bikini tops that showed her ample chest a C almost D cup.
She enrolled in the local community college to get her basics all done, well the credits that would transfer anyways.
I should have slapped her so many times or spanked her when she was younger. I never hit her. I regret it sometimes but I think she would have never come back to me, I would have lost her. The closest I ever came to physically punishing her was just a few months ago. She came out of her room completely nude like I would not say something or even do anything. I did start taking her web cam away the many times I caught her topless or nude while using it. She would always get another web cam after like two days never more then 5 days, I stopped counting after 15 web cams in the trash. She just walked around the house like she had clothes on I told her many time to go to her room if she wants to be naked she can't be walking around the house like that. After so many times I was so mad I just jumped up from my chair in the living room as she passed it. I picked her up, while having to restrain her arms and leg and just took her to her room and half tossed, half laid her on her bed, and closed the door behind me. Now when tell her 3 times to get in her room, she does.
My daughter Tonya, still dressing like a more respectable slut, mainly because she is not a young teen dressing like a whore, but a young woman dressing like all the other girls that are on the music videos, and still having sexual activities with any guy or girl that winks at her. But now she is also having sex in the open with men my age. I am 42, not an ugly man but I'm no Harrison Ford, I am 5'10", 200lbs, blond, I would say athletic, one of Tonya's few female friends that still come over told me I look sexier then most of the men Tonya has sex with my age, an older Ryan Gosling, much older, I took it as a compliment. Tonya was upset that she spoke to me not really caring what she said but that she spoke to me in general. Only time Tonya speaks to me is when she needs or whats something from me. I sometimes wonder why she doesn't just move in with one of the people she has sex with, I would have to guess they don't share, don't want to introduce her to the family. I am thankful she has a job. Its a cinema that I hear she will give almost any customer oral sex. Her mother was a mix of Native American and Black Irish, so sexy and intelligent.
I should have been more strict, and more loving, she started moving away from me on the couch after her mother died, she just move to the far end of the couch or to one of the other chairs. I wanted to respect her as a person, as an individual. Respect her space, her privacy. When ever she brings some one over I would stay in my room even tho they might get it on all over the house, the backyard, even the roof. A few times coming home I would walk through the front door I would see her and who ever she is with going at it in the common areas of the house. Tonya doesn't care about me seeing anything, I don't think she cares at all.
