*** This is a continuation of my Fall From Grace - A Mother's Story series. After successfully breaking the resistance of my selfish, self centered, cruel mother, it is now time to train her to be the mother I want her to be. I figured since I have the chance to train her into whatever I want, why stop at just "loving and supportive", when I can take her all the way to "always available mommy slut"? In lesson one, I discussed creating the environment to learn. In this lesson, I will take her further and evaluate the limits of her ability and willingness to learn. I hope you enjoy her journey ***
Lesson 2: Finding mother's limits.
I have been very successful in business, because I follow two basic rules. One, is expect the best, but plan for the worst. Two, always be prepared to exploit the unexpected. Please bear with me as I explain how this applies to my currently evolving relationship with my mother. She was always an overbearing, hateful bitch to me, when I was a child. However, I always wanted more, but I planned for this to not change, and I built my life around getting away as soon as possible. With regard to the unexpected, you can imagine how surprised I was when she showed up at my door, destitute, desperate, and primed for exploitation.
Until that time, I hadn't really ever thought of my mother in a sexual way. Yes, she is, and always has been, extremely attractive, with a curvy body, that oozes sexuality. However, she had always been such a hateful person, who treated everyone around her with such disdain, that it was difficult to imagine her as an appealing sexual partner. This changed in an instant, when I recognized how close to being emotionally and intellectually broken, her sudden destitute situation made her. Upon recognizing this, I immediately formed a plan to exploit this, once in a lifetime opportunity.
All of my first steps, centered around creating the desire to learn, in my mother's mind. Many people misunderstand the true nature of Dominance and submission. There is no true submission in someone, who is forced or beaten into submission. True submission is given freely. Of course, there are many ways that a Dominant person can create the conditions, under which a naturally submissive man or woman, can come to realize their true nature, and give into it. If you wish to follow my mother's journey to this point, I invite you to read about her fall from grace, and the beginning of her rise back up from rock bottom. All of that, formed the foundation for her future training. That was my process for creating the desire to learn.
I am not afraid to admit, I had no idea how quickly and how thoroughly, she would take to our new relationship. She showed me a sexuality and an almost aggressive need to please me sexually. In my defense, she was so cold and disdainful before, it was impossible to imagine her becoming such a sexually responsive and passionate woman. This forced me to have to really reevaluate my plan for exploiting this amazing success.
A significant element for successful exploitation of an opportunity, is managing your own expectations. It is easy to get "giddy with success" and miss greater opportunities or push too far, turning success into failure. So, to really exploit my mother's apparent sexual compliance, I have to test her limits. I have to see how far she is wiling to go. This is a delicate dance because most people do not understand their own desires and limits. Some think they are more bold than they really are, and they become scared and disappointed by some of the things they try. Others, are surprised at the things they enjoy and can't get enough, constantly pushing their own limits.
My mother's experiences at the mall, finding herself so overcome with desire, that she had to masturbate loudly, in the dressing room at Victoria's Secret, showed me that she was clearly the latter. When we went to the mall, she was full of shame and apprehension, but the more aroused she got, the more arousal she seemed to need. I knew at that point, that I could push her faster and more urgently, than I would have before seeing this. I didn't see this before, because she had been so sexually deprived and repressed for so long. Now that she has had her first taste of this drug, I have to make sure I can manage her addiction. Because she clearly showed signs of a sexual addiction, which I will enjoy managing. With her, my challenge will be maintaining an appropriate pace, to make sure that she doesn't push herself too fast, and put herself in situations, that she scares herself off.
There are worse problems, than having to make sure your mother doesn't launch herself into a sexually destructive spiral, taking you along for the ride. Yes, it would be a wild, exciting ride, but it is a one way trip. I prefer a wild ride, full of sexual exploration, that never ends.
I start my exploration of her limits, by provoking emotional responses. I want to provoke positive and negative responses. This way I get a balanced assessment of her progress. I started this by confronting her previous statements on dressing like a slut, and on particular sexual acts like sucking cock and anal sex. By enticing her into these offensive acts, then confronting her previously, strongly held opposition, this forces her to question all of her other strongly held oppositions. It allows me to lead her into other sexual acts, that she would not have previously considered. It is also a HUGE turn on messing with my mother's head while she is sucking my cock.
The first time I see her really enjoying the act of sucking my cock, I tell her, "Hey, I thought you hated sucking cock. You told me it is a disgusting act, but you seem to really be enjoying the feel and taste of my cock in your mouth right now. What is different? Is it no longer a disgusting and demeaning act, that only whores with no self respect do? Or are you now a whore with no self respect? I love the look on her face. She is shocked and wants to fight back, but the evidence is clear. She has my cock in her mouth, stroking my balls with one hand, while teasing her naked, wet pussy with her other hand. I see her expression turn from shock, to embarrassment, her face and chest reddening.
Then the most important change occurs, her expression changes to acceptance. I can see the slight grin form and a peaceful look come across her face. It is like she is realizing that her whole life was a lie and this is exactly where she was meant to be, at my feet with my cock in her mouth. I stroke her hair and cheek as I smile down on her and tell her, "That's right, you are exactly where you belong. You spent so long denying it, but now you know that you ARE one of those whores with no self respect."
Then I needle her, to challenge her competitive nature, teasing her that she clearly loves sucking cock, but that she is not very good at it. I see her thinking, "Oh YEAH??? Well, it is game ON now," as she doubles down on her efforts to suck my cock. I quickly grab a handful of her hair and pull her up off my cock, telling her, "It is not a question of your desire and enthusiasm. You clearly love it and want to please me. The thing is, you are not very experienced at it and you don't know your way around a cock. Now slow down an do as I tell you."
