"Hey, Gramps. Can I come over? I need to talk to somebody. I'm going out of my mind. I tried talking to Mom but I couldn't get through. Can I come over, please?" my granddaughter was speaking so fast and I couldn't get a word in.
After she ran down I told her, "I will be home all evening."
It took her about an hour to get there. She didn't bother knocking but walked right in.
"Oh, Gramps. What am I going to do? It's been six months since Ted was killed. I try talking with Mom and all I get is 'Baby Girl, time will make it less painful.' And it seems like every day it gets worse.
"Has it gotten any easier since Grams died. Oh, God. Gramps, I sorry. I know that was crass.
"I didn't mean that. Oh, Gramps, please don't be upset."
I brought her to me hugging her close. I held her to my chest and brushed her hair smooth with my hand.
"Listen, Genny. You didn't upset me.
"I learned a while ago that speaking of Iris only makes me remember her more. It hurts when I am by myself at night, but, like this, I only think of the good times. Your Grams and I made some really fantastic memories." I spoke with a sincerity that showed her that I was not mad nor sad.
"Did you and Ted have good memories?" I asked her.
"Y-y-y-ye-e-e-es. Sort of." She stammered.
"OK. Tell me." I said.
"We-e-elll. When we were out he was so sweet and always considerate of everything that we did." She started.
"The only problem we had was in bed." She spoke with her face in my shirt as if she didn't want me to see her disrespecting the memory of her husband. "I mean all in all he was a great man to be around. He would be the first one there to help and the last to leave. I didn't know about the bedroom stuff though.
I asked her, "Do you mean that you never had an orgasm with Ted?"
She nodded saying, "Never."
"What was wrong, Baby?"
"He never lasted long enough for me." Was her answer.
"Did he ever do manual manipulation, or oral?"
She leaned back looking me in the eye shaking her head. "We never did any of that.
"I didn't know that married people did that stuff. I've never even tried any of it before."
I asked her, "Why on earth would you not do those things? That can be some of the most pleasurable parts of making love. Iris and I did all sorts of things.
"We did oral, hand jobs, baths, pearls, we even did anal occasionally. That we didn't do often because she wasn't comfortable with it but on special occasions she would do it.
"Your mother and uncle walked in on us once while we were having anal and your mother freaked.
"She headed right back out the door but Karl stood right there and watched. Iris was really into that time. I think it was because she had an audience." I told her
Genny was looking at me strangely. She was shaking her head as she asked, "You mean Mom and Uncle Karl actually got to watch you and Grams having sex?"
"No, I said they walked in while we were making love. Your Mom left but Karl stayed. Your grams and I never, ever, had just sex. We always made love with each other.
"Sex is just, get on slam it home, blow a load and get on with whatever you were doing before.
"Making love is touching, feeling, tasting, soothing, slow entry, slow and loving while telling the other just how much you love them and making sure that she is as satisfied as you.
"Making love is seeing that she is cleaned up. Either warm wash cloth or if you are going to continue it wouldn't hurt to use your mouth.
"The woman will make him feel like there is no-one in the world Is more important than him. She will do everything in her power to ensure he is ready to make love with her. She will use her hands, mouth, body, breasts, visuals or anything else to arouse him. She will make him slow down if he is too fast and speed him up if she needs it. It is a dance and you can only get good if you communicate with each other."
"THAT is making love, Baby Girl."
She told me, "Wow, I never thought about the things you did with Grams. Did you do those things with her?"
"Every time." I said.
Genny got up and said, "I'm going to make some dinner if that is OK with you."
After we ate and cleaned up Genny sat down on the couch with me and asked, "Gramps......?" she tipped her face down and continued with, "I have never made love like you told me nor have I been made love to like that. Would you show me what it is like?"
"Are you sure? You know that if we do this there is no going back. I must also tell you I don't use rubbers nor do I pull out. When I make love, I remain inside all the way through. That means I will cum in your mouth or vagina or ass. Whichever way we do. I will taste you and make sweet love WITH you not to you.
"If you are OK with that than I would love to show you how it feels to be with a real lover."
Genny got up from the couch and, taking my hand, lead me to the bedroom.
When we got to the bed, she turned to me and presented herself to me. Holding her arms out telling me "I'm yours."
I stood next to her and began undressing her starting with her top, lifting the hem over her head slowly revealing her small but well-shaped breasts encased in her sports bra. I began kissing her neck and around her ears and eyes. I caressed her throat with my fingertips, running them down to her collar bones and out to her shoulders, tickling her skin lightly.
She shivered but did not protest as I followed my fingers with my lips and tongue.
As I caressed her upper breasts and nipples through the bra she began breathing faster so I slowed some so she could regain her breath.
I slowly lifted her bra off over her head and while I had her arms up I touched and felt her underarms as I slowly began the art of seduction I would use to ensure she would be totally satisfied. I leaned down and kissed and licked her ribs and the sensitive areas next to her outer breast slopes and upper ribs to the juncture of her arm and chest.
I took her hands and lead her to the edge of the bed and had her lay down so I would be able to finish getting her ready for the true loving she was going to receive.
I unbuttoned her jeans and started to pull and roll the waist down. As I was doing this I was caressing and kissing her upper body and breasts staying away from her nipples for now.
I moved down her chest to her stomach and kissing and licking her navel while attempting the removal of her jeans. I had to stop long enough to set up and pull the legs off her feet and discarding them to the floor. I went back to the kissing and licking I had been doing to her lower belly. I got to the top of her panties and as I moved them down I saw that she was shaved smooth. This is not my favorite but, what the hell, I can still do my thing and I did.
I went down over her mons and slid to the top of her leg as I moved further down and kissing and licking and sucking on her flesh as I reached her knee then her ankle I moved to her other leg and repeated there.
As I finished that leg I started up the inside of the calf and thigh moving toward her heaven. I stopped short of it and went to the other. By that time Genny was going out of her mind with desire. She grabbed for my hair. Her problem was? I am slick on top.
I had her so hot by this time that she was going nuts screaming and moaning so loud I thought the cops would be knocking down the door soon.
Finally, I went to her clit and as I touched it with my tongue she exploded. She washed my face with her juices as I continued to bring her higher and higher.
I moved up her body again and as I reached her face I kissed her with my pussy juiced face she opened her eyes wide looking at me and smiled saying, "Wow, I didn't know I would enjoy tasting myself. Mmmm Pretty good."
I placed my dick at her entrance and slowly started in. With the head just inside, I stopped. Looking her in the eye I said, "Are you certain about this? It's now or never for stopping."
She raised her hips moving me deeper letting me know right there she was ready for the final.