Fair warning: on top of incest, there's non-consensual/reluctance and anal here too. If you're the squeamish type, buckle in or bail out.
For readers of the "Hero's Life" series, this is back story for Samantha and it describes a defining experience for her so it needs to be a bit gritty. If you're not reading the Hero series, that's fine too. I can set this story up for you thusly: ever wonder how a girl can end up being sweetly vicious and thoughtfully depraved?
Here's how Samantha got her start 5 years ago...
~~*Her Uncle's Secret*~~
Clad in her ballet tights and whirling around an empty upstairs bedroom in her childhood home, 18 year-old Samantha was struggling. She couldn't quite keep her position through the compact twist of a third pique turn. Part of the problem was that she'd let her mother pull her long dark hair way too tightly into the bun at the back of her head. It made her face ache.
But mostly the problem was that her mind kept drifting somewhere else. Lately, Samantha had been wondering if there was not quite enough "Samantha" in Samantha.
It was hard to describe. It felt like her head kept making room for other people. No, not imaginary people. That would have meant she was crazy - a whole set of
very
different problems. No, she had finally realized her head was making room for real people - the people in front of her when she looked at them the right way.
She studied her older brother the most. It was how she realized her otherwise rough-and-tumble football-playing sibling was gay long before he told anyone a year later. Her ready acceptance of his otherwise stunning announcement was why he could rely on her to help get him through the awkward phase of coming out.
She also knew that her mother wanted, more than anything in the world, to be young again. No helping there. Although Sam did teach her mom how to text and twitter. She set up MySpace and Facebook pages for her too. Atleast her mom could
feel
young.
Samantha's dad was doing fine on his own. He just wanted money. No, not in an ugly, greedy way. He'd grown up poor and was obsessed with providing his family with the life he'd never had. He was good at making money - he spent most of his time happily holed up in his office coordinating corporate deals.
Meanwhile, Samantha was left alone to figure out this
thing
, this
gap
, in her head. It had started very small. Sometimes, when she looked at someone she knew a little bit - looked at them in just the right way - her perspective sort of rotated for a few moments. She could pretend to be the other person.
She'd finally decided that what she had was a just particularly good knack for putting herself in other people's shoes. Mostly, it was a good thing. Until that particular day.
Eric was her youngest uncle - her mother's brother. He had been watching Sam practice for years at home and at her dance studio. He worked near her studio so before she could drive a car herself, he used to swing by to pick her up when class was over and drop her off at home whenever her mom asked. They joked that he was her number one, and only, fan. Samantha liked having an audience.
That afternoon at home, she was doing her usual practice routine. Eric appeared and leaned quietly in the doorway, just watching. He never interrupted. He was always very polite.
She felt him there but she kept moving through her forms. As she worked her way through several more poses, she finally looked over at him, looking at her. Without realizing it, she looked at him in her intense way and she understood part of him. She realized that he wanted
something
. Something secret. She loved secrets. She was a teenage girl after all, and secrets are a teenage girl's bread and butter.
So when she finished her daily routine a few minutes later, she twirled over to him happily to find out what he was hiding.
"Do you
really
like ballet?" she asked.
"I like it when my favorite ballerina is dancing it," he smiled. For a nerdy computer programmer, he was pretty rugged looking. Handsome even. And tall, just over 6 feet. He was the big, sweet sort of man that made a little girl feel safe.
"I think this is what you like," she threw her arms up around his neck and hugged him, looking up with big green eyes like she'd done a hundred times before.
He laughed and rested a hand lighly on her hip. "Well, you do give excellent hugs."
"Or is it this?" she giggled and tiptoed to quickly peck him on the lips. Again, like she'd done before for as long as she could remember.
He just chuckled.
She should have stopped there but the strange, new secret thing she'd seen was too... tantalizing.
"Or maybe it's this?" she said slowly, wondering out loud, as she licked his lower lip gently.
This was definitely new and her uncle's breath caught. She felt him tense in her arms.
"Hmmm... maybe this would this be even better?" she slipped just the tip of her tongue into his mouth. When he moaned and parted his lips, she pushed more of her little tongue into him and they were kissing.
Eric moaned again and she pressed her small body into his and felt his pants stir. She pulled away and giggled. "I've had Health class in school. From the way your pants are moving, I can tell you like