God, was I frustrated. I just got home from a wedding reception. My best friend just got married. The beer was flowing, the music blaring, and the ladies all looked great. Especially Carrie.
I spent the last two hours dancing every dance with her. She is drop dead gorgeous. Long brown hair, deep brown eyes, and a body like a 21-year old stripper. She showed every sign of wanting to go home with me, but when the music stopped and the party moved to her friend's house, she went with it to some guy that looked like a 21-year old male stripper.
As for me, I took my sorry 32-year old, divorced, father-of-two, overweight body home by myself. Well, I didn't even actually go to my house. I don't live there anymore.
My wife kicked me out about six months ago, so I'm stuck living with my mother again. Something pretty depressing about having to move back in with your parents after leaving the first time. But that's my life -- pretty depressing.
To make matters worse, is that now I have to head home drunk, horny, and alone. Of course, that's the way it's been since my wife kicked me out. No sex and lots of drinking.
The sex in my marriage was great. My wife loved it and we had sessions at least twice a week -- of course it was only with my wife wanted it. We tried some kinky stuff like toys, movies, masturbation for each other, and even tried anal a couple of times (with no success -- too painful). It was good sex and I missed it terribly.
My ex-wife would tease me every once in a while when she picked up our kids, but it never went anywhere: other than me beating off to thoughts of her and me (and her sister too -- that always made the self-pleasuring session that much better).
So, here I am standing on the front porch of my mother's house, trying to sober up enough to open the door and calm down enough to let my hard on disappear into my shorts. I open the door and it's completely dark. "She must be asleep," I think to myself.
My mom was at the party also. She was wasted and dancing with someone a couple of years older than me. I don't think she hooked up with him, since he was there with his hot-looking 20-year old date himself. So I assume my mom just came home and passed out - that's my plan.
As I open the door, I hear a sound. Someone is crying -- and it's my mom. I turned on a lamp and find my mother lying on the sofa, crying her eyes out.
"It's not fair," she says to me as I enter the living room.
"What's not fair mom?"
"Men are jerks. And I have to be alone again," mom says, followed by a heavy sigh and sob.
Like me, my mother is also divorced. My father left her about 10 years ago for his high school sweetheart. My mom has had a few boyfriends since then, but nothing that lasted. A couple of men that used her as their punching bag and a few others that just used her for what's between her legs.
"I can't believe he just left," she cried. "I really thought he liked me."