"Dee!" My mother's sharp whispered scolding yanked me out of the trance I'd fallen into. The three of us, Mom, my older brother Steve and I were staying the week in our newly purchased lake cabin in the Pocono Mountains. There was only one bedroom, which Mom and I shared, so Steve had to sleep on a roll-a-way bed in the main room. The room was warm, and he had kicked off his covers, leaving a clear view of his enormous hard cock which had grown out through the fly in his boxer shorts. I was mesmerized. I couldn't force myself to stop staring at it.
I'd just turned eighteen the week before, and I'm sad to say that I was still a virgin. I'd seen Steve's cock a couple of times before, both times by accident, but neither time when it was hard. In fact, other than in pictures, I'd never seen a hard cock, and for sure not one so close and so enormous.
I winced and turned to see my mother standing with one hand on her hip and the other motioning me toward her. When we were on the front porch, she quietly closed the door and motioned me to sit in one of the plastic chairs. She sat next to me.
"Well, what do you have to say for yourself, young lady?"
"I . . . I'm sorry. It's just that I've never seen anything like that before and I just couldn't stop." I said, lowering my head and staring at the weathered wooden planks which made the floor of the porch.
In a shocked tone, mom responded "You've never seen . . .never? You mean you've never done anything with a boy?"
"No . . . just kissing—nothing else."
"Whew! I . . . I shouldn't be surprised, but I am. I guess I just figured that girls these days start doing things earlier . . . I guess I was wrong, huh?"
"Some do—hell most do, I think. I just never have."
"Any particular reason?"
"Fear mostly. I don't want to get pregnant like you did and not be able to finish school."
She pulled my head to her shoulder and began stroking my long dark hair. And then in a soft loving voice she said "Well, good for you, hon. I'm glad to hear that you've learned something from my mistakes . . . but still, you shouldn't be afraid of boys or sex. And you for sure shouldn't go through life not knowing anything about it. I guess I've let you down in that department."
"The girls at school talk about sex all the time. I'm just not sure I believe most of it."
"Well, I want you to feel comfortable asking me about sex. You're a woman now, a very beautiful sexy woman, so the subject is going to come up and I want you to be informed. Promise me you'll ask, okay. There's nothing to be ashamed about, and I promise to tell you the truth. I won't bullshit you, okay?"
"I can't believe how big it was." I said pensively with awe in my voice. "It was huge."
Mom let out a slight giggle, "Uh, well yes. Stevie did inherit that from his father. He is bigger than average . . . a lot bigger than average." She added with another giggle.
"You've seen it before—I mean, like that . . . hard like that?"
"God yes, almost every morning when I go in to wake him up. Hon, most men wake up with a boner and Stevie has always kicked off his covers during the night. I've seen it a thousand times or more."
"It's beautiful, in a dangerously naughty kind of way. And it was just bouncing up and down like it knew I was looking at it."
This time, mom broke out into a full laugh. "Dangerously naughty, huh. Well yes, I guess that's a good way to put it. Anyway, I'm sorry that I got on you like that. When I saw you standing over him like that, I just over-reacted . . . the mother in me. He'll sleep for another couple of hours or until we wake him up, so if you want to go have another look, go right ahead. I don't blame you at all. To be honest, I've often stared a bit myself before waking him up."
"I feel a little silly going back in there now." I told her honestly, "Just to stare at it, I mean."
"Nonsense. There's nothing to feel silly about." And then she got up and pulled me to my feet. "C'mon, we'll go together."
The next thing I knew, mom and I were standing right beside Steve's bed, her with her arm around my waist hugging me to her, and the two of us staring unabashedly at my brother's massive boner. When I turned my head briefly toward her, she simply smiled and winked at me, then pointed my attention back to the object of my fascination.
* * *
"Do you think he's done it with girls at college?" I asked mom as we sat sipping beers and watching Steve dive off the tall dock and glide into the water without making more than a slight ripple on its surface. It was the second time I'd had a beer with her, the first being on my birthday. "Eighteen is old enough to drink beer as long as you don't get carried away." She'd told me.
"Of course he has. There's no doubt about that."
"No doubt, huh?" I questioned her.
"Nope, no doubt, more than one—several in fact."
"He told you that?" I asked with a hint of shock in my voice.
"Of course. Hon, I did a better job with him than I apparently have with you in the birds and bees department. I laid it all out for him early on. I don't know why I didn't with you. I guess I just kept putting it off. There's not much he and I can't talk about."
"Wow!" I responded. "When you say you laid it all out . . ."
Mom downed the last of her beer and opened another, and then said "Maybe I went a little farther than most mothers would have, but with no man around to explain things to him, I just felt that I needed to."
She really had my curiosity up. "Farther, like how?"
I was looking at her as she hesitated and took another long drink from the beer bottle. "I showed him what a boy needs to know . . . where all of the important parts of a woman are and what to do with them—things like that."
"You what! You don't mean that the two of you . . . oh my god!"
"Whoa now! WE didn't do anything—not like what you're thinking. I just showed him, that's all . . . and let him satisfy his normal male curiosity about some things."
"Like what?"
"I showed him my clit and explained it to him and showed him what to do with it, explained about the G-Spot and did my best to tell him how to find it and what to do with it. And of course I told him all about oral sex and stuff like that."
"You said you let him satisfy his normal male curiosity."
"What parts of a woman feel like. It was more innocent—more clinical than it sounds trying to tell someone about it now."
"Hum, I guess you were right."