I'm sixty five years old, and I look it. I have wrinkles on my face and my body isn't as firm as it once was. In my prime I was slender, now I'm fatter, though not excessively so. All of that I have accepted. It doesn't worry me. But don't get me wrong, I'm not an old hag. Occasionally, a man will give me a second look because he finds me attractive. However, when I'm ignored I don't lose sleep over it.
When I was younger, especially in my twenties and thirties, I wore clothes that would show off my body. Now I don't. It's not that I'm ashamed of it, it's just that it's more dignified to dress according to my age. You won't see me walking down the street in a short skirt or revealing top. That would be silly.
I look, and act, my age. I'm a Grandma, and you can tell that straight away when you see me for the first time. When you're with me you might even smile because I remind you of someone that you love dearly. Your own Grandma.
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As I was leaving the house I gave a little chuckle. I was excited, and I would become even more so when I got there. It wasn't going to take me long, just a twenty minute walk. In my hand was a large handbag, that like me, had seen better days. It was my favourite one, and it contained all the things that you would expect an old woman to have in a handbag. There were tissues, safety pins, a needle and thread, and lots more useful things that you might need in an emergency.
I was almost there when a young man bumped into me. It was really my fault, but because he was a gentleman he took the blame, and so he apologised. I wasn't hurt, but my handbag ended up on the pavement. When he picked it up and handed it to me, I gave him a big smile, and then I thanked him. It was difficult, but somehow I managed to suppress the laughter until he'd gone. If it had opened, and some of the contents had spilled out, and they were my special things, items that you definitely wouldn't expect a Grandma to have, then it would have been embarrassing for both of us!
I was late, only by five minutes, but Elvis wasn't happy.
"What time do you call this?"
I looked at my watch, the one that Albert, my late husband, had given me for our silver wedding anniversary, and then, in my sweetest voice I calmly said, "It's time for you to go fuck yourself."
That made the girls laugh. Elvis was in charge, but I wasn't going to take any crap from him. This was a place that if you didn't stand up for yourself, then you were going to get picked on.
There was somebody waiting, and that's why Elvis had been agitated. But it was Connor, a regular, so I wasn't rushing. It was me, and only me, that he'd come to see, and so I knew that he'd be happy to wait.
I took my time, only leaving the common room when my appearance was as it should be. I was wearing all the things that I'd brought with me in my handbag. A tight low-cut red bra and matching panties that weren't much more than a thong. Covering them was a white silk nightdress with a lace trim. My makeup was that of a much younger woman. Red lipstick, generously applied, to make my lips look fuller, and purple eyeshadow to contrast with my dark brown eyes.
It was almost midnight when I got home. I was tired, but I was having difficulty getting to sleep. That was understandable because of the day that I'd had. My body was exhausted but my mind was still active, reliving what had happened at the club. Then I started to think about that fateful encounter two years ago. The day that changed my life. It was when I first met John.
I was sixty three, widowed for four years, when I met him. It was a chance encounter in a bar. I was with some friends, but he was drinking alone. He was on the next table near to me. When he started a conversation I assumed he was just being polite, but to my surprise, it soon became apparent that he was interested in me. He was chatting me up!
At first, it amused me. A man in his twenties, somebody who was less than half my age, was actually doing this to me. Then I got suspicious. He was handsome, with a charming personality. This was a man that would be successful with most women, so why me? However, despite being wary of his attention, I was enjoying myself, and so I allowed the conversation to continue. I even let him buy me a drink, and then another.
It was supposed to end with me going home with my friends, and him finding another woman, someone that was willing to go to bed with him. But it ended up with me being that woman!
In the taxi, that was taking us to his apartment, I was having second thoughts. What I was doing was reckless, and I might end up regretting it. However, being with him was exciting. This was an adventure. I was now living rather than just existing.
When he suddenly held my hand, and then squeezed it tenderly, it helped to calm my nerves.
"We should be there in about ten minutes."
That got my pulse racing again. I wasn't naive. I knew what was going to happen when we got there, and now I was worried that I was going to disappoint him.
I was a virgin when I met Albert, as was he. We stayed like that until our wedding night. Unsurprisingly, doing it for the first time was disappointing for both of us. It didn't last long. Eventually it got better, but sex was never the cornerstone of our marriage. I did enjoy it, but I always had the feeling that other women were enjoying it even more than me.
The taxi stopped outside an impressive building in the poshest part of town. We had arrived. The inside of it was even more spectacular. I couldn't wait to see what his place was like. When we were outside it he quickly unlocked the door, and then after opening it, with his hand he gestured for me to go inside.
"Welcome to my little apartment."
That made me laugh, it was anything but little. It was the whole of the top floor of a high-rise. He was obviously very wealthy. This man had it all, so why was I now with him, rather than a gorgeous woman in her twenties? I had a sinking feeling in the pit of my stomach. Was all his charm really just superficial? After getting what he wanted was he going to quickly discard me? I should leave now. However, despite being apprehensive, I stayed.
I thought that we would go straight to his bedroom, but instead he took me to the kitchen.
"I'm going to make you one of my special coffees."
For another half an hour we just talked. Then, when the conversation dried up, he took my hand and led me to the bedroom. I was as nervous as I'd been on my wedding night.
When he kissed me, to my surprise, I found myself responding with equal passion. Soon we were exploring each other's mouth with our tongues. I hadn't kissed like this for a long time, and now I realized what I'd been missing. Then his hand was on my breast, and it was where I wanted it to be.
At first he was gentle, but then his hand was rougher. His fondling had become groping. I liked that. It showed how eager he was to have my tits. When he started to unbutton my top I helped him to take it off.
My outer clothes were stylish, but my underwear had been chosen for comfort rather than appearance. Now that he was seeing it I wished that I'd worn something more revealing. Then I almost laughed, bras like this one were all that I had. But I needn't have worried, despite it being only functional, he was looking at it as if it was sexy french lingerie.
As soon as I was topless he was all over my breasts. His hand on one of them and his mouth on the other. At first it made me gasp, now I was moaning. There was a nice warm feeling between my legs. My juices were starting to flow.
While switching nipples he said, "I love your big tits, especially your plump nipples. They're magnificent."
And I loved what he was doing to them. He was sucking hard, and that was giving me tingling sensations deep inside my pussy. He wasn't neglecting the other one, it was getting the expert attention of his fingers. It was as if he was showing off, demonstrating to me that he knew all there was to know about exciting a nipple. That's when I realized something, and it shocked me.
In all my long married life, during the countless times that I'd had sex with Albert, our foreplay had never excited me as much as this was. And we'd only just started!
When his hand went under my skirt, I shuddered, in anticipation of his fingers entering me. My large comfortable panties weren't an obstacle to him. He easily got his hand inside them. Then his fingers were searching for my opening. As soon as he found it he was pushing two fingers into me. I was wet, as wet as I'd ever been, so they slid in easily. When they were deep inside me I gasped. Then to my amazement, I heard myself saying, "Fuck my cunt with them."
I quickly got what I'd asked for, and within seconds I was reaching it. And it wasn't the nice climax that I'd had with Albert, it was a great one. More intense and it lasted longer.
One is always enough for me, but not today. I was as eager to fuck as John was. He didn't undress, he just unzipped himself and then he pulled out his cock. Albert would have taken all his clothes off and neatly folded them before starting. This way was more exciting.