My name is Grace. As I explained in my first posting on this site, these stories are essentially a continuing journal of my own personal sexual adventures. As I had also explained, I entered the Covent as a young woman, and then upon leaving, married an older admirer. His failure at being able to please me made me seek comfort and pleasure in the arms of other men. I have never experienced a challenge in convincing a man to seduce me as I am considered attractive, of Italian descent with long black hair and with a petite and slender figure, but with an ample bosom that draws the immediate attention of any and all heterosexual men. When I began writing my life stories and entering them into this journal at 27 my chest size was 38DD. Now at 31 years old and a little heavier, my chest has expanded to 40DDD. This is a bit bigger than shown in my photo on my profile associated with this site.
Over the last few years I have had a great many wonderful and exciting sexual adventures and I have described these in my journal entries. Much the last year however was turning out to be quite a bummer. All of the lover's I had acquired had either moved away or we lost contact for various reasons. My husband is now not able to perform at all. Therefore I had been without sex for a great many months. Much too long a time for a woman as sexually needy as I. I turned to pleasing myself with toys, but this just did not satisfy my demanding desires. Fortunately, as I was beginning to grow truly despondant, salvation came my way.
This summer my husband received an e-mail from his nephews that they would like to come and stay with us through the summer, both having just finished college and now looking for work. The boys are twins, born to his sister and her husband, who live in New York State. Looking for work in our area of the country, it is common in Italian families to be invited to stay with relatives while conducting a job search to keep down on costs. Of course we granted them a warm felt invitation. I had never actually met the boys before but had seen their photos, and thought they looked quite good looking. With thick black hair and a strong, tall build the boys' smiles reminded me of that of a young John Travolta. Being rather bored I anticipated their visit. Never thinking anything sexual, as they were only in their early 20's, but rather as someone to entertain and make the dull hours of my days pass more quickly.
My husband John and I travelled in our car to pick up the boys from the airport at the allotted day and time. He was very excited to have his nephews visit, and I looked forward to having someone visit. When we met them at the airport I was not at all disappointed with the boys who would be my guests for the summer. Or rather, should I say, young men. They had grown out of their boyish features I had seen in their photo and into handsome and charming men. At 6'4", each towered over both myself and my husband as we gave them welcoming hugs. And with lean but muscular builds I welcomed the embrace of each strong sets of arms. Though they were my younger nephews, I must admit I trembled and blushed a bit as each embraced me in his firm grasp and placed his warm pouty lips upon my cheek to plant a kiss there. I kissed each of their rugged faces in return, admiring their strong features, sharp jaws and the roughness of their facial stubble upon my lips. My legs quivered slightly as I imagined all the girls who must have enjoyed kissing these same faces, as well as savoured the taste of their lips and enjoyed the pleasures that would inevitably come from exploring their firm young lean bodies and in discovering the rigid hard treat that lies between their muscular thighs. But I pulled my body and my mind away from these dark temptations, knowing a loving wife and a good aunt should not explore such lustful and dangerous thoughts.
We all stood and chatted for a while. I asked the twins, Johnathan and Robert, about their final school year and their flight. As we talked I noticed that the boys let their eyes wander over my figure when they saw that John was not noticing and thought that I did not either. I try to dress conservatively, suitable for a married lady, but also I enjoy not letting people forget that I am all woman. I was wearing a black dress that just covered my knees, hugged my tush, and exposed a tempting portion of my cleavage. Their eyes caressed my thighs and explored my lines of my ass under the dress, but tended mostly to focus upon the shape and size of my breasts, lingering embarrassingly at times between the soft white flesh of my cleavage. It delighted me that two young bucks as these found themselves tempted by my curves and what I might offer them if found in a moment of weakness. Obviously I was not passed my prime yet! I enjoyed the thought that young men still desired me and I savoured the warmth of their eyes upon my body.
