(Mom's perspective)
I start to wake up. I had a dream about protecting my boy from some kind of creature, but the details quickly escape my mind as I try to recall. I look over to see my son still sleeping there. At first I question why he's in my bed, but then I remember what happened last night. He looks so cute and peaceful.
"My sweet angel."
I get dressed and go to the bathroom, getting ready for the day. Thankfully I have off today, so I get to spend the whole day with my baby. As I'm in there, the guilt starts to creep in.
I just crossed the line. I went where no mother is supposed to go. Not only that, but my lust overtook me.
I remember the look on his face when I started to suck him again. The look of fear. I feel so bad about that. I hope he isn't upset, he barely spoke after. Of course, that could be because I sucked the life out of him, but still. I hope he's okay. I should make it up to him...
(Son's perspective)
I wake up. I look around and forget where I'm at for a moment, but then everything comes back to me. I try to tell myself it was just a wet dream, but I'm not entirely sure it is. I go to the kitchen like usual, and see her making pancakes. Somehow I don't feel as weird as I did when I first jerked off to her, but I still don't know how to approach the subject.
"Hey, what kinds are those?"
"Blueberry, your favorite."
"Are you making some for me?"
"No, I'm cooking your favorite breakfast for myself in front of you."
"How cruel."
We both chuckle. There's an obvious elephant in the room, but somehow we don't feel so awkward around each other. It's nice.
"So honey... can we talk about last night?"
I swallow, trying to mentally brace myself for the awkward conversation about to come.
"Yeah..."
"How are you feeling?"
"Not as bad as I think I should."
"Oh yeah? But you still feel bad?"
I look up at her and she has a concerned look on her face. She's so sweet to worry about me like this.
"I mean, kinda..."
She finishes making the pancakes and I get the syrup out. We both pick ours and begin eating. I wish I knew what to say but the words escape me. I don't want to make her feel bad though. I'm struggling to think of what to do or say to make her feel better.
"Yeah... Look, I'm sorry. I don't know what came over me. I crossed the line of what a mother should do. I..."
I put my hand on her shoulder to comfort her.
"No, I'm the one who should apologize. I crossed the line first. I knew it was wrong but..."
She looks at me with a concerned expression.
"Are you... attracted to me?"
"Yeah. I didn't want to admit it to myself, but I've been attracted to you as far back as I can remember. As a kid, I always knew you were beautiful. Heh, I even remember telling my friends I was going to marry you."
"I actually remember that too. It was the cutest thing I've ever heard."
"Yeah... well... I don't know. I always knew that you were beautiful, but... Lately I discovered you were more than just pretty. You're... oh my God I can't say it..."
"Don't be afraid to tell me everything, my love. I want to hear it."
Now she's the one rubbing my shoulder. She always knew how to comfort me.
"I... realized how... sexy you are. God that feels so weird to say."
She chuckles.
"You don't even know how flattering that is to me. When did you figure it out, if you don't mind me asking?"
Am I going to tell her? Fuck it, we already went so far, there's no point in holding anything back from her anymore.
"Have you... Do you know the reddit account LonelyMama?"
For some reason she smiles.
"Yeah... I think I know what you're going to say."
"You're her, aren't you?"
She laughs. Not really the reaction I was expecting.
"Yeah, I am..."
"I figured. Well, I found your page a couple weeks ago and had no idea it was you. You... quickly became my new favorite porn star. Your body and the things you post play to a few of my kinks."
She starts to blush. I can't tell if it's from embarrassment or excitement. Or both.
"Then you posted a face reveal. I... realized it was you. I was already in the middle of jerking it and... continued when I realized it was you. I knew it was wrong and I was disgusted with myself but I just couldn't stop. It was too sexy I just..."
She leans over and gives me a kiss, then wipes off the syrup she accidentally put on my cheek.
"Oh sweetie, I love you so much. Can I... confess something too?"
I shake my head yes.
"I... found your fleshlight."
"Oh..."
Not what I was expecting.
"When you went to your friend's, I snuck into your room and sorta, kinda snooped around."
I gave her a playful scowl and she looked sheepish. Under normal circumstances I might've been a little mad at her but I can't now.
"I just wanted to know what was in the bag you didn't want me to see. Then, I got curious about what kind of porn you look at. By the ways, you should have a better password than 6969."
Now I'm the one feeling sheepish.
"So I looked and found that account. I realized you were looking at me and... the thought of it excited me. I felt so happy you were attracted to me that way. That's when I decided to do a face reveal, I wanted to see how you'd react."
"Wait, so you showed your face so I would know it was you?"
"Yeah... I know."
Strangely enough, that was the most flattering thing I think I've ever heard.
"If it's okay with you, can I ask why you made it in the first place?"
"I just wanted to feel attractive again. After Rick cheated, I felt so ugly and undesirable. I posted one when I was really depressed. I thought it was going to be one and done, but the comments made me feel good about myself. I later came to realize how much I like letting people see me sexually. I discovered I was a bit of an exhibitionist."
The thought of her doing that is really sexy to me.
"Then, I realized that you were one of the people looking at me. Instead of feeling concerned or disgusted, I felt excited. The faceless crowd watching me is already sexy, but knowing it was my own son. My baby boy, lusting after his dear mother..."
She started to blush and fidget with her legs. Damn, is she getting turned on right now? Fuck that's hot!
"Wow, that's a lot to take in."
"I know, it was a lot for me too. I didn't know what to do with myself. It was like I suddenly realized how badly I wanted you. I embraced the feeling I was trying to suppress. How badly I wanted you."
She moves her hand from my shoulder to my arm. Her caresses first felt comforting, now it feels more intimate. I start to get erect.
"I think I've always felt that way. I would deliberately rub your legs when we cuddled, when I'd hug you I'd try to get your face in my chest. I've always loved to take care of you, and I'd just ignore when those feelings became more. But, my lust overcame me and... I did what I did."
