John was a geek and he knew it. At 40 years old he still lived at home with his elderly mother and spent most of his time in his bedroom. At school and college John had been top of his class in everything, but his intelligence hadn't won him any friends. He always felt awkward around others and was a social leper. Now a grown man, he still had no real friends, just a few work colleagues who tolerated him, but that was about it.
As for women, well they had always been absent from his life apart from his mother and a couple of aunties and a female cousin. He'd had 2 dates in his life, both of them disastrous, at college, a girl who spent as much time studying as John did and who also was a bit of a loner, had agreed to go to the cinema with him. She was no stunner, small, with her hair in bunches (even at 19) and wire rimmed spectacles. The night had gone from one calamity to the next until she had stormed off and John had been left alone in a café. The other date had been fixed online, just 5 years previous. He had joined an adult dating site, not just for those looking for love, but for those looking for casual sex. He had eventually met up with a woman in her late 20's and they had gone to the cinema again and afterwards she had taken him in her car to a quiet spot out of town. At that time John hoped he was going to lose his virginity in the back seat of her car. However when she started kissing him and grabbed his hand and put it on her tit, he had ejaculated immediately in his trousers. She noticed straight away and started to laugh and John had been so embarrassed he had left the car there and then and ran away like a 10 year old.
Now he went to work each day, came home, had his tea with his mother and then went to his bedroom. There he would indulge in his hobbies, painting war gaming figures or doing math puzzles. Once he knew his mother was safely tucked up in bed he would spend the last hour or so before he went to bed looking at porn on the internet. He often downloaded porn movies usually teen lesbians and would watch and jerk off into a tissue. There weren't many nights when he didn't finished his day wanking off to two 19 year old sluts licking each others pussies. Now at the age of 40, John had got masturbation down to a fine art. He could keep his cock hard for a long while, often bringing himself up to ejaculation point, but managing to control himself so he didn't cum too soon. This might go on for an hour until he would finally succumb and shoot his load into the tissue which then went straight down the toilet.
As far as he was concerned this was just how life was going to be and so be it, if the only thing he ever fucked was his hand then he might as well enjoy it and do it well, just like he did everything else.
But on a stormy night, life for John changed.
It was gone 11.00pm and John was in his bedroom sitting at his desk. His 70 year old mother had retired to her bedroom half an hour earlier and John was in safe time. His mother never knocked when she entered his bedroom and John didn't feel safe looking at porn whilst she was up and about. Now though he was in his element, on the wide PC screen in front of him 3 teenage sluts were enjoying each other's bodies. The camera zoomed in on a perfectly shaved pussy, being held open by red painted finger nails and the tongue of the blond girl that was licking it. John instinctively stuck his own tongue out and made a licking motion. The thumb of his right hand was gently massaging pre-cum into his swollen dick-head and John felt great. His mind was completely focussed on what he was watching and doing and thus he was completely oblivious to the storm that had come in from the coast. He caught the flash of lightning from the corner of his eye and the roll of thunder followed a few seconds later. John loved storms, but this was not the time to be watching it. The blond girl was now licking her friends arsehole and the screen was filled by the other girls' puckered hole and the tongue that was stabbing in and out of it. Oh how John wished that was his tongue and his hand moved up and down on his shaft just a bit quicker.
The lightning came again followed more rapidly by the sound of it this time, the storm was getting closer, but so was the storm in his groin and he had no intention of stopping now.
The next flash of lightning was followed almost instantaneously by the thunder it created and the sound seemed to fill the house and though it made John look away from the screen for a few seconds, he was soon back. His eyes transfixed on the blond girls tits now that were being teased by the tongues of her two friends. John was panting slightly now and he was gripping his balls with his left hand and moving his right hand from the stem to the tip of his swollen cock. As he continued to jerk off there was another flash of light, more sustained this time, but John was now coming to the film's and his finale. As the screen filled with one girl squatting over the face of the blond one and squirting her cum all over her face, John let out a little grunt and released the load of spunk he had been harbouring for the past hour. At first it shot into the tissue that was held some inches from his cock and then as the initial load faded and it turned into a dribble, John brought the tissue closer and just held it underneath his leaking cock whilst he relaxed.
"Better?"
John swivelled round in horror, someone was in his bedroom. Barely 3 feet away stood his mother, arms folded, eyes wide and looking straight at his groin.
John felt the colour drain from him, he thought he was going to be sick or faint or have a heart attack. His mother had caught him playing with himself. He would never be able to look her in the face again, his life was over, he would never be able to put this little scene out of his mind and it would always haunt him, he knew it.
"The storm woke me up," she said calmly, "I came to see if you were okay, but you were too busy to notice."
John couldn't speak, he still sat there naked, he was still holding the wet tissue under his now very small limp cock and he felt unable to move or do anything.
His mother finally looked away from him, but didn't move to leave.
"Sorry," she said, "When I came in and saw what you were doing I should have left straight away, but something came over me and I wanted to watch. I'm sorry John."
John managed to control his breathing and forced himself to turn away from his mother. He reached down for his boxer shorts and pulled them on, then he stood up walked straight past his mother and into the bathroom, locking the door behind him. He was shaking as he dropped the tissue into the toilet and flushed it away. He sat down and felt like sobbing, but after a minute or so pulled himself together, took a deep breath, opened his bathroom door and walked back into his room. He had hoped his mother would have gone back to her own room, but instead she was sitting on his bed, still dressed in her long blue dressing gown.
She looked up with pity in her eyes, "Look John I'm sorry and there is nothing to be ashamed about, nothing I haven't seen before."
He was still speechless, why didn't she just go and leave him alone.
"I know that you are a lonely man John and you're not doing anything that I wouldn't expect of a single man your age," she continued, "I know you don't expect to be caught by your own mother but I'm sure it happens quite often especially with younger men."
"This is my room, you should allow me some privacy," John managed to say.
"I know and like I said I'm sorry I have embarrassed you, I should have walked away," his mother hesitated seemingly trying to find the right words, "..but when I saw your erect penis and saw you rubbing it, I couldn't move."
"Mother that is disgusting," John blurted out.
"I know son, I know, but it is true, I'm ashamed to say it, but I wanted to see you ejaculate."
John again had that sickly feeling and his legs felt wobbly. His own mother was talking about seeing his swollen cock and seeing his spunk shoot from it and it just didn't compute in John's head.
She stood up and walked towards the door.
She stopped and turned "I love you son, I don't want this to ruin our relationship."
She left the room, softly closing the door behind her.
