The room was dark when we walked in. Danielle reached out in front of me and switched on the lamp. Mom sat in the far corner of the room with her back to us, obviously unaware we came in until the light turned on. As she turned towards us, we saw that she was on the phone. She held up a finger and quietly went back to her conversation. Danielle and I looked at each other, and it was obvious she was just as puzzled as I was. We were both under the impression that she didn't want us to leave, so we stood awkwardly in the doorway and waited for mom. We couldn't figure out whom she was talking to, but by the tone of her voice, her giggles and occasional glances in our direction, we knew her conversation wasn't an unpleasant one. Suddenly I felt awkward standing there naked, and I guess Danielle felt the same way, because she tapped my shoulder and presented me with a large night shirt that she fetched from our room. As we slipped on our shirts mom hung up the phone, and asked us in her room.
I took a seat next to her on the bed, while Dani sat on the floor by my feet. She rested her head on my shin as she tickled the back of my calves with her fingernails. Mom smiled at us as if it was that moment that she realized we were truly happy together.
"That was Aunt Linda on the phone. She sends her love."
"Oh wow. How is she doing?" I asked.
I really loved my Aunt Linda, and it had been sometime since we had seen her. Aunt Linda is my mom's sister, and they are very close. They still talk just as much as they did before she moved away. Aunt Linda was always very cool, and never seemed like an adult. She was always into whatever was cool at the time. My mom says she's "flaky", but I always thought she was cool. My mom has always been more "straight laced", and only started to thaw out a little since my dad left. Aunt Linda was divorced from my uncle when Dani and I were very young, so I barely remember him. After they split my aunt and my three cousins lived with us for about 2 years. We all became very close.
My cousin David is like 4 years older than me. Apparently, he became pretty fucked up and went to live with his father about two years ago, and my aunt hasn't really heard from him since. I think it's pretty sad, but from what I understand, he's better off where he is. My other cousins, Belle and Brianna (see what I mean about "flaky?") are closer to Dani & me in age. Brianna and Dani were born on the same day, and Belle is a little less than a year older than me.
Brianna, whom we used to call banana, was always the wild one and her and Dani used to get in trouble all the time when we were little. Belle was very bossy, and used to act like she was always in charge of all of us because she was the oldest. Of course, no one ever paid any attention to her, which made her even bossier, but I always got along with her pretty well anyway. That's about all I can say about them since it has been a while since I have seen them.
My mom leaned down and started to play with my sister's hair nervously, as Dani kept tickling my legs.
"Your aunt and cousins are coming to visit next week. They will be in town for about 2 weeks."
Dani and I were very excited to hear this, but before we could say anything, mom interrupted.
"They will be staying here with us."
I looked at Dani who was obviously thinking the same thing as I was.
"Here? Why wouldn't they stay at a hotel like they did last time?"
"Well things are a bit tight for your aunt right now, and I told her that I wouldn't have it any other way."
"But mom where…"
"We'll figure out something, don't you worry."
Don't get me wrong It's great that they are coming to stay, but we really don't have a lot of room in our house, and especially now, with all that's been going on lately. I could see Danielle getting ready to say what we were all thinking, but mom interrupted her once again to say what we both knew she was going to say.
"Aunt Linda can stay in my room, and I'll sleep on the couch. The girls can share Dani's bed and you two can share Anne's bed. AND I TAKE IT THAT WON'T BE A PROBLEM?!. And I don't think I'm gonna have to tell you…."
She didn't have to say it. We both knew, but she continued anyway.
" Look, I love you both very much. And I can't say that I totally approve of what's been going on, but I think I understand it. Well maybe I don't, I don't know, but as long as it makes you both happy I can live with it, I suppose. But your cousins and your aunt may not, and Lord knows I don't know if I would expect them, or anyone for that matter, to."
"Mom we…"
"I just don't know that your aunt…"
"MOM!"
"What?"
"It's O.K., we understand. We'll be on our best behavior! Right Dani?" "Yes absolutely we'll be perfect angels! I promise not even to kiss Anne. Unless no one is looking!"
We both laughed and my mom shook her head in disgust.
"Girls this is serious."
"We know mom we're just kidding, we'll do our best."
We weren't really happy about the idea, but we figured it was the least we could do for mom. Besides we had a few days until they got there, and the rest of our lives after they were gone, so we figured. We both gave mom a reassuring hug and got set to hurry back to our room when she stopped us again.
"Wait girls, there's one more thing I wanted to tell you."
"Don't worry mom we'll clean up everything on Saturday.."
"No that's not it."
She sounded kind of serious so we both resumed our sitting positions to hear what she had to say.
"With everything that you two have been going through lately it got me thinking about when I was your age. I went through somewhat of the same thing that you are going through now, or at least had some of those same feelings I guess. I just want you to know that wanting to experiment sexually is normal, and I suppose that given the situation that you are in, it only seems natural that it would have happened this way."
Neither Danielle or I had any idea what she was trying to say, and I guess it was obvious.
"I really should have seen it coming. If you guys had a little more privacy from each other… maybe… or I at least should have talked to you about it…"
"Mom it's o.k. Everything is fine."
She went on as if no one spoke.
"Your Aunt Linda and I shared a room together when I was your age. It was hard. We never had any privacy, and well I know how this happens, and I should have known."
Danielle and I were silent. Was she saying what I think she was saying? Her and Aunt Linda? The thought of it kind of made my stomach turn. To picture my mom and Aunt Linda doing, well doing what Dani and I do, It made me a little sick, but at the same time a little more comfortable knowing Dani and I weren't the only ones. As a matter of fact, I'll bet this kind of thing happens all the time right? I mean it's not uncommon for someone to share a room with their brother or sister, and at some point, things are bound to happen like this. I mean if it happened to my mother of all people…uugh my mother! And Aunt Linda!…"
My mother must have seen me wandering because I jumped back into reality when she touched my arm.
"Anne?"
"Uh yes mom?"
"As I was saying.."
Danielle interrupted her almost before she began.
"You and Aunt Linda had sex?"
I can't believe she just blurted that out.
"Well no sweetie. Not exactly. I mean we didn't take it quite as far as you two, but we did experiment together."