On the drive home I sat behind my husband, letting Johnathan sit up front with his uncle, while Robert sat in the back with me. Johnathan and John had a discussion on business prospects in the area while I continued to ask Robert about his life. As we talked and as I looked into his eyes, and as his eyes locked upon mine, I found myself being drawn deep into those dark orbs, longingly and lustingly. I found myself taking glances at his sweet lips and to his groin between his jeans, and noticed I was unconsciously frequently biting at my lower lip and licking my lips, in gestures almost begging him to seduce me. Adjusting myself in my seat I turned slightly toward him, raising my dress a little in the process, exposing my knees. As I did so I also spread my legs ever so slightly as well, offering a view of my inner thighs.
I noticed as we spoke his eyes darting between my eyes and my legs and I placed my hand on one of my inner thighs to help direct his eyes to his target. I also mentioned to my husband that the car seemed too warm, and in so doing unbuttoned first one button, and then another on my dress, pulling back the material slightly to further expose my bosom. Johnathan, on turning around to talk to his brother, took notice of my parted legs and gaping cleavage. After that Robert's attentions during our discussions appeared to focus mostly on my flesh, while Johnathan found frequent excuses to turn around to speak with Robert, glaring at my tits and legs as he did so. My husband, directly in front of me, was completely oblivious to my actions and the attentions of his nephews to the exposed flesh of his wife. In retrospect, I feel that my intentions were pure as a noble aunt, but that most of my actions occurred as a subconscious level. I guess at my core that I am a slut, and will always be a slut, and cannot help but to offer my body to any good looking man who gains my attention.
That evening I served supper and we all enjoyed pleasant conversation around the table. The boys were tremendously polite and charming and I simply adored being in their wonderful company. I suggested we all go into the living room and continue our conversation there. My husband served beer and wine and soon the laughter and jesting filled the walls of the house. As the hours passed I noticed my husband, now in his 60's, nodding off and I a suggested he get some sleep. Helping him from his seat I helped him up the stairs to our room, into his PJ's and placed him in bed for the night. Kissing him on the forehead I wished him good night and as I left the room I realized that now I would be alone with the two young buff men whom I had earlier teased with my flesh. My thoughts darted back and forth between my duties as a wife and an Aunt, and my curiosities about how much further I might be able to tease these young men. Stopping in the hallway, I quickly concluded, why not, what harm is there is a little fun. I could tease the boys a little while they visited, just to peek their interest and help me pass my days! Perhaps it was the liquor, but I found myself once again unbuttoning the top two buttons of my dress, which I had re-secured before my arrival home, and I descended the stairs in anticipation of the young men whom I would have at my disposal to entertain for the remaining days, and evenings, of this summer.
Entering the living room with fresh drinks I stood before the two men for a while, letting their eyes wander over me without fear of my husband catching them. Approaching them I bent over to serve their drinks, letting my cleavage hand before their eyes for their enjoyment. Sitting myself in the middle of the couch I suggested they each move over and sit beside me, and they immediately responded to the gesture. Letting my legs part ever so slightly I sipped my wine in alternating hands, letting my free hand rest upon the strong thigh of one boy, and then the other. We laughed and giggled and I enjoyed teasing the boys, touching their upper thighs and watching as their glances at my cleavage and legs grew longer and more frequent with each drink. At one point Robert drew out a spliff, and asked if I toked, and if it would be OK for them to share one. I am no prude and said sure, but that I had not yet tried. Lighting their toke, they both took deep drags and then taught me to do accordingly. Though I only tried a little the rush came on me quickly and I found myself lost in thought and pleasure. It was then that I was to learn that not only did I like the feeling, but that the feeling liked me, and took me away completely from my inhibitions, leaving me highly prone to suggestion. After a few drags the boys opened up and asked me about my relationship with John.
With my hand on his knee Robert asks "So Grace, as such a young and pretty lady, why did you marry our uncle? I understand that he is a very nice man, but surely he is too old for you."
I said that yes it was true, but I was young, a virgin, an ex-nun just from the convent, and naïve toward the ways of the world, and he seemed to admire and love me deeply. I explained that I had no way of knowing that an older man could not perform as well, nor predict my own desires.
"So he is the only man you have been with? And cannot perform to your satisfaction?" Johnathan asked.
