Eventually, I was to find out quite unequivocally.
One night, I was particularly aroused. I was SO missing the physical company of men that I felt as though I was going out of my mind. I simply could not expunge images of my son from my thoughts. I had a glass of wine and then made my way to my bedroom after dinner. I closed the door (or so I thought). I turned out my overhead light and walked over to the side of my bed. The only illumination in the room was a small nightlight. Slowly, sensually, I stripped off my clothing. I unsnapped my skirt and removed it from my torso. I unbuttoned my silk blouse and slowly drew it over my shoulders. There I was clad only in a pastel blue, lacy brassiere and a matching pair of elegantly styled panties. I still had my stiletto pumps on.
What I didn't realize was that I had not thoroughly closed my bedroom door. Silently, it drifted ajar by perhaps four inches. My son, dressed in his pajamas and himself ready for bed, had ambled by my bedroom and apparently noticed the open door. He stopped, peered in and seeing me in the process of undressing, elected to stay and watch surreptitiously. At this point, I reached behind and unsnapped the clasp of my brassiere. I lowered it down off my shoulders and dropped it to the floor. Unknowingly, John had a perfect profile view of my firm, well-shaped breasts as they stood proudly forward. I tweaked my nipples hard between my thumbs and index fingers. The delicious twinge of pain caused them to come immediately to attention ... I fondled my breasts lovingly, savoring the sensation.
I reached down and ever so slowly drew my panties over my smooth, creamy thighs. I let them fall down my calves and over my delicately turned ankles. I stepped out of them still wearing my heels. I was now completely nude though completely oblivious to the presence of my son standing outside my door, taking in every movement.
I moved my hands from my breasts to my rich mane of long, red hair. Luxuriously, I ran my fingers through my hair raising my arms high overhead. I threw my shoulders back and my chest forward. I felt wonderful. I knew that in a very few moments, I would experience a profound release from my torrid libido.
I looked down at that magical place residing between my thighs. What pleasure that small area of my body had given me in my life! Now, I directed my attention to it. My cunt hair was delicately trimmed. It has always been black as the night in sharp contrast to my pale, white flesh. In the glow of the little nightlight, it was revealed as a tight, well- formed triangle. Still standing, I subconsciously spread my legs imperceptibly. I placed my left hand firmly upon my breast enjoying its fullness. Almost beyond my level of awareness, my right hand descended to my thighs.
I extended my middle finger and lightly rested it between my labia. Instantly, I sensed my hot, wet secretions! I began to gently rub my finger along the cleft. It felt wonderful. My dampness increased a thousand-fold. I curled my finger and slid it into my vagina, my cunt. I moved it back and forth, up and down in my cunt. My breathing got heavier. I started squeezing my breast harder, tweaking the nipple. It must have been a remarkable sight for my son to see: his own mother pleasuring herself, her legs weakening, ready to buckle. At last, I couldn't support myself in my evolving ecstasy. I laid down upon my bed never removing my left hand from my well-caressed tit or my right hand from my wet, by now throbbing cunt. I started moaning softly. I massaged my cunt ruthlessly, my pelvis jerking perceptibly.
Then I could slowly feel my impending orgasm rising from deep within my loins. I turned my head and suddenly, out of the corner of my eye, I detected movement. I looked to the door and there I saw him: my son, standing in my doorway watching my every move.
It was like being struck by a thunderbolt. I knew at that instant that I should stop immediately but I couldn't. I was just about to peak to a fabulous orgasm and I was powerless to terminate it. Perversely, the realization that my own son was watching me pleasure my naked body only spurred me to greater excitement. And then, a second thunderbolt struck me. As I looked to my son, I glanced down. My son had his penis out of his pajamas and he was stroking it with complete abandon. My own son masturbating at the sight of my nakedness.
And his penis! What a wondrous organ it was ... so long and thick and so turgid. He was as hard as a rock. His cock was nothing less than extraordinary even exceeding his own father's remarkable endowments. The sight of that massive rod of male flesh, the flesh of my son thrilled me. I could feel my orgasm crescendo to an unparalleled peak. Involuntarily, I looked up at him and as I felt my orgasm rock my hips, my pelvis, my entire body, I began calling out his name. Endlessly, over and over again as I felt my release. I could see him stroking his huge cock furiously. I kept calling his name, I encouraged him, I extended my hand to him and crooked my index finger at him beckoning him to come to me. Suddenly, he did.
John pushed open the door and ran to me. He yanked off his pajama bottoms and bounded onto my bed. He knelt down between my thighs and peeled off his top letting it fly across the room. My son, my gorgeous, magnificent son, kneeling between the outspread thighs of his own mother. Such a powerful, muscular young body. What a chest he has!
What an amazing cock he has! At that point, I knew that I was about to embark on something so dark, so forbidden, so WRONG, yet I couldn't help myself. I reached up with my right hand, the hand that seconds before had so expertly pleasured my own cunt, and gently grasped my son's cock. I stroked it lovingly, reverently, taking over where he had left off.
Then, slowly, resolutely, I made a decision for the both of us. I stopped stroking and looked lovingly up to his eyes as he leaned over me. Gently, I began to guide his fully erect penis towards my already soaking pussy. I was a little reticent of his great size but I was more frightened of the impact of what I was about to do on the two of us. But in truth, I was helpless. The die had already been relentlessly cast. His glans touched my cunt and then ... he entered me.
My cunt devoured his penis and my pelvis began oscillating to accommodate him. My son placed his hands beside my shoulders as he supported the weight of his torso. I could feel the powerful strokes of his body as he plunged his cock harder, deeper into my cunt. I looked lovingly into his eyes, my beautiful son's eyes as he fucked me. He gazed back at me, his own love for me, his mother, amply reflected in those lovely eyes.
John fucked me, harder and faster. He grabbed my tit and started sucking it, kissing it. He licked my nipple and bit into it making it exquisitely hard. He lifted his head and started kissing my neck, my jaw and at last, my lips. I plunged my tongue into his mouth and he sucked it graciously.
I could feel his cock swelling in my cunt, pulsating, throbbing. His strokes became more frantic. Each time his pelvis drove into me, it felt like my body was going to split. My son was an animal, a primitive savage as he fucked his mother so violently. My orgasms began bursting forth one after another after another endlessly. I was helpless in his arms-utterly overwhelmed by my son's sexual energy.
At last, his strokes became slower but deeper, his penis enlarging even further. Then a glazed look came over John. I felt his seed squirting endlessly into my cunt. I marveled at the incredible potency of his youth. Finally, his body went completely limp as he climaxed. He collapsed in my waiting arms, our two spent, naked bodies pressed tightly together. At that point, I knew that I was closer to my son, my lover than I had ever been to anyone.