All characters in this story are above 18.
Sitting here looking out the windows, it's snowing and cold outside.
I'm just sitting and enjoying a nice hot cup of coffee and reliving the last few days of my life.
Let me introduce my self, my name is Richard Walker, but everyone calls me Rock or sometimes Rocky, no not after the boxer in the movie.
I got the nickname in college, I was a fullback on our team and every time we needed a tough yard for a first down or touch down the coach called the rock.
Coach always said lets roll the Rock through the line and bowl them over.
No I wasn't the super star on our team and didn't play every down, I was just the one they called on when they needed a big hard charging body with a hard head.
I'm 22 years old, 6 foot 4 inches tall and 240 pounds, all muscle as my coach says but as a few of the cheerleaders describe me as having a rock hard cock with a boulder sized balls.
Last month I graduated and no one picked me up in the draft, seems there was several big tanks in the pro's at fullback so I decided to go back to Colorado to my home town.
I had a girlfriend a year ago but there was a bad accident outside of the town where we went to school at and Melissa was in one of the cars.
Melissa didn't suffer, she was killed instantly and I grieved for a long time, not dating, just taking my anger and frustration out on opposing teams and sometimes our own players in practice.
It was more than just losing Melissa, two months earlier I had to go back home to put my father in his final resting place.
Mom and I were devastated.
Mom and dad were married for 23 years, dad was 15 years older than mom and she was only 17 when she had me.
My dad Richard Sr. was a hard worker, we lived in Denver and dad worked for the railroad, he made decent money, we were not rich just barely middle class.
We lived in a 2 bedroom house with 2 baths, it was a nice frame home that was warm and cozy.
Mom and dad had a loving marriage and always seemed happy together so I could only imagine how heart broken mom was when dad was killed in a freak accident at the rail yard, dad was checking out a rail car connection when the train suddenly moved and he was caught between them.
The rail road company settled with mom and with the large settlement and dad's life insurance policy, mom wasn't hurting for money, but money doesn't replace the love of your life or in my case a father.
Mom Katy, is now 39 years old, blond hair and at 5 foot 6 and 125 pounds she is still one of the most beautiful women in Denver, mom is a nurse and has a good job and income but I still worry about her being alone so after I graduated I decided I would come home and find a good job and watch after her.
Even though I was big and called a rock, I did make excellent grades in school, my major was business management and with my degree and the fact that in high school I was well know for my football days I landed a job as a junior vice president for a well know equipment factory.
Decent 6 figure salary with some company benefits such as a nice car and expense account.
Still with the great paying job and benefits I had, I asked mom if I could move back into the old house and my old room, it just felt like home again and I needed to be there with someone I loved and that loved and understood the sadness and loneliness we were both going through.
I'd been home for about 3 weeks and it was right after the first of December, mom was moping around, I knew she was sad and missed my dad.
I watched mom for awhile and I could tell she was not herself, that night she was wearing a long t-shirt and a pair of shorts that were baggy, even without makeup and the loose fitting clothes I could see how beautiful my mother was, long firm legs that still had a slight tan, feet that were small for her size probably a 5 women's size and even with the baggy shorts and top, mom had a nice solid pear shaped ass and I could sometimes see the forms of her 36 c breast that had no sag at all.
We watched a movie and when it was over we got up from the sofa and walked upstairs to our bedrooms.
Just outside mom's door she turned to say goodnight and I was closer behind her than she realized, looking into each others eyes, I could almost see the tears, but she was holding them back.
"Richard, I am so happy you are here with me, I miss your father more than you know."
I pulled mom into a hug and kissed her cheek.
"Mom, I miss dad too and I am glad I am here also, there's no other place on earth I'd rather be."
Mom hugged me tighter and then kissed me on the cheek again but this time I moved a little and her lips landed on the outside of my lips.
"I love you son."
I don't know why I used these words but I told mom.
"I love you too beautiful."
We said good night and I watched mom slip into her bedroom and never taking her eyes off me, she closes her door.
I remember it was Friday the 10th, I was not too busy so I had been thinking about mom always being sad and just going to work and coming home, fixing dinner and watching a show then to bed, not much of a life.
So that day I decided we were going to change that, I called my mom.
"Mom, I will be off early and you don't have to work tomorrow, so when I get home we are going to get dressed up and go out to dinner and maybe a movie."
"I don't know son, I think we should just stay home, I don't think I am up to going out and why would you want to go out with your old ugly mother."
"Stop talking that crap mom, You're the most beautiful and desirable woman in Denver, so put on your nice black dress and I will pick you up at 6, we have dinner reservations at Luigi's at 6:30, and mom, wear your high heel and that sexy red lipstick. Then I laughed.
I got home a few minutes before 6, I was wearing my sports jacket and slacks so I was dressed for a nice dinner out.
I almost lost my mind when I watched the beautiful lady walk down the stairs.
Mom was wearing the black dress with the high heels, her hair was up in a bun and the earrings I had given her for her birthday last year but what took my breath away was how the 36 c's were nearly spilling out of the low cut dress and then the black stockings on those luscious legs.
"Well hello beautiful lady, I can't believe my luck in having such a stunning lady for my date tonight."
"Oh Richard, I'm just another old widowed woman, nothing special here."