Almost 9 years on (apologies for the wait)...more to come.
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As I pulled my face out from between her legs to look up at her, the feeling of sheer excitement changed in a heartbeat as the sound of a car door just outside her bedroom window shattered through me like thunder. My stomach dropped...my whole body froze.
She looked just as concerned if not more so, her cheeks going from red, which they had been for the past few minutes, to an even darker shade, as a panic stricken look swept across her face.
As we both attempted the world record for two people getting changed the fastest, I could feel my heart beating out of my chest. She scrambled to pull her panties and skirt back up with a look of horror still on her face as we heard the car boot opening and closing.
"Go to the toilet pretend you were just in the toilet!" She instructed as she pushed past me trying to put her hair back into something less obvious and bundled her way quickly down the stairs.
I quickly scurried along the hallway and into the bathroom, closing the door and locking it like I was hiding from Nazi's. I stood and listened for a few minutes as my aunt made her way back into the house and called out for help with her shopping bags. I couldn't believe how fast she had returned, it felt like moments.
I could hear muffled voices from below me in the kitchen, I put my face to the floor and tried to listen. My heart beating in my chest so hard that I was beginning to convince myself that they could hear it downstairs. 'Thump, thump, thump'.
"What the hell have I done?!" Stupid. Idiot. Fool." I thought as I began to realise how stupid I'd been. To give into temptation so easily and almost be caught in the act. After a few more minutes I made my way downstairs hesitantly. I didn't want to go and sit with them so I'd already decided to make up an excuse to get out of there.
"I'm gonna heading out guys" I said as I walked into the living room like nothing had happened.
My cousin turned to face me as though I was a devil and I'd just intruded on her home, her eyes wide open. She was making it too obvious.
"Are you not staying for dinner?" Said my Aunt as she popped her head from out of the kitchen.
"No no, I need to get back I've got some stuff to do but maybe next time thanks anyway". I said as I began to back towards the front door.
"Okay see you soon!" My aunt shouted.
"Text me" I managed to mime to my cousin sat on the sofa looking as guilty as possible. "And calm down" I mimed and ushered with my hands.
She smiled with her mouth but her eyes were saying "okay - get the fuck out!".
She didn't look angry with me, we had both done what we'd done, nobody was to blame. But I could tell that she just wanted to be out of that situation, for now at least. The awkwardness, embarrassment and guilt it had suddenly put on her mind probably wouldn't have sustained me staying for dinner and a movie. I agreed, and as I made my way down the street to my car and my heart rate started to slow, I began to wonder what was next and how to come back from this.
A few hours later at home, sat in the safety of my bedroom with my phone in my hand waiting for a text. I was beginning to scare myself into thinking that she had cracked and told her mum the whole thing. How would I explain that to the family?
"Yes I admit...we snuck upstairs and I ate her pussy for a few minutes until we were rudely interrupted!" - I didn't think anyone would understand. Infact, the more I thought about it, the more I realised how this could come between everyone in the family. We were close, as a family, our mothers were sisters, our fathers were best friends, if this got out, it wouldn't be something that just went away. I needed to speak to her at some point to get on the same page.
I decided to leave my phone in my bedroom as I went down for dinner. I needed a break from the whole thing and just to get my mind off it if not only for twenty minutes.
When I returned, I had one text message and it read:
"Hey I'm so sorry I didn't expect her back so soon. Luckily we didn't get caught. Pick me up in an hour on the corner and we can go for a drive and talk about it if you want? I hope you don't hate me x".
An immediate rush of relief overcame me. Anything at that point would have beaten being told that she had spilled the beans to her mum. I messaged her back and agreed to meet her.
She was wearing a jacket and jeans when I saw her standing on the corner, head in her phone. She looked so young and I had a hard time processing in my mind that just a few hours prior my head had been between her legs in her bedroom. My own cousin! I planned on getting on the same page and then breaking the whole thing off and hopefully keeping it between us and taking it to the grave.
She hopped into the car and off we drove into the night.
"Well at least we heard her coming!" She tried to giggle, but I could tell she felt awkward.
"Don't worry" I said. "Nobody is going to find out unless we tell them. It was a stupid mistake and we don't need to repeat it, let's just leave it at that and remember it as a dumb random bit of fun and it stays between us. What do you think?" I asked.
