I've been at the barn since 2:30 a.m., not the New Barn, but the cattle barn. Last night, I had a mama cow run into a fence and cut herself up pretty bad, and that pushed her into labor.
The vet came out to the ranch and checked her out, making sure she was ok. Michael and his family happened to be here, so Michael agreed to stay and stand watch with me.
It is now 4:30 a.m., and Mama Cow is doing fine, and she has had another baby heifer. Baby Heifer is doing fine, also. All is right in the barn.
"Dad. We have never really talked about, well, you know. And so, I was thinking. Do you want to talk about anything now?" Michael has always been the talker. He has always felt he could reason everything out with a lengthy discussion.
"No." I was determined not to talk.
"No, what?" Michael asked, just as determined to continue this line of conversation.
"No conversation."
We got in the Gator and drove over to the New Barn without either one of us talking.
We were both dirty and tired and smelled like cow shit.
We walked in and stripped, tossing our dirty clothes in the washroom, still not talking.
The hot water suddenly filled the room with steam, and we both lathered up our bodies, standing next to each other naked as jaybirds like we have done a million times.
There was no way of not seeing his beautiful, long, tanned dick. Matthew has always been pussified enough to tan nude!
I knew he was watching me as I cupped my balls and twirled them around in my hand before dropping them and raising my shaft to my belly, only to let the shaft fall as I repeated the process.
He watched with interest as I started pissing down the drain, and after the yellow stream of fluid washed away, and I shook my shaft, he finally spoke. He simply said, "What a dick."
Once Michael was clean and the suds of Old Spice Soap had washed away, he walked over to the sauna, adjusted the electronic thermostat, and walked inside.
I followed.
I had no more than sat down when Michael said, "You've never even tried to make a move on me. What the fuck, Dad! You fucked Matthews's brains out, and you have never even looked at me! Angel? Seriously? But not me?"
"Michael, I love you, but..."
Michael interrupted me, saying, "But? But I am not worthy enough of your special love? Everyone is but me. I get it! No! No, I don't get it! Why am I not worthy of your special love, but everyone else is?"
I said, "Shut the fuck up, you stupid prick!"
Michael stood up to leave, but I said, "Sit the fuck down! Michael, I did not seek out Matthew. He came to me."
Michael said, "I know. But you didn't push him away. You have never..."
I stood up and walked straight into Michael's arms and wrapped my arms around him, squeezing him in a bear hug!
I could feel my dick as it pushed into the hairline of his pubes. I could feel my dick start to harden against his skin. I could feel the muscles of his torso flex and stiffen as I continued to hold him tight. His masculine body was muscular and sexy!