This is part two of "Deviant Behavior." I suggest you read the original story to understand the plot line that develops in this sequel.
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Maggie and I both knew the implications of our night of lust. Even as she made it clear that her body ached because of me, it was much more clear that she ached for me. The worst part is that I ache for her. What have we gotten ourselves into I wondered.
It wasn't so much that I wondered as that I knew what we had gotten ourselves into. A college professor and a 19-year-old student are just about the worst form of deviant behavior I could imagine. That the lovely Maggie wanted me as much as I wanted her did not make matters better. The ultimate form of deviant behavior between us, that we are both guilty of, goes beyond student and professor. Maggie is my daughter.
She left after finishing her coffee. As she walked away toward her car, I felt loss. I wanted to scream for her to come back. I wanted to start all over again, and again. I had never been as sexually satisfied as I was from last night. I wondered if she would go back to her boyfriend and try to teach him what she discovered last night. My conscious self wanted that to happen, yet my unconscious self was jealous of the thought of someone else getting what I wanted.
I returned to school after the semester break and began reviewing my teaching schedule and class rosters. My upper level persuasion course usually fills quickly and it was full. I reviewed the student roster; one name jumped off the list, Maggie.
We hadn't talked since the night of our sexual romp and seeing her name on my roster meant she had not really changed schools. I was elated on one level and distraught on another. I picked up my office phone.
"Maggie, its Paul. I think we need to have a talk." We set a date at a public place where we would not be suspected of anything unusual.
We met in the parking lot of the Roasted Bean. It was obvious that Maggie still ran and was in excellent physical condition. "Hi Paul," she chirped as she approached. "I've been waiting for your call, I just didn't know how long the wait would be."
"Let's go inside and get a cup of coffee, Maggie." What I really wanted to do was scoop her up, deposit her in my car, and drive away. The look on her face told me she had similar feelings.
We sat, ordered coffee and cookies, and waited briefly.
"Paul, I wish you would talk to me more. I'm afraid that we are drifting too far apart and I may loss you as my favorite professor. Worse, I don't want to loss my dad." There was emotional pain in her voice and it registered on her face.
A little backstory is necessary at this point.
Maggie is my daughter though I was not aware of it until recently. Her mother was an old girlfriend from my college days. Our affair was hot but we broke up over another guy she found more likely to earn big dollars. She was pregnant with Maggie although she never told me. I simply presumed Maggie was the other guy's kid. There were no clues to Maggie's real identity.
Now, almost 20 years after the fact, Maggie became a student and threads of the past began stitching themselves together. The proof she presented was undeniable, I am her father.
Just three short weeks ago when the academic quarter ended, Maggie and I had a night of blissful and completely satisfying sex. In hindsight, the sex was very much like what I had with her mother.
Her mother took off with her new lover and convinced him Maggie was his kid. The whole thing blew up about a year ago when he learned that Maggie was not his child. He kicked them both out and got a divorce. Maggie did some thorough investigative work and found me.
"For almost 20 years I've had a daughter I didn't know existed, Maggie. I am confused and perplexed. I had sex with a student, the ultimate deviant behavior for a professor. And, worse, I committed incest with my daughter." Even as I made these admissions, I reached my hand for hers and squeezed. "If I was the runner that you are, I think I'd be running away as fast as I could. But..." There is always a but in these situations.
"But what, dad?" Maggie's first use of a fatherly term toward me.
"But, sweetheart," my first term of endearment to her, "I don't want to run. You have me hooked and I don't have any fight against what I know is wrong. Drop my course and take it with another professor."
"I don't need the course. I'm taking it simply to be near you. I'll drop the course but I will not drop you. You said it first, now I'll say it. I'm hooked on you and ready to take the risk. Dad and lover, I want you both."
We reached several milestones in those few minutes and the next several days were a flurry of activity until Maggie was moved in with me. On the evening that her move was complete, we celebrated.
Strangely, we had not consummated our new life and now Maggie explained why. "I had my period and now I can begin active birth control with you."