Hot Midwest Summer is a series of several parts. For comprehension and flow, it's best to read the series in order.
Part 2 - Faded Inhibitions
It had been nearly three weeks since Terrana arrived home to see family and friends. She and her sister Trista have continued their intimate relationship confidently and respectfully. To keep her husband involved and honestly so she could keep the mental imagery close, Terrana spared no detail.
Terrana had come to expect, the subject of sharing Killian with another continued to creep into conversations with her sister Trista, just proof that it was on both their minds.
"You know, when I met Killian, I made it clear to him that I would never ever let another woman touch him," explained Terrana.
"I can see that Sissy, I mean it is one thing for him to be OK with sharing you, but I can see where you may not feel the same way if roles were reversed," agreed Trista.
Giving her sister a deep kiss. "I can see something is weighing on your mind, Sissy? What is it exactly" questioned Trista?
Terrana explained her dilemma and guilt for denying Killian the same pleasures that he had given her.
"He has assured me time after time that when we venture out, this is all that he needs as long we are open and honest with each other about our feelings. He truly gets off with our adventures, but I can't help but feel I deny him the chance to explore openly with others," said Terrana.
"It seems to me that he is willing to do whatever you are comfortable with Sissy. The fact that he began this, has embraced it and thoroughly gets off over it says that his trust in you is beyond a normal trust. I honestly wish I could find a relationship with so much trust. What about now? Would you ever consider sharing him with another woman if knowing you could trust that woman completely?" asked Trista.
"You know that's just it," said Terrana. "If you had asked me that a couple of years ago, I would have said no way in hell. Now, however, It does excite me to think about. Then I feel that if I were to allow it to happen, I would likely wonder if it were happening behind my back. I know Killian, and he would never do anything like that, which is why this perplexes me so much. Honestly, that is probably why he has never suggested it."
Why? Do you think I should? Are you volunteering?" questioned Terrana.
Trista took a moment and thought about how to answer her sister's question.
Seeing her sister struggle with her response, Terrana assured her. "I wouldn't have asked Trista if I didn't want to know. You don't have to worry about me getting mad or upset. This is not a normal topic by any means. This has honestly been a little hard to navigate because of the subject. You know I won't be mad, I would prefer you just speak your mind," responded Terrana.
"There was a time where I would have never spoken to you again had you asked this. We are way past the shock of everything, especially now that you and I have made love. I can also tell you I have never in my life looked at Killian that way, at least not until that first night you were here. I never went out of my way to determine my attraction to him. Don't get me wrong, Killian is a good looking guy. I guess what I am trying to say, I never thought of him sexually. Plus, so many things were running through my mind that night. I went from feelings of unbelievable arousal to way back to that night I walked in on you two having sex. Then, in a complete 360 went to thinking how wrong my thoughts were, to imagining him stroking his cock and me grinding my pussy against yours. It all happened in a flash. God, I am rambling," said Trista.
"Going back to the first night, when we were on the phone with Killian and lost in our passion, you moaned to Killian to unload deep into my cunt. I don't know what it was about you saying that, but it turned something on in me that I have never felt before," explained Trista.
Terrana laughed, "yea, I think we were all beyond worked up that night. The dirty talk always gets me going too," responded Terrana.
"I think sometimes that is the most shocking revelation out of all of this wife sharing and sexual exploration - how totally worked up I get. This was never me, not so open and willing, but reserved and closed-minded. I know what the reaction is for Killian and I know why he reacts the way he does now, but I never thought in a million years that I would be so incredibly turned on by it all," Terrana smiled.
Trista took her sister's hand and answered the question more directly.
"To better answer your question Sissy, if it happened, I would embrace the chance to get to bond with him the way you and I have bonded," continued Trista. The two sisters smiled and embraced before extinguishing their cigarettes and went back inside.
Later that evening, Terrana stood in front of the cabinet in the kitchen lost in thought. Her earlier conversation with Trista reminded her that Killian would soon be coming into town for a visit. There was much more to talk to him about. For the first time in their relationship, she was unsure of where to begin.
Reaching up into the cupboard for a glass, Trista grabbed Terrana from behind and wrapped her arms around her waist and squeezed.
"I love you, Sissy, I can't thank you enough for making me feel so special and even closer to you than I ever thought possible," said Trista.
Terrana turned around and wrapped her sister in her arms and pulled her close and kissed her deeply on the lips, "I love you too, and I couldn't imagine anyone else on this earth being my first female partner. All of this intimate affection is so strange but also feels perfectly right," Terrana beamed.
Both sisters smiled in agreement and poured their drinks and made their way to the back porch to soak in the hot tub.
Setting their margarita glasses down next to the hot tub both sisters began pulling their clothes off. Even in the warm summer air, the warm breeze was enough to erect their bikini covered nipples.
"OK, so I have decided that when the time is right, and you are still willing, I want you to be the one that I share Killian with the first time," said Terrana rather bluntly sliding into the water.
Trista sat next to her sister and smiled wide, "I cannot think of a reason why I would ever say no now," responded Trista.
"I am just not sure if I am 100% ready on this trip though. This rest of this week is going to wreck my nerves thinking about it because I know that Killian will be here soon," mentioned Terrana.